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· Jul 27
ive really effectively quit drawing
i hope one day the motivation comes back but i just dont feel like it will
sucks really
i hope one day the motivation comes back but i just dont feel like it will
sucks really
crashing out because for some reason my pc HATES the new gpu im trying to put in
so now i gotta jump through 80 different hoops to put my old one back in
so now i gotta jump through 80 different hoops to put my old one back in
December 8, 2025 at 3:29 AM
crashing out because for some reason my pc HATES the new gpu im trying to put in
so now i gotta jump through 80 different hoops to put my old one back in
so now i gotta jump through 80 different hoops to put my old one back in
been gettin high a lot recently
distracting myself
end of years always rough. but this years been the roughest. lost pretty much everyone. some my fault, others just slowly. friendships fade
it hurts
thought i was fine being alone. told myself i was
I'm not. Least not anymore.
distracting myself
end of years always rough. but this years been the roughest. lost pretty much everyone. some my fault, others just slowly. friendships fade
it hurts
thought i was fine being alone. told myself i was
I'm not. Least not anymore.
December 7, 2025 at 3:05 AM
been gettin high a lot recently
distracting myself
end of years always rough. but this years been the roughest. lost pretty much everyone. some my fault, others just slowly. friendships fade
it hurts
thought i was fine being alone. told myself i was
I'm not. Least not anymore.
distracting myself
end of years always rough. but this years been the roughest. lost pretty much everyone. some my fault, others just slowly. friendships fade
it hurts
thought i was fine being alone. told myself i was
I'm not. Least not anymore.
been having to spend more money than ive wanted to and its puttin me in a bit of a rough place finance wise
shit sucks.
shit sucks.
December 1, 2025 at 4:54 PM
been having to spend more money than ive wanted to and its puttin me in a bit of a rough place finance wise
shit sucks.
shit sucks.
pcs broken again
im never touching any pc part ever again
im never touching any pc part ever again
November 30, 2025 at 12:29 AM
pcs broken again
im never touching any pc part ever again
im never touching any pc part ever again
some part of me years to draw some TADC stuff
hot stuff, stupid stuff, weird stuff
just stuff
maybe i should finish that nc drawin i had goin-
hot stuff, stupid stuff, weird stuff
just stuff
maybe i should finish that nc drawin i had goin-
November 28, 2025 at 3:26 PM
some part of me years to draw some TADC stuff
hot stuff, stupid stuff, weird stuff
just stuff
maybe i should finish that nc drawin i had goin-
hot stuff, stupid stuff, weird stuff
just stuff
maybe i should finish that nc drawin i had goin-
i want to start drawing again
I kinda miss doing comms
always had more fun drawing other peoples stuff than my own
I kinda miss doing comms
always had more fun drawing other peoples stuff than my own
November 25, 2025 at 4:19 PM
i want to start drawing again
I kinda miss doing comms
always had more fun drawing other peoples stuff than my own
I kinda miss doing comms
always had more fun drawing other peoples stuff than my own
christ
great reminder why ive been off social media
at least very very limited
was feelin better too
great reminder why ive been off social media
at least very very limited
was feelin better too
November 15, 2025 at 5:23 PM
christ
great reminder why ive been off social media
at least very very limited
was feelin better too
great reminder why ive been off social media
at least very very limited
was feelin better too
i thought nnn was supposed to give me elightenment
this shit makes nothin but a mess
this shit makes nothin but a mess
November 11, 2025 at 5:38 AM
i thought nnn was supposed to give me elightenment
this shit makes nothin but a mess
this shit makes nothin but a mess
"how do i meet people" "man i miss talkin n viking with people" "god i miss yappin about random shit" i ask and whine
knowin full well my dumbass is actually gonna have to TALK to people to meet people
but damn i hate bein a "need to be talked to first" person
stupid goddamn brain
knowin full well my dumbass is actually gonna have to TALK to people to meet people
but damn i hate bein a "need to be talked to first" person
stupid goddamn brain
November 8, 2025 at 4:13 PM
"how do i meet people" "man i miss talkin n viking with people" "god i miss yappin about random shit" i ask and whine
knowin full well my dumbass is actually gonna have to TALK to people to meet people
but damn i hate bein a "need to be talked to first" person
stupid goddamn brain
knowin full well my dumbass is actually gonna have to TALK to people to meet people
but damn i hate bein a "need to be talked to first" person
stupid goddamn brain
i had a dream with you in there. things werent the same. but we tried. it was...confusing. but made me hopeful
then i woke up.
then i woke up.
October 19, 2025 at 12:22 AM
i had a dream with you in there. things werent the same. but we tried. it was...confusing. but made me hopeful
then i woke up.
then i woke up.
realizing im still not past my murder drones obsession after seeing that
October 18, 2025 at 5:59 PM
realizing im still not past my murder drones obsession after seeing that
maybe at some point. in the future.
September 26, 2025 at 10:13 PM
maybe at some point. in the future.
i hope to get myself to draw soon
September 12, 2025 at 7:54 PM
i hope to get myself to draw soon
once i get my pc back im actually gonna start drawing again
not havin it as an option entirely has made me want to draw hella bad
not havin it as an option entirely has made me want to draw hella bad
September 2, 2025 at 1:27 PM
once i get my pc back im actually gonna start drawing again
not havin it as an option entirely has made me want to draw hella bad
not havin it as an option entirely has made me want to draw hella bad
not enough art of Jax being bullied and ruined
n just bein turned into a bitch
once i get my pc back imma change that
n just bein turned into a bitch
once i get my pc back imma change that
August 29, 2025 at 9:17 PM
not enough art of Jax being bullied and ruined
n just bein turned into a bitch
once i get my pc back imma change that
n just bein turned into a bitch
once i get my pc back imma change that
awesome
was actually getting back into drawing. decided to upgrade my pc cuz BF6 was comin and my old build wasnt good enough for it
but now. pcs fucked
it booted for a day or two. got a BSOD a few times. but now its like bricked. stuck in dram
hate this shit
tried every possible thing
was actually getting back into drawing. decided to upgrade my pc cuz BF6 was comin and my old build wasnt good enough for it
but now. pcs fucked
it booted for a day or two. got a BSOD a few times. but now its like bricked. stuck in dram
hate this shit
tried every possible thing
August 28, 2025 at 12:58 AM
awesome
was actually getting back into drawing. decided to upgrade my pc cuz BF6 was comin and my old build wasnt good enough for it
but now. pcs fucked
it booted for a day or two. got a BSOD a few times. but now its like bricked. stuck in dram
hate this shit
tried every possible thing
was actually getting back into drawing. decided to upgrade my pc cuz BF6 was comin and my old build wasnt good enough for it
but now. pcs fucked
it booted for a day or two. got a BSOD a few times. but now its like bricked. stuck in dram
hate this shit
tried every possible thing
many things make me want to start drawing again
two are absolutely Digital Circus and Murder Drones
i have a desire to make more art of those
two are absolutely Digital Circus and Murder Drones
i have a desire to make more art of those
August 17, 2025 at 1:34 AM
many things make me want to start drawing again
two are absolutely Digital Circus and Murder Drones
i have a desire to make more art of those
two are absolutely Digital Circus and Murder Drones
i have a desire to make more art of those
new tadc episode
fuckin hell what a rollercoaster of an episode
like my heart had dropped multiple times
i have no clue where this is gonna go, how its gonna go
i can speculate sure but. fuckin hell
fuckin hell what a rollercoaster of an episode
like my heart had dropped multiple times
i have no clue where this is gonna go, how its gonna go
i can speculate sure but. fuckin hell
August 16, 2025 at 2:36 AM
new tadc episode
fuckin hell what a rollercoaster of an episode
like my heart had dropped multiple times
i have no clue where this is gonna go, how its gonna go
i can speculate sure but. fuckin hell
fuckin hell what a rollercoaster of an episode
like my heart had dropped multiple times
i have no clue where this is gonna go, how its gonna go
i can speculate sure but. fuckin hell
cant wait for E6
need Pomni as Arthur Morgan
need Pomni as Arthur Morgan
August 12, 2025 at 3:49 AM
cant wait for E6
need Pomni as Arthur Morgan
need Pomni as Arthur Morgan
yknow one of these days im finally gonna get it in my head not to scroll socials for more than a minute
tough habit to break but maybe it ruining my day each time will help ingrave it in my brain
tough habit to break but maybe it ruining my day each time will help ingrave it in my brain
August 10, 2025 at 2:51 PM
yknow one of these days im finally gonna get it in my head not to scroll socials for more than a minute
tough habit to break but maybe it ruining my day each time will help ingrave it in my brain
tough habit to break but maybe it ruining my day each time will help ingrave it in my brain
i dont CARE how overused the trope is
i fucking LOVE robot stories where they gain emotion, ESPECIALLY love and have no clue how to process it
and slowly, but not fully, they seem more sentient. more human. and they go through EVERYTHING. LEARN everything. FEEL everything
its absolute peak. idgaf
i fucking LOVE robot stories where they gain emotion, ESPECIALLY love and have no clue how to process it
and slowly, but not fully, they seem more sentient. more human. and they go through EVERYTHING. LEARN everything. FEEL everything
its absolute peak. idgaf
August 7, 2025 at 3:15 AM
i dont CARE how overused the trope is
i fucking LOVE robot stories where they gain emotion, ESPECIALLY love and have no clue how to process it
and slowly, but not fully, they seem more sentient. more human. and they go through EVERYTHING. LEARN everything. FEEL everything
its absolute peak. idgaf
i fucking LOVE robot stories where they gain emotion, ESPECIALLY love and have no clue how to process it
and slowly, but not fully, they seem more sentient. more human. and they go through EVERYTHING. LEARN everything. FEEL everything
its absolute peak. idgaf
oops made the mistake of scrolling on social medias for more than 5mins
now i wanna kinda diee
now i wanna kinda diee
August 4, 2025 at 6:10 AM
oops made the mistake of scrolling on social medias for more than 5mins
now i wanna kinda diee
now i wanna kinda diee
i think i wanna learn to make music
July 29, 2025 at 6:21 PM
i think i wanna learn to make music
racking my brain to try and figure out what to try and draw to get back into it
i somt wanna draw my own stuff. so maybe like 'fan art?'
maybe i really ahould go back to like FNaF and Murder Drones stuff
some Digi Circus as well
got a Jax n Pomni drawin that was never finished...
i somt wanna draw my own stuff. so maybe like 'fan art?'
maybe i really ahould go back to like FNaF and Murder Drones stuff
some Digi Circus as well
got a Jax n Pomni drawin that was never finished...
July 29, 2025 at 12:33 PM
racking my brain to try and figure out what to try and draw to get back into it
i somt wanna draw my own stuff. so maybe like 'fan art?'
maybe i really ahould go back to like FNaF and Murder Drones stuff
some Digi Circus as well
got a Jax n Pomni drawin that was never finished...
i somt wanna draw my own stuff. so maybe like 'fan art?'
maybe i really ahould go back to like FNaF and Murder Drones stuff
some Digi Circus as well
got a Jax n Pomni drawin that was never finished...