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estelle
@estelleidek.bsky.social
chronically ill audhd-er with a slight hyperfixation on reading

honestly i’ve no clue wtf i’m doing

📍 london

(they/she)
i know that e-tickets are easier and more eco friendly but damn i miss a physical ticket

like what am i supposed to put in my journal now 😭
December 19, 2025 at 12:14 PM
my next bookclub book is stone butch blues by leslie feinberg

it’s been on my tbr for YEARSSS

can’t wait for the meeting

#booksky #bookclub #lgbtq #sapphicbook
December 17, 2025 at 7:16 PM
i have officially entered the headless chicken mode of christmas prep
December 17, 2025 at 7:13 PM
i finished 10 things that never happened earlier and alexis hall’s writing always cracks me up

the audiobook was fab too, loved the scouser accent

not sure i’m totally on board with the premise but i had a great time reading it so gave it 4 stars anyways

#booksky
December 6, 2025 at 5:55 PM
decided to have haley cass another shot by reading the snowball effect

i wasn’t the biggest fan of those who wait (dragged on too much for me and the side characters felt like NPCs)

i’m about 30% of the way through and i’m still not sure about it but not enough to DNF yet

#booksky
December 6, 2025 at 5:50 PM
just gon leave these here
December 5, 2025 at 5:47 PM
that post meltdown / panic attack hangover is actually so cursed like WHYYYY HAVE I NOT SUFFERED ENOUGH??!
December 3, 2025 at 10:53 AM
i would like to opt out of this whole period thing
i do not remember agreeing to these terms and conditions
sincerely,
someone being relentlessly tortured by their shedding uterus
December 2, 2025 at 12:01 AM
finally watched the 2025 season of bake off
so glad i kept it for a rainy day 🥺
December 1, 2025 at 11:53 PM
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Figuring out what to eat for dinner should not be this difficult
December 1, 2025 at 10:00 PM
cassie embodying the christian girl autumn aesthetic in this exclusive photoshoot
10/10 modelling from the pup
the judges go wild
November 30, 2025 at 12:02 PM
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The right time to tell someone you’re sick is before the hangout, not during. I can’t believe I have to say this.
November 30, 2025 at 5:08 AM
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This is a reminder that it's entirely possible to have some positive memories of a relationship or person that was ultimately abusive & you want to leave in the past.

Positive memories or feelings are not "evidence" that "it wasn't that bad" or wasn't abuse.
November 15, 2025 at 2:02 AM
everyone talks abt healing your inner child (valid) but can we talk abt how powerful it is to reconnect with & heal your inner _teen_?
November 14, 2025 at 10:14 PM
we love a 1am gender crisis
October 20, 2025 at 12:11 AM
how does one opt out of being a responsible adult? i don’t remember agreeing to those terms and conditions
August 28, 2025 at 7:19 PM
do you save small things in case people die unexpectedly or are you normal
August 28, 2025 at 12:45 PM
what are some good sapphic books for a bookclub? #booksky #lgbtq #wlw #bookrecs
August 1, 2025 at 9:59 PM
‼️spoilers for nine perfect strangers 2x08 below‼️

nah but that breakup seen actually broke me like i knew it was coming and it’s defo for the best but jesusssss

and having it juxtaposed with the bear bit?

i actually need a moment
July 2, 2025 at 3:26 PM
having extremely bad mental health but actually okay coping mechanisms for the first time in my life is honestly a very strange experience cause like i’m categorically not okay and not coping enough to adult but also not doing anything truly self destructive
May 20, 2025 at 11:59 PM
bookclub meeting is in 48hs and i’m 2% of the way into the book which normally wouldn’t be an issues but i haven’t finished a book in weeks after reading 72 books in 4 months i fear i may have flown too close to the sun and now the bookslump is my punishments

#booksky
May 14, 2025 at 8:45 PM
it’s almost 2am why has my brain decided it’s wide awake time like pls no it’s sleep time chill tf out #adhd #adhdsky
April 26, 2025 at 12:47 AM
“i’m so hungry but can’t figure out what i fancy and now i want to cry” - title of my memoir

#audhd #adhd #autism
April 2, 2025 at 10:19 AM
my eye’s twitched everyday for over a week … is that normal or should i talk to my dr about it
April 2, 2025 at 10:17 AM