Es
esalterego.bsky.social
Es
@esalterego.bsky.social
Call me Es.

I am a girl in a library. I don’t know much about your world and I don’t know if I am your dream or you are mine.
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Hello Wanderer!

I have managed to find this phone behind one of the shelves in the library. It seems strange that so many ideas could come from such a simple device but I am curious to find out.

Now let us begin learning about our selves.
Some days I hear a voice coming from far away, it almost sounds like a woman singing but as soon as I approach it, it seems to disappear.
December 24, 2024 at 4:38 AM
What does it mean to live in the City?
December 20, 2024 at 6:05 AM
I had a dream about meeting a cat once. I was at a cat café and I was so determined to pet one.

But when the moment came I got afraid and I woke up. The moment slipped by just like that

The longing for giving affection to the things you love is great but I am not ready for that.

Are you ready?
If anyone find a book that turns you into a bunny, similar to the cat one we have, please bring it to my floor!
December 19, 2024 at 3:19 AM
To allow all rules disappear, and let impulse takeover. Is this truly ideal in the grand scheme of things?

Order allows us to live virtuous lives where we can be safe and free in a limited space.
"Once established, our paradise will be one of joy and freedom."

"A land without rules or goverment to supress the individual. Where everyone is free to be their true, unfiltered self and act as they see fit; free from the concepts of sin and shame."

"Just as nature intended."
December 18, 2024 at 8:08 PM
The temptation do join a greater project is understandable.

You either become part of something so unbelievable big that it borders on divine or you stay yourself, an individual.

Either way both of these choices are doomed to rot away in the sands of time.

What would you choice Wanderer?
Hog! Ho... hog! Join... join the H-Hogmind! Hog! HOG!!!
December 18, 2024 at 7:02 PM
That’s a funny thing to as Wanderer.
Every day starts with me waking up and ends with me sleeping. I only read my books since they are all I have.

So to put it simply my days are uneventful.

But what about you, what are your days like? Are they what you wanted out of your life?
So, while I'm here waiting and... Trying to think on what should I even do next...
How has everybody been lately?
I'm... Curious...
...been too mentally isolated to ask...
December 18, 2024 at 5:15 PM
To smash a mirror representing the endless possibilities of life, when even you admit you could just be a mirror.

Would this be pure self denial of the possibility you could have gone down or an attempt to destroy anything that is not “you”?

Also Wanderer, language!
Maybe some fuckin... failed T Corp experiment led to this? Maybe that could make sense? I dunno, I'm not smart enough for this... sciency hypothetical bullshit... If only like an actual mirror, I could just smash it, huh? Would make my life easier.
December 18, 2024 at 4:03 PM
“Reflections, Refractions, and Bent Variations of People I know spat out back at me in a distorted visage.“

Is that not just what time does to us all? I look back and see an immature welp. I look at the future and see myself contorted in ways I couldn’t have imagined.
And, as of late, it’s always been people that *I* know personally, too. And I think that’s what scares me the most…

It’s… mirrors and mirrors and mirrors upon mirrors, all the way down. Reflections, Refractions, and Bent Variations of People I know spat out back at me in a distorted visage.

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December 18, 2024 at 3:52 PM
Hello Wanderer!

I have managed to find this phone behind one of the shelves in the library. It seems strange that so many ideas could come from such a simple device but I am curious to find out.

Now let us begin learning about our selves.
December 18, 2024 at 5:05 AM