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@drosophili.ac
Musician + shitposter. They/it/she.
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I also guess I do feel like living isn't worth it and that I'm tired and wanna sleep forever but that's like. I think that stuff even when I'm in a good mood
February 11, 2026 at 5:54 AM
I also guess I do feel like living isn't worth it and that I'm tired and wanna sleep forever but that's like. I think that stuff even when I'm in a good mood
I don't feel depressed but I think I am depressed given how low my energy has been
February 11, 2026 at 5:53 AM
I don't feel depressed but I think I am depressed given how low my energy has been
much luck to us both, then 💔
I am going to go enjoy "Linux me" for a few hours
I am going to go enjoy "Linux me" for a few hours
February 11, 2026 at 12:23 AM
much luck to us both, then 💔
I am going to go enjoy "Linux me" for a few hours
I am going to go enjoy "Linux me" for a few hours
It's hard to describe because it's not different people it's like "the me that goes to class" vs "the me that spends time with my partner" vs "the me when I'm alone"
and I know people adjust themselves to their surroundings constantly but it feels more extreme for me
and I know people adjust themselves to their surroundings constantly but it feels more extreme for me
February 11, 2026 at 12:20 AM
It's hard to describe because it's not different people it's like "the me that goes to class" vs "the me that spends time with my partner" vs "the me when I'm alone"
and I know people adjust themselves to their surroundings constantly but it feels more extreme for me
and I know people adjust themselves to their surroundings constantly but it feels more extreme for me
I've been told by a therapist before I'm "structurally dissociated" and as far as I understand that's a term for somewhere between CPTSD and DID
so yeah 😔
so yeah 😔
February 11, 2026 at 12:16 AM
I've been told by a therapist before I'm "structurally dissociated" and as far as I understand that's a term for somewhere between CPTSD and DID
so yeah 😔
so yeah 😔
let's dissociate on the bus ❤️
February 11, 2026 at 12:13 AM
let's dissociate on the bus ❤️
the girls are fiiighting
February 11, 2026 at 12:11 AM
the girls are fiiighting
guy trying to sell me something on the street: hey ma'am can I interest you in—are those hickeys?
me: yeah
him: you a freak
me: yeah
him: you a freak
February 11, 2026 at 12:03 AM
guy trying to sell me something on the street: hey ma'am can I interest you in—are those hickeys?
me: yeah
him: you a freak
me: yeah
him: you a freak
I'm struggling to get back into my school mode after being out of it for a while + I have so much to catch up on
February 11, 2026 at 12:00 AM
I'm struggling to get back into my school mode after being out of it for a while + I have so much to catch up on
I'm recovering from flu and didn't write anything in my planner for around a month and now that month is just gone
February 11, 2026 at 12:00 AM
I'm recovering from flu and didn't write anything in my planner for around a month and now that month is just gone
anyone else feel really confused and alienated by other people seemingly walking through the world with a continuous experiential core? I feel like I flit in and out of different states of being depending on my surroundings
February 10, 2026 at 11:57 PM
anyone else feel really confused and alienated by other people seemingly walking through the world with a continuous experiential core? I feel like I flit in and out of different states of being depending on my surroundings
my beautiful northsky friends: anyone else having to manually sign back in on LibreWolf every time? Unsure why this is happening
February 9, 2026 at 10:19 PM
my beautiful northsky friends: anyone else having to manually sign back in on LibreWolf every time? Unsure why this is happening
Huh? You don't like sound collage?
February 9, 2026 at 9:09 PM
Huh? You don't like sound collage?
anyway I'm gonna remake my matrix
February 9, 2026 at 6:50 PM
anyway I'm gonna remake my matrix
barking sexual-style
February 9, 2026 at 6:44 PM
barking sexual-style
I'm personally going for Matrix on the Element app. Decentralization is good. It's slightly janky and difficult for the non-tech savvy so I'm gonna be putting my email in my friend Discord and designating myself as tech support.
February 9, 2026 at 5:29 PM
I'm personally going for Matrix on the Element app. Decentralization is good. It's slightly janky and difficult for the non-tech savvy so I'm gonna be putting my email in my friend Discord and designating myself as tech support.
ive been configging my new linux setup all day so i've been in the zone
February 9, 2026 at 2:03 AM
ive been configging my new linux setup all day so i've been in the zone
wait the super bowl is happening?
February 9, 2026 at 1:58 AM
wait the super bowl is happening?
NixOS is going swimmingly! (it's going bad)
February 9, 2026 at 1:56 AM
NixOS is going swimmingly! (it's going bad)
omg I've seen your name on a lot of the catppuccin stuff I downloaded yesterday
February 7, 2026 at 8:39 PM
omg I've seen your name on a lot of the catppuccin stuff I downloaded yesterday
WAAA I wanna go home and customize my NixOS setup
February 7, 2026 at 7:19 PM
WAAA I wanna go home and customize my NixOS setup
Thank you for the recc!
February 6, 2026 at 8:16 PM
Thank you for the recc!
hello i am posting from nixos
February 6, 2026 at 4:45 PM
hello i am posting from nixos