Maaike
@droneroosje.bsky.social
Alt account for art, outfits, neurodivergent ramblings, complaints about my health, and grumpy rants
It is like being forced by your children to move into a nursing home losing all your independence, except i also lose all my friends, my medical care and practical support, and my chances of job reintegration, and i have to do everything myself even though no energy and they expect me to be happy
June 4, 2025 at 9:00 AM
It is like being forced by your children to move into a nursing home losing all your independence, except i also lose all my friends, my medical care and practical support, and my chances of job reintegration, and i have to do everything myself even though no energy and they expect me to be happy
Niets begint en eindigt de dag zo goed als een schreeuwende kreisende hoofd tegen de muur bonkende overstimulatie en verdriet metldown, heb je ook gelijk alle energie van je dag weer verspild
June 4, 2025 at 7:48 AM
Niets begint en eindigt de dag zo goed als een schreeuwende kreisende hoofd tegen de muur bonkende overstimulatie en verdriet metldown, heb je ook gelijk alle energie van je dag weer verspild
I just cannot cope with having lost everything, my entire future, my life, my career, never having kids, never having a job, poverty, loss of autonomy, losing every prospect and every source of joy. I just cannot psychologically accept it and nothing is helping. And therapy is a joke.
April 22, 2025 at 8:24 PM
I just cannot cope with having lost everything, my entire future, my life, my career, never having kids, never having a job, poverty, loss of autonomy, losing every prospect and every source of joy. I just cannot psychologically accept it and nothing is helping. And therapy is a joke.
Just got blocked by a long term mutual and i have no idea why but it makes me sad
Going to leave them alone obviously but i don't understand and it hurts my feelings
Going to leave them alone obviously but i don't understand and it hurts my feelings
April 22, 2025 at 7:05 PM
Just got blocked by a long term mutual and i have no idea why but it makes me sad
Going to leave them alone obviously but i don't understand and it hurts my feelings
Going to leave them alone obviously but i don't understand and it hurts my feelings
Struggling a little to figure out how i want to use this account and how to transfer, i follow too many people on the other to easily re-follow the ones i want to re-follow and too few on here to keep myself entertained so i keep on popping back
April 22, 2025 at 8:05 AM
Struggling a little to figure out how i want to use this account and how to transfer, i follow too many people on the other to easily re-follow the ones i want to re-follow and too few on here to keep myself entertained so i keep on popping back
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Velen kennen de prachtige schilderijen van het meisje in de witte, rode of blauwe kimono van G.H. Breitner (1857-1923). Het model is Geesje Kwak (1877-1899), die jong aan tuberculose overleed. Breitner schilderde Geesje dertien maal in kimono. Vandaag is haar geboortedag.
April 17, 2025 at 6:18 AM
Velen kennen de prachtige schilderijen van het meisje in de witte, rode of blauwe kimono van G.H. Breitner (1857-1923). Het model is Geesje Kwak (1877-1899), die jong aan tuberculose overleed. Breitner schilderde Geesje dertien maal in kimono. Vandaag is haar geboortedag.
April 16, 2025 at 7:26 PM
Trying something
April 16, 2025 at 7:26 PM
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Food of nightmares
April 16, 2025 at 5:44 PM
Food of nightmares
You cns reocngise me From the typos and random capitalisation
I am also the same Maaike as the other Maaike but just here to complain with a tiny little tad more anonymity , just trying to move over to this account cause my other account is uncomfortably big
April 16, 2025 at 7:18 PM
You cns reocngise me From the typos and random capitalisation
I am also the same Maaike as the other Maaike but just here to complain with a tiny little tad more anonymity , just trying to move over to this account cause my other account is uncomfortably big
April 16, 2025 at 3:05 PM
I am also the same Maaike as the other Maaike but just here to complain with a tiny little tad more anonymity , just trying to move over to this account cause my other account is uncomfortably big
Shoutout to the person at work who is not my boss nor responsible for me in any way but who specifically makes sure to ban me from every event, going behind our boss's back to ban me from things i have been invited to, who has literally made new email lists specifically to exclude me
April 16, 2025 at 2:46 PM
Shoutout to the person at work who is not my boss nor responsible for me in any way but who specifically makes sure to ban me from every event, going behind our boss's back to ban me from things i have been invited to, who has literally made new email lists specifically to exclude me
My boyfriend hurt my feelings by doing something that is ultimately inconsequential, so i need y'all to tell me to suck it up so i can stop dwelling on it and feeling hurt
March 31, 2025 at 1:23 PM
My boyfriend hurt my feelings by doing something that is ultimately inconsequential, so i need y'all to tell me to suck it up so i can stop dwelling on it and feeling hurt
And if i cannot have that, i would like so badly not to live in filth & decay. Everything, my house, my clothes, me, is so incredibly cluttered, dirty, nasty, gross cause i lack the energy and we have a small flat and there are no structural repairs done cause our landlord sucks. But no. Just filth
I feel like if i could just work and function part time, life would be so much more manageable and worth it. Right now there is just nothing. I did one load of dishes yesterday and had to spend the rest of the day in bed. Just nothing to do or look forward to, no purpose, no joy.
March 7, 2025 at 9:07 AM
And if i cannot have that, i would like so badly not to live in filth & decay. Everything, my house, my clothes, me, is so incredibly cluttered, dirty, nasty, gross cause i lack the energy and we have a small flat and there are no structural repairs done cause our landlord sucks. But no. Just filth
Got shamed today by my GP for never having had a pap smear before (not on purpose, just not something i had thought of before)
So i told her it was from age 35 in the Netherlands to get her off my back
Turns out it is actually age 25 in brussels and age 30 in the Netherlands, oops
So i told her it was from age 35 in the Netherlands to get her off my back
Turns out it is actually age 25 in brussels and age 30 in the Netherlands, oops
March 3, 2025 at 11:57 AM
Got shamed today by my GP for never having had a pap smear before (not on purpose, just not something i had thought of before)
So i told her it was from age 35 in the Netherlands to get her off my back
Turns out it is actually age 25 in brussels and age 30 in the Netherlands, oops
So i told her it was from age 35 in the Netherlands to get her off my back
Turns out it is actually age 25 in brussels and age 30 in the Netherlands, oops
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Good Duck 🦆💐
March 19, 2024 at 5:35 PM
Good Duck 🦆💐
I want to retrain my brain into liking and enjoying things again. It is a stupid suggestible blob of jelly after all. I just have to figure out how to manipulate it into feeling joy again. Feed my brain the equivalent of dog cookies.
March 2, 2025 at 8:59 PM
I want to retrain my brain into liking and enjoying things again. It is a stupid suggestible blob of jelly after all. I just have to figure out how to manipulate it into feeling joy again. Feed my brain the equivalent of dog cookies.
Tried compression tights today for the first time
the good news is that it did feel like I got more blood perfusing my brain
The bad news is that putting them on involved flopping around on the couch like a fish on land calling my boyfriend to help cause mid-way I could get them neither on nor off
the good news is that it did feel like I got more blood perfusing my brain
The bad news is that putting them on involved flopping around on the couch like a fish on land calling my boyfriend to help cause mid-way I could get them neither on nor off
March 2, 2025 at 8:30 PM
Tried compression tights today for the first time
the good news is that it did feel like I got more blood perfusing my brain
The bad news is that putting them on involved flopping around on the couch like a fish on land calling my boyfriend to help cause mid-way I could get them neither on nor off
the good news is that it did feel like I got more blood perfusing my brain
The bad news is that putting them on involved flopping around on the couch like a fish on land calling my boyfriend to help cause mid-way I could get them neither on nor off
We are moving back to MaaikeVerbruggen.bsky.social
April 21, 2024 at 5:09 AM
We are moving back to MaaikeVerbruggen.bsky.social
Shall i just quit this account and start whining on my main account? I can't keep track of it all
April 18, 2024 at 8:40 AM
Shall i just quit this account and start whining on my main account? I can't keep track of it all
> Has stomach ache from not eating
> Eats
> Gets different kind of stomach ache from eating
> Eats
> Gets different kind of stomach ache from eating
April 17, 2024 at 8:14 AM
> Has stomach ache from not eating
> Eats
> Gets different kind of stomach ache from eating
> Eats
> Gets different kind of stomach ache from eating
We're gonna try new antidepressants, and the GP is gonna discuss whether i will be suitable for the long covid trajectory
Also blood tests coming up , cause maybe my painful acidic stomach is impairing absorption of critical nutrients
No answers but at least attempts and i appreciate that
Also blood tests coming up , cause maybe my painful acidic stomach is impairing absorption of critical nutrients
No answers but at least attempts and i appreciate that
Time to try to convince my doctor once again it is not all in my head and to please help me
April 16, 2024 at 12:17 PM
We're gonna try new antidepressants, and the GP is gonna discuss whether i will be suitable for the long covid trajectory
Also blood tests coming up , cause maybe my painful acidic stomach is impairing absorption of critical nutrients
No answers but at least attempts and i appreciate that
Also blood tests coming up , cause maybe my painful acidic stomach is impairing absorption of critical nutrients
No answers but at least attempts and i appreciate that
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Flamboyant tulip time. It's interesting how they are turning more orange hued as the bloom ages
April 14, 2024 at 10:04 PM
Flamboyant tulip time. It's interesting how they are turning more orange hued as the bloom ages
Time to try to convince my doctor once again it is not all in my head and to please help me
April 15, 2024 at 10:46 AM
Time to try to convince my doctor once again it is not all in my head and to please help me