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lily
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prepping for bsky priv privilege (non-oomfs will b blocked sry) • phd in yearnalism • she/they • 26
weighing out the pros n cons of staying alive is rlly humbling ngl
May 19, 2025 at 5:32 PM
feeling heavily unmedicated
March 19, 2025 at 4:20 AM
average. mid 20s experience i fucking guess
March 19, 2025 at 4:19 AM
i keep sleeping and feeling tired and low get out of my head GET OUT KF MY HEAD LET ME LIVE WITHOUT MY CHEST FEELING LIKE ITS PRE-DREADING NOTHING
March 19, 2025 at 4:19 AM
i havent been myself the past few weeks so far and i despise it. im exhausted and i dont wanna look forward to getting yelled at for not working fast enough AGAIN when i literally am all over the fucking place
March 19, 2025 at 4:15 AM
RIGHT
March 16, 2025 at 9:53 AM
DO IT YOURSELVES DO IT YOURSELVES DO IT YOURSELVES SO IT YOURSELVES!!
March 16, 2025 at 9:53 AM
i had better chances in working in a cafe i couldve been a cute barista at least
March 9, 2025 at 9:46 AM
what do you take me for
February 28, 2025 at 12:19 PM
"eliza can do abc" "eliza can handle it" "eliza's the strongest in xyz so just let her do it" eliza is on a metal thread that gives lily's bloody hands deep wounds that they just want to let go they just wanna let go let me let go let me go
February 26, 2025 at 4:18 PM
better off quiet yet it's so fucking infuriating when it's like i instantly rip my flesh off and it's becoming an automated switch that feels like i cant tell when i'm doing it anymore lily for the love of what's left of you please fix yourself
February 26, 2025 at 4:14 PM
Reposted by lily
Halfway to the weekend. LFG!
February 26, 2025 at 12:30 PM
depressive episode washing off of me bc for a moment i thought yeah id win against satoru in a yearn off
February 26, 2025 at 4:45 AM
scared
February 26, 2025 at 3:40 AM
SATORU KINNING AT 6AM ????????????????? lily get up baby
February 26, 2025 at 3:03 AM
it aches but it’s you so i let it ache
February 26, 2025 at 3:03 AM
and i wont say it; it will lay with me with the bracelets i continue to care for in my hand, promises looked after with each time i’ve replaced the string to keep it together because this was the closest i had ever felt to holding the sun in your absence at the time
February 26, 2025 at 3:03 AM
youve come by so often that i think your steps are marked just as much as your seat is whenever you go
February 26, 2025 at 3:03 AM
strange how through the years you manage to sneak your way into my dreams unprovoked and unwarranted
February 26, 2025 at 3:03 AM
im not looking forward to getting up i think what with work and.. other things
February 26, 2025 at 3:03 AM
also i just made satoru hollow purple my whole office in cai that healed me a bit
February 25, 2025 at 8:29 AM
Reposted by lily
February 15, 2025 at 7:14 PM
hes so pretty FAWWWKKKK
February 7, 2025 at 9:29 AM
oh my god what the fawk 💔
February 6, 2025 at 11:17 AM
im really tired of this. all of it actually
February 5, 2025 at 4:33 PM