Chris Cooper
@dayewalker.bsky.social
Software Engineer at #100Devs | 4CD #1019 | http://letterboxd.com/Dayewalker/
Started off my movie watching for the year with HORROR IN THE HIGH DESERT 4: MAJESTY. I really enjoy this series quite a bit and I look forward to any future entries that we end up getting.
January 6, 2026 at 1:41 PM
Started off my movie watching for the year with HORROR IN THE HIGH DESERT 4: MAJESTY. I really enjoy this series quite a bit and I look forward to any future entries that we end up getting.
I have a lot of plans for this year. Now let's see how many of them I can actually accomplish.
January 6, 2026 at 1:37 PM
I have a lot of plans for this year. Now let's see how many of them I can actually accomplish.
No worries! I just wanted to make sure I wasn't crazy more than anything. lol. Hope you had a happy holidays!
January 5, 2026 at 4:35 PM
No worries! I just wanted to make sure I wasn't crazy more than anything. lol. Hope you had a happy holidays!
Constantly remembering that my cat isn't here anymore is pretty rough. I had him for so long that he was just a regular part of my day. I talked to him all the time, always told him where I was going if I was leaving the room, etc. To say that I miss him is an understatement.
January 5, 2026 at 2:37 PM
Constantly remembering that my cat isn't here anymore is pretty rough. I had him for so long that he was just a regular part of my day. I talked to him all the time, always told him where I was going if I was leaving the room, etc. To say that I miss him is an understatement.
This week my goal is to work on getting back to actually living life again. Since I moved at the end of November I feel like everything sort of fell apart.
January 5, 2026 at 1:39 PM
This week my goal is to work on getting back to actually living life again. Since I moved at the end of November I feel like everything sort of fell apart.
@bobfreelander.bsky.social I noticed there was a new PCP episode up today, but when I went to download it I noticed that the mp3 file that it was downloading appeared to be the January Blurays episode from Patreon. The lengths match up as well. Not sure if this is intentional, but wanted to check.
January 5, 2026 at 1:02 PM
@bobfreelander.bsky.social I noticed there was a new PCP episode up today, but when I went to download it I noticed that the mp3 file that it was downloading appeared to be the January Blurays episode from Patreon. The lengths match up as well. Not sure if this is intentional, but wanted to check.
Grief is such a weird thing.
January 4, 2026 at 9:21 PM
Grief is such a weird thing.
Slowly but surely trying to get my life back to some sense of normalcy. From the end of November until now has felt like an endless nightmare for various reasons and I need some time to regroup and relax a little bit.
January 4, 2026 at 4:01 PM
Slowly but surely trying to get my life back to some sense of normalcy. From the end of November until now has felt like an endless nightmare for various reasons and I need some time to regroup and relax a little bit.
At about 3:00pm today I lost my best friend Poo. He was the best cat I could have ever wanted or asked for and I am going to miss him more than words can express. It breaks my heart that this last month of his life was so miserable for him, but I'm glad that he's not suffering anymore.
January 3, 2026 at 2:36 AM
At about 3:00pm today I lost my best friend Poo. He was the best cat I could have ever wanted or asked for and I am going to miss him more than words can express. It breaks my heart that this last month of his life was so miserable for him, but I'm glad that he's not suffering anymore.
Thank you. I'll consider looking into that stuff. I've already thought about it, but I haven't really decided what I'm going to do yet. This whole situation is so much harder than I ever would have imagined.
December 29, 2025 at 12:55 PM
Thank you. I'll consider looking into that stuff. I've already thought about it, but I haven't really decided what I'm going to do yet. This whole situation is so much harder than I ever would have imagined.
Thank you for the kind words, by the way. I really do appreciate it. I just moved to my dad's house and I've mostly been stuck in this room with Poo and my own thoughts (that's one hell of a sentence lol) so it hasn't been the easiest time.
December 29, 2025 at 12:32 AM
Thank you for the kind words, by the way. I really do appreciate it. I just moved to my dad's house and I've mostly been stuck in this room with Poo and my own thoughts (that's one hell of a sentence lol) so it hasn't been the easiest time.
Deep down I know that's what will happen. I know that ultimately its just me struggling with the idea of losing my best friend. This whole last month has already been terrible as it is, but this past week has been absolute hell.
December 29, 2025 at 12:24 AM
Deep down I know that's what will happen. I know that ultimately its just me struggling with the idea of losing my best friend. This whole last month has already been terrible as it is, but this past week has been absolute hell.
Mine is almost 14 and his name is Poo. I've had him since he was about 6-8 weeks old when I found him outside my apartment. I do feel like I'll know when the time is right even though I won't want it to be true. I definitely think its getting really close now, but I'm not ready to give up on him yet
December 29, 2025 at 12:11 AM
Mine is almost 14 and his name is Poo. I've had him since he was about 6-8 weeks old when I found him outside my apartment. I do feel like I'll know when the time is right even though I won't want it to be true. I definitely think its getting really close now, but I'm not ready to give up on him yet
Thank you. It is genuinely one of the hardest things I've ever had to do in my life. I know that the time will definitely come very soon, but I'm still trying to decide when that's going to be. I know its selfish of me, but I can't help it. I'm struggling harder with this than maybe anything ever.
December 28, 2025 at 11:58 PM
Thank you. It is genuinely one of the hardest things I've ever had to do in my life. I know that the time will definitely come very soon, but I'm still trying to decide when that's going to be. I know its selfish of me, but I can't help it. I'm struggling harder with this than maybe anything ever.
Currently wrestling with the decision to have my cat put down soon. I know that realistically its the right thing to do and I know that I'll have to do it much sooner than later, but it is easily one of the hardest decisions I've ever had to make.
December 28, 2025 at 8:26 PM
Currently wrestling with the decision to have my cat put down soon. I know that realistically its the right thing to do and I know that I'll have to do it much sooner than later, but it is easily one of the hardest decisions I've ever had to make.
Thank you! It has been really rough to deal with in general, especially this time of year. I just don't want him to suffer and I know right now he likely is. I'm just not quite ready to let him go yet.
December 26, 2025 at 1:02 PM
Thank you! It has been really rough to deal with in general, especially this time of year. I just don't want him to suffer and I know right now he likely is. I'm just not quite ready to let him go yet.
Hug your pets tight tonight. I know that I wish I had given mine a billion more hugs before now. He definitely deserves the world.
December 26, 2025 at 5:14 AM
Hug your pets tight tonight. I know that I wish I had given mine a billion more hugs before now. He definitely deserves the world.
I don't even know why I'm writing this or even if anyone will read it, but I just needed to get these thoughts out of my head. He's currently asleep under my bed after I gave him some pain medicine earlier and I've just been sitting here thinking about everything for the past little while.
December 26, 2025 at 5:14 AM
I don't even know why I'm writing this or even if anyone will read it, but I just needed to get these thoughts out of my head. He's currently asleep under my bed after I gave him some pain medicine earlier and I've just been sitting here thinking about everything for the past little while.
Seeing him decline in health since we moved a few weeks ago has been absolutely heartbreaking. Its only made worse because there is literally nothing I can do or could have done to prevent it. Essentially he has cancer and there really isn't anything that can be done about it.
December 26, 2025 at 5:14 AM
Seeing him decline in health since we moved a few weeks ago has been absolutely heartbreaking. Its only made worse because there is literally nothing I can do or could have done to prevent it. Essentially he has cancer and there really isn't anything that can be done about it.
I genuinely could never have asked for a better cat. The only times he has ever been any sort of a problem was because he was having some sort of health related issue that wasn't his fault. He has always been respectful of me and my things and always knew what was his and where he was allowed to go.
December 26, 2025 at 5:14 AM
I genuinely could never have asked for a better cat. The only times he has ever been any sort of a problem was because he was having some sort of health related issue that wasn't his fault. He has always been respectful of me and my things and always knew what was his and where he was allowed to go.
Fate brought us together when I opened the front door to my apartment one day and found a beautiful, scared little kitten sitting a few feet away under the staircase. I picked him up and brought him inside and that's where he stayed from then on. Hard to believe that was back in 2012.
December 26, 2025 at 5:14 AM
Fate brought us together when I opened the front door to my apartment one day and found a beautiful, scared little kitten sitting a few feet away under the staircase. I picked him up and brought him inside and that's where he stayed from then on. Hard to believe that was back in 2012.
I just keep making sure to tell him that I love him as much as possible while I still can. I skipped going anywhere for Christmas because I didn't want him to be here alone in a place that I know he doesn't like and doesn't feel comfortable. I just wanted him to know that I was here if he needed me.
December 26, 2025 at 5:14 AM
I just keep making sure to tell him that I love him as much as possible while I still can. I skipped going anywhere for Christmas because I didn't want him to be here alone in a place that I know he doesn't like and doesn't feel comfortable. I just wanted him to know that I was here if he needed me.
Trying to come to terms with the fact that I'm likely not going to have my cat for very much longer is one of the hardest things I've ever had to do. He's almost 14 years old, so he's definitely not a young cat anymore, but the thought of him not being around anymore absolutely kills me inside.
December 26, 2025 at 5:14 AM
Trying to come to terms with the fact that I'm likely not going to have my cat for very much longer is one of the hardest things I've ever had to do. He's almost 14 years old, so he's definitely not a young cat anymore, but the thought of him not being around anymore absolutely kills me inside.
Games are getting wild these days. "Explore an abandoned human colon..." caught me off guard.
December 26, 2025 at 12:45 AM
Games are getting wild these days. "Explore an abandoned human colon..." caught me off guard.