fat cat irl
@coldembers.bsky.social
hello this is my screaming place
struggling but what else is new
January 12, 2026 at 9:09 PM
struggling but what else is new
doing my best not to panic (failing) but i feel sick
January 12, 2026 at 9:08 PM
doing my best not to panic (failing) but i feel sick
for legal reasons this is not about anyone on this site
December 13, 2025 at 9:14 AM
for legal reasons this is not about anyone on this site
like would i be discarded if i suddenly couldn't/wouldn't do what they wanted? (the answer is most likely yes)
December 13, 2025 at 9:13 AM
like would i be discarded if i suddenly couldn't/wouldn't do what they wanted? (the answer is most likely yes)
every day i wonder if i'm worth anything to people beyond the things i can do for them
December 13, 2025 at 9:12 AM
every day i wonder if i'm worth anything to people beyond the things i can do for them
and then my body said, time for another month-long migraine
December 7, 2025 at 10:17 AM
and then my body said, time for another month-long migraine
i'm so stressed i'm going to explode
December 7, 2025 at 8:56 AM
i'm so stressed i'm going to explode
i wish i could just fucking /help/ people.
December 6, 2025 at 11:22 AM
i wish i could just fucking /help/ people.
i feel so weightless and not in a good sense
December 6, 2025 at 11:22 AM
i feel so weightless and not in a good sense
considering speech therapy again. although i'm not sure how much it could help with. yknow. not being able to speak at all.
November 20, 2025 at 7:19 AM
considering speech therapy again. although i'm not sure how much it could help with. yknow. not being able to speak at all.
maybe i'm just not used to good things WHO FUCKING KNOWS
November 11, 2025 at 1:39 PM
maybe i'm just not used to good things WHO FUCKING KNOWS
i don't know why i'm so sad. i got the chance of a lifetime and i should be happy! and grateful! and i am! but it still feels like a personal failure @ freelance work.
November 11, 2025 at 1:38 PM
i don't know why i'm so sad. i got the chance of a lifetime and i should be happy! and grateful! and i am! but it still feels like a personal failure @ freelance work.
i feel so fucking miserable.
September 29, 2025 at 1:57 PM
i feel so fucking miserable.
then we need to get 2 hazardous trees near the house cut this weekend. that alone will be $200.
September 29, 2025 at 1:54 PM
then we need to get 2 hazardous trees near the house cut this weekend. that alone will be $200.
there's a medical bill i need to pay until the 14th. costs the same as my monthly tax. then there's my medication because i can't not take them anymore because my health is ✨ degrading fast ✨
then i have to pay my accountant next week, get a new monthly pass so i can even travel to the clinic.
then i have to pay my accountant next week, get a new monthly pass so i can even travel to the clinic.
September 29, 2025 at 1:51 PM
there's a medical bill i need to pay until the 14th. costs the same as my monthly tax. then there's my medication because i can't not take them anymore because my health is ✨ degrading fast ✨
then i have to pay my accountant next week, get a new monthly pass so i can even travel to the clinic.
then i have to pay my accountant next week, get a new monthly pass so i can even travel to the clinic.
i need to help out but i don't have this kind of money. also in the middle of a burnout so the last thing i want is opening c0mms again but that's what i'm gonna have to do. this sucks.
September 29, 2025 at 1:47 PM
i need to help out but i don't have this kind of money. also in the middle of a burnout so the last thing i want is opening c0mms again but that's what i'm gonna have to do. this sucks.
of course we're getting big bills when mom's account is locked
September 29, 2025 at 1:46 PM
of course we're getting big bills when mom's account is locked
getting real fucking tired of people not tagging their nsfw
September 26, 2025 at 5:56 PM
getting real fucking tired of people not tagging their nsfw
it makes me so uncomfortable when i can tell someone has those notifs that tell them whenever i post something turned on. doubly so when they only interact with my personal posts and not my art/general stuff.
September 26, 2025 at 1:36 PM
it makes me so uncomfortable when i can tell someone has those notifs that tell them whenever i post something turned on. doubly so when they only interact with my personal posts and not my art/general stuff.
my bday is in less than a month and idk how to feel about it
September 21, 2025 at 4:59 PM
my bday is in less than a month and idk how to feel about it
cries........ please i hope this sale lasts until i have some extra monies
September 21, 2025 at 7:45 AM
cries........ please i hope this sale lasts until i have some extra monies
it's also more expensive than a regular appt but idc anymore, it's so hard to book appts so i'll just leave it that way. don't wanna wait until december. also not looking forward to paying $150 (+whatever the extra exams cost) but it is what it is
September 14, 2025 at 6:31 AM
it's also more expensive than a regular appt but idc anymore, it's so hard to book appts so i'll just leave it that way. don't wanna wait until december. also not looking forward to paying $150 (+whatever the extra exams cost) but it is what it is