Candeth
@candethm.net
High fantasy, fantasy, cyberpunk and tech enthusiast. Just trying my best.
12/2 -
My emotional state yesterday and today was that of a car crash. Like seeing it in slow motion. All of my promises I couldn't keep due to my inability to calm down and have empathy and rationality. I was too far gone from sadness.
My emotional state yesterday and today was that of a car crash. Like seeing it in slow motion. All of my promises I couldn't keep due to my inability to calm down and have empathy and rationality. I was too far gone from sadness.
December 3, 2025 at 3:21 AM
12/2 -
My emotional state yesterday and today was that of a car crash. Like seeing it in slow motion. All of my promises I couldn't keep due to my inability to calm down and have empathy and rationality. I was too far gone from sadness.
My emotional state yesterday and today was that of a car crash. Like seeing it in slow motion. All of my promises I couldn't keep due to my inability to calm down and have empathy and rationality. I was too far gone from sadness.
Now that I've let all my emotions and thoughts. I plan on self reflecting for awhile in semi solitude. I need to really address myself.
And work on introspection & self-awareness, action & habit formation, and both connection and empathy.
I don't want to let anyone down again or myself even.
And work on introspection & self-awareness, action & habit formation, and both connection and empathy.
I don't want to let anyone down again or myself even.
December 3, 2025 at 2:10 AM
Now that I've let all my emotions and thoughts. I plan on self reflecting for awhile in semi solitude. I need to really address myself.
And work on introspection & self-awareness, action & habit formation, and both connection and empathy.
I don't want to let anyone down again or myself even.
And work on introspection & self-awareness, action & habit formation, and both connection and empathy.
I don't want to let anyone down again or myself even.
I ruined what was someone that I connected to on so many levels and sabotaged by saying I wasn't what I wanted. I both betrayed the trust of someone I loved so much and destroyed myself in the process.
The truth is, I'm needy, insecure, crave attention, and want to give someone I love the world.
The truth is, I'm needy, insecure, crave attention, and want to give someone I love the world.
December 2, 2025 at 11:30 PM
I ruined what was someone that I connected to on so many levels and sabotaged by saying I wasn't what I wanted. I both betrayed the trust of someone I loved so much and destroyed myself in the process.
The truth is, I'm needy, insecure, crave attention, and want to give someone I love the world.
The truth is, I'm needy, insecure, crave attention, and want to give someone I love the world.
Absolutely unexcusable of me and honestly dumb.
December 2, 2025 at 7:36 PM
Absolutely unexcusable of me and honestly dumb.
Just gotta keep moving. Learn from every mistake I made. Take that and just be a better version, a stronger version. Take my past faults and learn from them.
Have a great day everyone or whoever sees this.
Have a great day everyone or whoever sees this.
December 2, 2025 at 5:55 PM
Just gotta keep moving. Learn from every mistake I made. Take that and just be a better version, a stronger version. Take my past faults and learn from them.
Have a great day everyone or whoever sees this.
Have a great day everyone or whoever sees this.
Self growth is important. Never say this is who I am. There is always improvement. You want to grow with someone you love not stay stagnant.
December 2, 2025 at 5:53 PM
Self growth is important. Never say this is who I am. There is always improvement. You want to grow with someone you love not stay stagnant.
Just tired. Sorry everyone.
December 2, 2025 at 5:54 AM
Just tired. Sorry everyone.
Nostalgia train with a bunch of things in life. Crazy how fast time goes by.
December 1, 2025 at 3:15 PM
Nostalgia train with a bunch of things in life. Crazy how fast time goes by.
Heavy eyes as is a heavy heart. Open them wide, see and capture the moment. Live and love. Don't fret, just chase what matters most to you. You only have one life.
December 1, 2025 at 7:47 AM
Heavy eyes as is a heavy heart. Open them wide, see and capture the moment. Live and love. Don't fret, just chase what matters most to you. You only have one life.
Feel so damn sad and empty. Barely have the energy to get off the couch. Just wanna fall asleep
November 30, 2025 at 4:54 PM
Feel so damn sad and empty. Barely have the energy to get off the couch. Just wanna fall asleep
To my darling, my light... I sit here on the first of snow to touch my skin. Wishing to see you again. That warm embrace. That soft smile.
November 29, 2025 at 1:30 PM
To my darling, my light... I sit here on the first of snow to touch my skin. Wishing to see you again. That warm embrace. That soft smile.
I learned but at the cost of literally everything. Became my worst enemy then got hit with a ton of bricks with reality. If there was ever like a Christmas miracle or something. I'd love to have it. I'll trade in everything and more for it.
Fuck.
Fuck.
November 29, 2025 at 12:25 AM
I learned but at the cost of literally everything. Became my worst enemy then got hit with a ton of bricks with reality. If there was ever like a Christmas miracle or something. I'd love to have it. I'll trade in everything and more for it.
Fuck.
Fuck.
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Painting Process!🖤
October 9, 2025 at 12:51 AM
Painting Process!🖤
Working out and copious amounts of TV Series bingeing. And maybe a few food cheat days.
September 26, 2025 at 2:10 AM
Working out and copious amounts of TV Series bingeing. And maybe a few food cheat days.
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silent hill f
September 23, 2025 at 3:18 AM
silent hill f
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#virtualphotography #cyberpunk2077 Finally got my pathtracing and PC is up and running for photos! Yay!
September 22, 2025 at 4:43 AM
#virtualphotography #cyberpunk2077 Finally got my pathtracing and PC is up and running for photos! Yay!
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Sometimes just existing is the best. No notions of opinions or things I should do. Floating on an ocean drifting.
September 12, 2025 at 1:40 AM
Sometimes just existing is the best. No notions of opinions or things I should do. Floating on an ocean drifting.
Kinda wanna eat a metric shit ton of bad food right now.
August 30, 2025 at 1:09 AM
Kinda wanna eat a metric shit ton of bad food right now.
Dig myself a hole so deep and trying to shovel it out with my barehands.
August 22, 2025 at 10:59 PM
Dig myself a hole so deep and trying to shovel it out with my barehands.