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Given what i now know about myself. This..... might make more sense. 😭
Idk if i'll ever get over the fact someone i couldnt remember excitedly saw me from behind in public after like 10+ years apart and said they recognized me "by the way i walk". HOW DO I WALK??? 😭😭😭
January 19, 2026 at 7:54 PM
Given what i now know about myself. This..... might make more sense. 😭
If you are constantly overwhelmed by your clothes - doing them, folding them, putting them away, seeing them, moving them, simply having them all over the place....
Get rid of them. ~90% of them.
- Signed, someone who has far fewer clothes and hasnt been stressed abt laundry in 2mos (life record)
Get rid of them. ~90% of them.
- Signed, someone who has far fewer clothes and hasnt been stressed abt laundry in 2mos (life record)
January 16, 2026 at 7:25 PM
If you are constantly overwhelmed by your clothes - doing them, folding them, putting them away, seeing them, moving them, simply having them all over the place....
Get rid of them. ~90% of them.
- Signed, someone who has far fewer clothes and hasnt been stressed abt laundry in 2mos (life record)
Get rid of them. ~90% of them.
- Signed, someone who has far fewer clothes and hasnt been stressed abt laundry in 2mos (life record)
As weird as its been reframing my life and health the last few months, I find it fascinating to have so many questions suddenly answered and to weave together the threads of logic to build my own cohesive picture of Me.
There's still so much to learn, I think. Which is funny, bc I'd thought I'd+
There's still so much to learn, I think. Which is funny, bc I'd thought I'd+
January 16, 2026 at 6:41 PM
As weird as its been reframing my life and health the last few months, I find it fascinating to have so many questions suddenly answered and to weave together the threads of logic to build my own cohesive picture of Me.
There's still so much to learn, I think. Which is funny, bc I'd thought I'd+
There's still so much to learn, I think. Which is funny, bc I'd thought I'd+
Despite me no longer playing genshin, I still always hope that they cook, especially for all the characters I've written, bc that's a direct buff to ME and my fics 😝😝 like yes, PLEASE give them all more crumbs!!!!
I purposefully haven't seen any of my fics' stats on ao3 in years, but I just decided to look at how many kudos Every Kiss With Kaveh has.
What the heck.
What the heck.
January 16, 2026 at 6:16 PM
Despite me no longer playing genshin, I still always hope that they cook, especially for all the characters I've written, bc that's a direct buff to ME and my fics 😝😝 like yes, PLEASE give them all more crumbs!!!!
I purposefully haven't seen any of my fics' stats on ao3 in years, but I just decided to look at how many kudos Every Kiss With Kaveh has.
What the heck.
What the heck.
January 16, 2026 at 6:14 PM
I purposefully haven't seen any of my fics' stats on ao3 in years, but I just decided to look at how many kudos Every Kiss With Kaveh has.
What the heck.
What the heck.
Book the appointments u know u need TODAY cause u know ur not gonna do it tmrw
January 16, 2026 at 2:00 AM
Book the appointments u know u need TODAY cause u know ur not gonna do it tmrw
.... I've gotta just start writing the part of things im excited about instead of making myself build up to them and inevitably never getting there
January 14, 2026 at 9:25 PM
.... I've gotta just start writing the part of things im excited about instead of making myself build up to them and inevitably never getting there
Would it be bad if in 2026 i try to help my executive dysfunction by straight up just like. Posting things without caring if i finish them satisfactorily or not. I think the idea that i MUST finish everything PERFECTLY results in me discarding 90% of ideas and atp...... i need to be free.
January 14, 2026 at 6:21 PM
Would it be bad if in 2026 i try to help my executive dysfunction by straight up just like. Posting things without caring if i finish them satisfactorily or not. I think the idea that i MUST finish everything PERFECTLY results in me discarding 90% of ideas and atp...... i need to be free.
January 13, 2026 at 9:27 PM
Name one person who's been sleepier at work than I am right now. Bet you can't 😴😴😴‼️‼️
January 13, 2026 at 7:56 PM
Name one person who's been sleepier at work than I am right now. Bet you can't 😴😴😴‼️‼️
Just reread it and as much as i dont wanna spend a bunch of additional time on it so i can focus on other things too....
Something's missing. I gotta go back to the mines 😔☝🏽
Something's missing. I gotta go back to the mines 😔☝🏽
There is a chance i drop an OC fic tonight to start of my 2026 fic roster.
Maybe.
Maybe.
January 12, 2026 at 10:41 PM
Just reread it and as much as i dont wanna spend a bunch of additional time on it so i can focus on other things too....
Something's missing. I gotta go back to the mines 😔☝🏽
Something's missing. I gotta go back to the mines 😔☝🏽
Wdym that the reason that my VMs recorded just for myself where i express my thoughts and feelings are extremely monotone and always have been bc thats Me ? 🤨
January 12, 2026 at 7:31 PM
Wdym that the reason that my VMs recorded just for myself where i express my thoughts and feelings are extremely monotone and always have been bc thats Me ? 🤨
Suddenly just rmbrd how every single place we went gave us a joint bill without asking HELPPPPP 😭😭 ive never had that happen like wtheck.... what happened to not assuming ⁉️⁉️
Going and meeting my online bestfriend who i met thru genshin ~5yrs ago made the world feel smaller and more obtainable again. Like oh yeah!! I *can* just go see the people i love 😌
January 12, 2026 at 5:26 PM
Suddenly just rmbrd how every single place we went gave us a joint bill without asking HELPPPPP 😭😭 ive never had that happen like wtheck.... what happened to not assuming ⁉️⁉️
Going and meeting my online bestfriend who i met thru genshin ~5yrs ago made the world feel smaller and more obtainable again. Like oh yeah!! I *can* just go see the people i love 😌
January 12, 2026 at 5:17 PM
Going and meeting my online bestfriend who i met thru genshin ~5yrs ago made the world feel smaller and more obtainable again. Like oh yeah!! I *can* just go see the people i love 😌
There is a chance i drop an OC fic tonight to start of my 2026 fic roster.
Maybe.
Maybe.
January 9, 2026 at 10:30 PM
There is a chance i drop an OC fic tonight to start of my 2026 fic roster.
Maybe.
Maybe.
Its honestly kinda mindblowing to me that not everyone knows who she is. Like wdym we werent All watching her grow up in the early 2010s....
a woman wearing a baseball cap with the letter d on it looks at the camera
ALT: a woman wearing a baseball cap with the letter d on it looks at the camera
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January 9, 2026 at 7:30 PM
Its honestly kinda mindblowing to me that not everyone knows who she is. Like wdym we werent All watching her grow up in the early 2010s....
Thinking about all the times Gay things have suddenly happened in media while watching with my parent and how i do my utmost to Not React..... except for the one time Wallace Wells started having Very enthusiastic Very constant gay sex over and over again to the point i busted out laughing 😭
January 9, 2026 at 7:19 PM
Thinking about all the times Gay things have suddenly happened in media while watching with my parent and how i do my utmost to Not React..... except for the one time Wallace Wells started having Very enthusiastic Very constant gay sex over and over again to the point i busted out laughing 😭
I'm having latent alhaitham brainrot and idek who to pair him with to purge it. What sumeru man must be subject to annoying dom Haitham....
January 8, 2026 at 12:16 PM
I'm having latent alhaitham brainrot and idek who to pair him with to purge it. What sumeru man must be subject to annoying dom Haitham....
Ao3 beware.... i have suddenly started playing HSR again and i KNOW there are new boys that wanna kiss hiding in here.
Pray i get bored in a week or its so over.
Pray i get bored in a week or its so over.
January 8, 2026 at 12:17 AM
Ao3 beware.... i have suddenly started playing HSR again and i KNOW there are new boys that wanna kiss hiding in here.
Pray i get bored in a week or its so over.
Pray i get bored in a week or its so over.
If i ever manage to get back to art being my main hobby interest, i really wanna finally get into texture and color. Down with anatomy.... i just wanna make things that i find pretty to look at
January 6, 2026 at 11:55 PM
If i ever manage to get back to art being my main hobby interest, i really wanna finally get into texture and color. Down with anatomy.... i just wanna make things that i find pretty to look at
Coming home to a clean room everyday is actually so nice like wow im so glad me of 1 month ago came home from vacation and immediately spent 3 days straight nonstop cleaning and decluttering. Honestly my best gift to myself like ugh TYSM!! 😩😩
January 6, 2026 at 11:49 PM
Coming home to a clean room everyday is actually so nice like wow im so glad me of 1 month ago came home from vacation and immediately spent 3 days straight nonstop cleaning and decluttering. Honestly my best gift to myself like ugh TYSM!! 😩😩
Should i learn how to read jp just so i can read untranslated yaoi
January 6, 2026 at 6:26 PM
Should i learn how to read jp just so i can read untranslated yaoi
I forgot to be annoying on here and take up space and i may or may not have slept at like 3-6am every day of my mini vacation but i also ended up sleeping 8ish hours most of those days and that Is a miracle 🤩🤩 dare i say some of my Symptoms feel less dire thanks to adequate rest ⁉️⁉️
January 6, 2026 at 1:32 AM
I forgot to be annoying on here and take up space and i may or may not have slept at like 3-6am every day of my mini vacation but i also ended up sleeping 8ish hours most of those days and that Is a miracle 🤩🤩 dare i say some of my Symptoms feel less dire thanks to adequate rest ⁉️⁉️
Took an attachment style test yesterday and immediately realized I need to fix that 😭 idk *how* yet but its like clear as day that i had zero security as a child and am now a bundle of confusing Everything
January 2, 2026 at 1:13 AM
Took an attachment style test yesterday and immediately realized I need to fix that 😭 idk *how* yet but its like clear as day that i had zero security as a child and am now a bundle of confusing Everything
I may not use youtube for much these days but one thing im ALWAYS gonna tune in for is a new Drew Gooden video 😝
January 1, 2026 at 12:43 AM
I may not use youtube for much these days but one thing im ALWAYS gonna tune in for is a new Drew Gooden video 😝