🔞CBT Season (cont.)🔞
@bowieknight.bsky.social
Me BK/Bowie. He/Him. 30+ I will post horny art here but also personal rants because professionalism is dead and I must scream. Forever in Fire Emblem Hell ⚔️❤️⚔️
Pinned
Actually I kind of want to do an inspiration board meme type thing. Kind of like how they used to do on deviantart. Like here are all the artists/styles/movements that inspire me the most as a creative. That shit is coooool
Like okay there's a thing. Like if you have dealt with crippling mental health issues and end up being able to change your state of mind at will because of that (something I can do) then what becomes of your identity? Like am I just someone who changes forever (yes, we all are in a way) but -
January 3, 2026 at 1:52 AM
Like okay there's a thing. Like if you have dealt with crippling mental health issues and end up being able to change your state of mind at will because of that (something I can do) then what becomes of your identity? Like am I just someone who changes forever (yes, we all are in a way) but -
Smacking my brain till it stops making me think weird junk
January 3, 2026 at 1:43 AM
Smacking my brain till it stops making me think weird junk
This year I'm letting myself be okay with thinking some art sucks ass. I don't have to say anything about it but I'm over trying to find the merit in every single little thing I look at or else I'm a terrible artist and person. Some stuff just looks awful to me and that's fine.
January 3, 2026 at 1:27 AM
This year I'm letting myself be okay with thinking some art sucks ass. I don't have to say anything about it but I'm over trying to find the merit in every single little thing I look at or else I'm a terrible artist and person. Some stuff just looks awful to me and that's fine.
In order to get my artistic motivation back I have been cataloguing every single artist/creator I have collected as reference that I can find. I'm at about 150 right now but that's just from going through my 10 year old reference Tumblr so that's not even the half of them LOL
January 3, 2026 at 1:21 AM
In order to get my artistic motivation back I have been cataloguing every single artist/creator I have collected as reference that I can find. I'm at about 150 right now but that's just from going through my 10 year old reference Tumblr so that's not even the half of them LOL
I think one of the most alienating parts of coping with the combo of depression/anxiety/OCD I have is how okay I have to be with thinking of some of the most horrific possible things. I get so tired. Every thought has to get triaged because like 1/10 is fucked up nonsense
December 19, 2025 at 1:20 AM
I think one of the most alienating parts of coping with the combo of depression/anxiety/OCD I have is how okay I have to be with thinking of some of the most horrific possible things. I get so tired. Every thought has to get triaged because like 1/10 is fucked up nonsense
I am ready for the year to be over
December 18, 2025 at 11:47 PM
I am ready for the year to be over
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Norman Lindsay (1879-1969), 'Pantera', ''Idyllia'' by Hugh McCrae, 1922
August 13, 2025 at 3:56 AM
Norman Lindsay (1879-1969), 'Pantera', ''Idyllia'' by Hugh McCrae, 1922
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tapping the sign
December 4, 2025 at 4:35 PM
tapping the sign
Also, a note to myself, get oleander clippings from back home tomorrow night fjjsjssn
I know I'm gonna forget......
I know I'm gonna forget......
December 4, 2025 at 12:18 PM
Also, a note to myself, get oleander clippings from back home tomorrow night fjjsjssn
I know I'm gonna forget......
I know I'm gonna forget......
If I go to LA again I'm going to go to the Korean home goods store I got my comforter at, get a new one for my bigger bed, and ship it back home to myself.
That's how much I love this stupid comforter. Its unavailable anywhere online too and reddit confirmed that the store still carries the brand.
That's how much I love this stupid comforter. Its unavailable anywhere online too and reddit confirmed that the store still carries the brand.
December 4, 2025 at 12:16 PM
If I go to LA again I'm going to go to the Korean home goods store I got my comforter at, get a new one for my bigger bed, and ship it back home to myself.
That's how much I love this stupid comforter. Its unavailable anywhere online too and reddit confirmed that the store still carries the brand.
That's how much I love this stupid comforter. Its unavailable anywhere online too and reddit confirmed that the store still carries the brand.
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The fact that not enough people use this shit-ass technology that is always wrong and it costs too much to constantly maintain so it can't ever make any profit is, to me, very fucking funny.
"All of this falls apart if humans don't adopt the tech. This is why you've seen Meta cram its lame chatbots into WhatsApp and Instagram. This is why Notepad and Paint now have useless Copilot buttons on Windows. This is why Google Gemini wants to "help you" read and reply to your emails."
Analysis: OpenAI is a loss-making machine, how can it survive?
Don't call it a bubble! Loss-making monster OpenAI is on the hook for $1.4 trillion (with a T) in compute commitments. How can this go on?
www.windowscentral.com
November 30, 2025 at 5:23 PM
The fact that not enough people use this shit-ass technology that is always wrong and it costs too much to constantly maintain so it can't ever make any profit is, to me, very fucking funny.
Introduce yourself with five concerts you've seen
War
Baths
Luis Cole
Blue Öyster Cult
The Aquabats!
War
Baths
Luis Cole
Blue Öyster Cult
The Aquabats!
Introduce yourself with five concerts you've seen
Fall Out Boy
Lauv
Yung Gravy
Hozier
Black Veil Brides
Fall Out Boy
Lauv
Yung Gravy
Hozier
Black Veil Brides
Introduce yourself with five concerts you've seen —
Muse
Genshin impact
The Who
Paramore
The Offspring
Muse
Genshin impact
The Who
Paramore
The Offspring
November 28, 2025 at 2:42 AM
Introduce yourself with five concerts you've seen
War
Baths
Luis Cole
Blue Öyster Cult
The Aquabats!
War
Baths
Luis Cole
Blue Öyster Cult
The Aquabats!
Going on day 4 of upped dosage on my SSRIs and so far so good. I'm out of my depressive episode (I'm pretty sure) and so far not manic so 🤞🤞🤞
I feel funny and goofy again, at least a little bit, but also a little off kilter still admittedly
I feel funny and goofy again, at least a little bit, but also a little off kilter still admittedly
November 27, 2025 at 10:41 AM
Going on day 4 of upped dosage on my SSRIs and so far so good. I'm out of my depressive episode (I'm pretty sure) and so far not manic so 🤞🤞🤞
I feel funny and goofy again, at least a little bit, but also a little off kilter still admittedly
I feel funny and goofy again, at least a little bit, but also a little off kilter still admittedly
There is a thing happening that I am SO grateful for, which is I no longer feel all my sketches are precious and have been able to trash more of my sketchbooks/art to make room for new books 😂
I was incapable of throwing away drawings for the first 28 years of my life I am freeeee noooow
I was incapable of throwing away drawings for the first 28 years of my life I am freeeee noooow
November 27, 2025 at 12:07 AM
There is a thing happening that I am SO grateful for, which is I no longer feel all my sketches are precious and have been able to trash more of my sketchbooks/art to make room for new books 😂
I was incapable of throwing away drawings for the first 28 years of my life I am freeeee noooow
I was incapable of throwing away drawings for the first 28 years of my life I am freeeee noooow
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“Picture Sisyphus Happy”
Man/boulder.
Enemies-to-lovers.
Man/boulder.
Enemies-to-lovers.
November 26, 2025 at 6:53 PM
“Picture Sisyphus Happy”
Man/boulder.
Enemies-to-lovers.
Man/boulder.
Enemies-to-lovers.
A week and a half more to go before I am free of any huge obligations for a few months I am JONESING
I've had shit I needed to do or was out of town for every weekend for like two months straight I'm so tired...
I've had shit I needed to do or was out of town for every weekend for like two months straight I'm so tired...
November 26, 2025 at 8:59 AM
A week and a half more to go before I am free of any huge obligations for a few months I am JONESING
I've had shit I needed to do or was out of town for every weekend for like two months straight I'm so tired...
I've had shit I needed to do or was out of town for every weekend for like two months straight I'm so tired...
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Tapping the sign.
June 5, 2025 at 8:14 PM
Tapping the sign.
Print is uh, not a GREAT industry as far as growth goes, but I know enough about it now that I know that at the very least I will be able to have a job in the industry wherever I go. Knowing design/prepress as well as having 7+ years in production experience is super valuable and kind of rare
November 23, 2025 at 10:48 PM
Print is uh, not a GREAT industry as far as growth goes, but I know enough about it now that I know that at the very least I will be able to have a job in the industry wherever I go. Knowing design/prepress as well as having 7+ years in production experience is super valuable and kind of rare
Doc asked unprompted if I've ever been screened for bipolar (I haven't but when I first found a psych it was because my counselor thought I might have been)
My brain stuff is bad but God I'm getting tired of trying stuff and it not working..
My brain stuff is bad but God I'm getting tired of trying stuff and it not working..
November 20, 2025 at 5:34 PM
Doc asked unprompted if I've ever been screened for bipolar (I haven't but when I first found a psych it was because my counselor thought I might have been)
My brain stuff is bad but God I'm getting tired of trying stuff and it not working..
My brain stuff is bad but God I'm getting tired of trying stuff and it not working..
Did laundry. Cleaned a little. I want to get rid of a lot of my stuff cause I'm getting anxious about having too much stuff again
November 17, 2025 at 7:58 AM
Did laundry. Cleaned a little. I want to get rid of a lot of my stuff cause I'm getting anxious about having too much stuff again
It's the first depressive episode of The Big Dark pray for me comrades
November 16, 2025 at 4:02 AM
It's the first depressive episode of The Big Dark pray for me comrades
Without downloading new pictures, describe your gender
November 13, 2025 at 8:14 AM
Without downloading new pictures, describe your gender
A new concept:
Punzzle
A pun so obscure that getting the joke is more a journey akin to riddle solving than anything remotely funny or mirthful
NOT bad puns. Like someone says something and you're like "....wait....wait a minute there's something there isn't there"
Punzzle
A pun so obscure that getting the joke is more a journey akin to riddle solving than anything remotely funny or mirthful
NOT bad puns. Like someone says something and you're like "....wait....wait a minute there's something there isn't there"
November 4, 2025 at 12:53 AM
A new concept:
Punzzle
A pun so obscure that getting the joke is more a journey akin to riddle solving than anything remotely funny or mirthful
NOT bad puns. Like someone says something and you're like "....wait....wait a minute there's something there isn't there"
Punzzle
A pun so obscure that getting the joke is more a journey akin to riddle solving than anything remotely funny or mirthful
NOT bad puns. Like someone says something and you're like "....wait....wait a minute there's something there isn't there"