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ren. she/her.
you know what if i've permanently ruined a good relationship this time, i would like a definitive ending. unforch i know not many people deserve that, and maybe i am one of those people
February 5, 2026 at 5:34 AM
i honestly think it takes a million months for me to be able to receive a postcard/letter. sliiiightly concerned (unless oomf didn't end up sending me anything which can happen!!!)
February 5, 2026 at 5:24 AM
it is undeniably uncomfortable to see how entitled some people (non-poc) are to their own pain
February 3, 2026 at 4:44 PM
i didn't buy any more blush or liptints and instead bought two (2) makeup items i didn't previously have. good job me
January 28, 2026 at 12:17 AM
sometimes i think that talk therapy should stop soon bc i feel like i can handle myself. and then i get reminded of reasons why i am sad on a crushing random morning and be like 'oh thank god i have an appt next week'
January 28, 2026 at 12:15 AM
back at the area i used to go to uni to. nothing as weird as walking past the exact starbucks you were forced to sober up in after happy hours
January 24, 2026 at 10:54 AM
attempting to read qiu miaojin's notes of a crocodile the second time round bc i fell off the first time and i feel like i'm reading it in a new light. sometimes u rly just need to give up the first time and try again years later
January 22, 2026 at 11:43 AM
riding past lots of padi fields during the sunset really did make me feel okay again for a bit. the world is amazing
January 20, 2026 at 9:58 AM
please, please, please let me get what i want by the smiths came on in this café......STOP THIS.
January 18, 2026 at 4:09 AM
FINISHED THE IDIOT. i am so sad it's ended. i wrote my longest review app.thestorygraph.com/reviews/d548...
January 17, 2026 at 11:29 PM
five days of being in [redacted] city and it's driving me crazy and SO sullen. i haven't been alone for more than an hour here. i just have to hold out until tomorrow
January 17, 2026 at 11:10 PM
falling into an unhealthy dynamic and realizing it much much later when you finally wake tf up is really embarrassing in a way post-mortem. like how did i let that happen etc. what happened to my independence
January 13, 2026 at 2:33 PM
need to reach page 300 of the idiot (elif batuman) by tonight before the flight tomorrow bc i'm somehow afraid that if i stop for five days i'll fall off reading altogether
January 12, 2026 at 10:49 AM
received a self-help book on managing clinical mental illness from my mother, who bought it specifically for me. i was speechless but she isn't wrong to do so.... it was thoughtful, in fact.
January 11, 2026 at 3:21 PM
h*dson williams being more fascinating to me than the character he plays. he is annoying a bit but i think that adds the extra point to being fascinating... someone take him apart please.
January 10, 2026 at 12:43 AM
people wearing their sweaters and jackets at the airport and here i am in a tank top. it's a tropical country even with aircon
January 10, 2026 at 12:39 AM
felt myself getting sick with an oncoming hot cold and chose to cancel plans and stay home.... the sense of premature accomplishment after making a responsible decision is unreal
January 5, 2026 at 7:50 AM
amazing news: i learned how to give a pill to my cat. without needing assistance!!!! 🥹🥹🥹
January 5, 2026 at 2:17 AM
learned that the first vet might have wrongly diagnosed his condition and it could just simply be GI problems. this new vet i went to REALLY listened to what was going on, i know in my heart i can trust her
my cat diagnosed with ibd (basically having really sensitive gut issues) had a flareup and is not eating. have to wait until tmrw to take him to the vet and it might be a stressful first week of 2026
January 1, 2026 at 4:21 PM
my cat diagnosed with ibd (basically having really sensitive gut issues) had a flareup and is not eating. have to wait until tmrw to take him to the vet and it might be a stressful first week of 2026
January 1, 2026 at 4:40 AM
it is so scary how 'mainstream' fandom has become that i fear locking fics on ao3 isn't enough to keep from getting unwanted attention. we all need to make use of dreamwidth again religiously.
January 1, 2026 at 4:31 AM
ooooouuu when the coffee makes you go to the bathroom.. i cannot be going through this while still feeling very tired
December 12, 2025 at 10:39 AM
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December 11, 2025 at 7:55 PM
two years of being robbed of any agency sure does have its consequences
November 29, 2025 at 7:18 PM
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this reminds me of a friend who thought he was middle class so he donated his car to a charity that helps poor people and a month later, he saw his car at his neighbor's house
November 29, 2025 at 6:31 AM