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one thing abt me is im gonna smoke some weed
January 3, 2026 at 6:40 PM
one thing abt me is im gonna smoke some weed
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are they playing all the things she said at the ottawa game rn
January 3, 2026 at 6:36 PM
are they playing all the things she said at the ottawa game rn
can anyone guess what this is gonna be
January 3, 2026 at 6:45 AM
can anyone guess what this is gonna be
i say this myself as a fic writer whose own history is basically like youtuber self insert, tronnor, phan, stonathan, tomgreg, shoni, steddie, ronance, and buddie in that order, and now i’m having hollanov ideas. canon event i fear
every single time i love a hollanov fic and go to the author’s profile to see if they have more, they have tons of buddie fics first
a kitchen with two red arrows pointing to a fork on a counter
Alt: a kitchen with red arrows pointing to a fork on a counter (fork found in kitchen)
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January 3, 2026 at 2:10 AM
i say this myself as a fic writer whose own history is basically like youtuber self insert, tronnor, phan, stonathan, tomgreg, shoni, steddie, ronance, and buddie in that order, and now i’m having hollanov ideas. canon event i fear
every single time i love a hollanov fic and go to the author’s profile to see if they have more, they have tons of buddie fics first
a kitchen with two red arrows pointing to a fork on a counter
Alt: a kitchen with red arrows pointing to a fork on a counter (fork found in kitchen)
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January 3, 2026 at 1:57 AM
every single time i love a hollanov fic and go to the author’s profile to see if they have more, they have tons of buddie fics first
WOW in just the second half of 2025 i read 1,880,000 words of fanfic, 131 fics (plus a handful of published books somehow)
January 2, 2026 at 5:09 PM
WOW in just the second half of 2025 i read 1,880,000 words of fanfic, 131 fics (plus a handful of published books somehow)
all i gotta say is if i was lucky enough to have a freaky theatre kid bf (inshallah) i’d lobby for him to kiss boys on screen as much as possible
January 1, 2026 at 9:10 PM
all i gotta say is if i was lucky enough to have a freaky theatre kid bf (inshallah) i’d lobby for him to kiss boys on screen as much as possible
it wasn’t but that doesn’t matter bc WE’RE GOING TO THE SEMI FINALS!!!! WITH A FUCKING SHUTOUT
dude if this cfp game is about to be decided by my hs classmate forcing a turnover that’s crazy……..
January 1, 2026 at 8:49 PM
it wasn’t but that doesn’t matter bc WE’RE GOING TO THE SEMI FINALS!!!! WITH A FUCKING SHUTOUT
starting 2026 w significantly more passions/hobbies than a year ago, w the kind of yaoi show i would’ve secretly watched alone when i was a kid being #1 mainstream, w a flexible full time job that sure isn’t a living wage but i don’t pay rent, applying for grad school to become a teacher… 🥹 yay
January 1, 2026 at 7:08 PM
starting 2026 w significantly more passions/hobbies than a year ago, w the kind of yaoi show i would’ve secretly watched alone when i was a kid being #1 mainstream, w a flexible full time job that sure isn’t a living wage but i don’t pay rent, applying for grad school to become a teacher… 🥹 yay
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day one in mamdani’s new york
January 1, 2026 at 5:10 PM
day one in mamdani’s new york
omg i finally understand the whole “cigarette while drunk” thing
January 1, 2026 at 6:42 PM
omg i finally understand the whole “cigarette while drunk” thing
dude if this cfp game is about to be decided by my hs classmate forcing a turnover that’s crazy……..
January 1, 2026 at 6:35 PM
dude if this cfp game is about to be decided by my hs classmate forcing a turnover that’s crazy……..
i’m just so glad sadie and caleb are free
January 1, 2026 at 4:28 PM
i’m just so glad sadie and caleb are free
why can’t sabrina carpenter play rapunzel :(
January 1, 2026 at 8:13 AM
why can’t sabrina carpenter play rapunzel :(
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sometimes the fan theories are better than the show and we just have to live with that
January 1, 2026 at 3:02 AM
sometimes the fan theories are better than the show and we just have to live with that
random power outage (mind you it’s 40 degrees and sunny) on new years eve only affecting like 10 houses including the one i’m in is DIABOLICAL
January 1, 2026 at 2:47 AM
random power outage (mind you it’s 40 degrees and sunny) on new years eve only affecting like 10 houses including the one i’m in is DIABOLICAL
i never 100% seriously related to the “why is this video 10 hours long” thing until now. the amount of times i’ve watched this already is unholy. new top contender for “attraction or gender envy?” like idk if i wanna hold a man’s chest like that or have that man chest myself and be held that way
BTS of Hudson and Connor for GQ Hype
via trishnarikhy on Instagram
via trishnarikhy on Instagram
December 31, 2025 at 9:26 PM
i never 100% seriously related to the “why is this video 10 hours long” thing until now. the amount of times i’ve watched this already is unholy. new top contender for “attraction or gender envy?” like idk if i wanna hold a man’s chest like that or have that man chest myself and be held that way
and if i said i can tell whether someone is queer or not based on how they say the word “queer”
a woman in a suit is standing in a hallway .
Alt: kamala harris goofily makes a shh gesture
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December 31, 2025 at 5:43 PM
and if i said i can tell whether someone is queer or not based on how they say the word “queer”
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they should be in wet crop tops all the time
BTS of Hudson and Connor for GQ Hype
via trishnarikhy on Instagram
via trishnarikhy on Instagram
December 31, 2025 at 5:41 PM
they should be in wet crop tops all the time
ppl are out here writing fucking life changing academic dissertations on tik tok (complimentary) www.tiktok.com/t/ZP8yqwvHp/
December 31, 2025 at 5:54 AM
ppl are out here writing fucking life changing academic dissertations on tik tok (complimentary) www.tiktok.com/t/ZP8yqwvHp/
yknow surveys (which actually UNDERestimate) say somewhere between 30-50% of gen z is queer. so i get extra pissed when ppl try to force gen z celebs to publicly formally label themselves like babe esp if they’re a theater kid thoughtfully playing a queer role, statistics literally say they’re queer
December 31, 2025 at 2:29 AM
yknow surveys (which actually UNDERestimate) say somewhere between 30-50% of gen z is queer. so i get extra pissed when ppl try to force gen z celebs to publicly formally label themselves like babe esp if they’re a theater kid thoughtfully playing a queer role, statistics literally say they’re queer