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Be, Sybil, The Other
@besybiltoo.bsky.social
It's an alt account and also we are plural/chimera/intersex and open about it here

B: Be

lunar witch

S: Sybil

utter bitch

no prefix: all or just The Other

she/her/it MDNI
B: back but not very happy about it
January 15, 2026 at 3:26 PM
today is a great day to not kill yourself btw
January 9, 2026 at 6:05 PM
we're Fine but it's hard to un-ring that bell once you've sunk that low
might kill myself ngl
January 9, 2026 at 2:04 PM
B: only every day
January 8, 2026 at 8:54 AM
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you ever have such a broken brain that you keep drifting into dissociation and it physically hurts and makes you freak out which temporarily pauses the drifting into dissociation and then you relax only to start dissociating again
January 8, 2026 at 8:09 AM
P: We're safe.
January 7, 2026 at 11:04 PM
how the fuck did I end up in a toxic relationship with a job that I love?

special sauce y'know
January 7, 2026 at 9:36 PM
if I don't get a new job soon I'm going to continue actively hurting myself in pursuit of... what? money, so I can keep fucking working and hurting myself
January 7, 2026 at 9:35 PM
too pure (evil) for this world
January 7, 2026 at 9:32 PM
and here we are endlessly, pointlessly complaining into the void again

it was pointless when it was tumblr, when it was reddit, and now here on bluesky

so just shut the fuck up and do anything else
January 7, 2026 at 9:31 PM
It is morally reprehensible to be upset that no one reaches out to you when you constantly actively push people away
January 7, 2026 at 9:29 PM
maybe the fact that no one takes me seriously is a good thing somehow
January 7, 2026 at 9:27 PM
the problem with being notoriously imbalanced and chaotic is that no one really takes you seriously when you say "I want to kill myself"
January 7, 2026 at 9:21 PM
it's not a cry for help because I know there's nothing to be done

I could try to live a quiet little life where I suffer in silence and do my little job

or I could just not do that
January 7, 2026 at 9:19 PM
there's no point when it hurts this much

I've been told I'm broken in a way that can't be fixed

I have so much to live for but I can't enjoy it when I suffer so profoundly

chronic pain might kill me before anything else does
January 7, 2026 at 9:11 PM
I don't want to do anything I don't want to see anyone I don't want to be anywhere I don't want to think anything
January 7, 2026 at 9:07 PM
might kill myself ngl
January 7, 2026 at 9:06 PM
no makeup today and it is painfully obvious that we are going through withdrawal ๐Ÿ™ƒ
January 7, 2026 at 3:08 PM
side effects of sobering up may include vivid dreams and decreased will to live
January 7, 2026 at 3:07 PM
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i think i struggle to feel like i have any real value unless im constantly being sexualized
January 7, 2026 at 5:26 AM
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girl who is emotionally unstable
January 7, 2026 at 5:36 AM
except I literally cannot physically leave this place without waking her up and getting in Trouble
January 6, 2026 at 11:01 PM
why did my brain jump to this? im fuckin done im outta here
January 6, 2026 at 10:59 PM
platonic service rapist
Platonic mommy
January 6, 2026 at 10:59 PM
anger really doesn't suit me yet here I am, quietly furious in the nighttime
January 6, 2026 at 10:57 PM