reina
@babigruel.bsky.social
bi bpd bulïmïc boricua | caterpillarsky | 27 - mdni | -87lbs
Looking at old pics of myself and wow I can’t believe how fat I used to be and I was completely fucking blind to it like how?!!?
November 19, 2025 at 2:06 AM
Looking at old pics of myself and wow I can’t believe how fat I used to be and I was completely fucking blind to it like how?!!?
cw vomit // ive been wondering why I’ve been smelling vomit recently and I just remembered I got some splashback in my hair a few days ago 😷
November 18, 2025 at 1:16 AM
cw vomit // ive been wondering why I’ve been smelling vomit recently and I just remembered I got some splashback in my hair a few days ago 😷
i went to hot topic yesterday and tried on some clothes that were on clearance. i was so shocked to find the L sizes I picked up fit perfectly. this is coming from a former 2x-3x wearer so i thought no way this would fit and it did!
November 12, 2025 at 8:36 PM
i went to hot topic yesterday and tried on some clothes that were on clearance. i was so shocked to find the L sizes I picked up fit perfectly. this is coming from a former 2x-3x wearer so i thought no way this would fit and it did!
im always so snacky the week before my period...damn luteal phase
November 12, 2025 at 8:33 PM
im always so snacky the week before my period...damn luteal phase
I shouldn’t have bought these I already ate 10 (700 cals) 😖
November 11, 2025 at 7:35 PM
I shouldn’t have bought these I already ate 10 (700 cals) 😖
My family is coming in two weeks and we’re all staying in an Airbnb. I’m so stressed and anxious about it
To start, there’s ALWAYS drama, especially with my older brother who I haven’t seen in two years
Apparently he’s gone through rehab and is better now but idk if i believe it :/
To start, there’s ALWAYS drama, especially with my older brother who I haven’t seen in two years
Apparently he’s gone through rehab and is better now but idk if i believe it :/
November 10, 2025 at 1:11 PM
My family is coming in two weeks and we’re all staying in an Airbnb. I’m so stressed and anxious about it
To start, there’s ALWAYS drama, especially with my older brother who I haven’t seen in two years
Apparently he’s gone through rehab and is better now but idk if i believe it :/
To start, there’s ALWAYS drama, especially with my older brother who I haven’t seen in two years
Apparently he’s gone through rehab and is better now but idk if i believe it :/
not losing weight after averaging 500 cals for the past several days 😞
November 10, 2025 at 1:00 PM
not losing weight after averaging 500 cals for the past several days 😞
my gw is whatever weight I need to be to fit into jfashion clothes
November 7, 2025 at 12:08 AM
my gw is whatever weight I need to be to fit into jfashion clothes
I feel silly still struggling with SH and EDs at this age…will it ever end?
November 5, 2025 at 1:08 PM
I feel silly still struggling with SH and EDs at this age…will it ever end?
Had a crash out this morning over absolutely nothing and now I’m questioning my entire existence
November 5, 2025 at 1:06 PM
Had a crash out this morning over absolutely nothing and now I’m questioning my entire existence
my hubby said I’m getting too skinny..like bro I still have 50 pounds I need to lose ? 😭
November 4, 2025 at 12:51 PM
my hubby said I’m getting too skinny..like bro I still have 50 pounds I need to lose ? 😭
gonna be more active on here now that I’m settled in my home and finally locked in
November 2, 2025 at 2:45 AM
gonna be more active on here now that I’m settled in my home and finally locked in
Finally back to the weight I was in September before I gained and got stuck in maintenance 😮💨
This is my LW as an adult, I still have a long way to go before getting back to my LW ever, when i first developed my ED as a teenager.. but at least November is off to a great start :)
This is my LW as an adult, I still have a long way to go before getting back to my LW ever, when i first developed my ED as a teenager.. but at least November is off to a great start :)
November 2, 2025 at 2:01 AM
Finally back to the weight I was in September before I gained and got stuck in maintenance 😮💨
This is my LW as an adult, I still have a long way to go before getting back to my LW ever, when i first developed my ED as a teenager.. but at least November is off to a great start :)
This is my LW as an adult, I still have a long way to go before getting back to my LW ever, when i first developed my ED as a teenager.. but at least November is off to a great start :)
did a dolly look for Halloween 🎀
November 2, 2025 at 12:11 AM
did a dolly look for Halloween 🎀
weigh day tomorrow let’s see if I manage to lose anything ..
finally got a hold of my eating and back to restricting 😮💨 now to lose the 6lbs I gained (and an extra 20 before the year ends 🤞)
October 26, 2025 at 3:20 AM
weigh day tomorrow let’s see if I manage to lose anything ..
between b/ping, laxatives and cramping my stomach is going through a lot of pain rn >~<
October 26, 2025 at 3:18 AM
between b/ping, laxatives and cramping my stomach is going through a lot of pain rn >~<
finally got a hold of my eating and back to restricting 😮💨 now to lose the 6lbs I gained (and an extra 20 before the year ends 🤞)
October 13, 2025 at 7:31 AM
finally got a hold of my eating and back to restricting 😮💨 now to lose the 6lbs I gained (and an extra 20 before the year ends 🤞)
only one week left for me to finish packing and cleaning. im moving into a small room in my MILs house and have to somehow donwsize from a 2-story 4 bedroom home..I have to get rid of most of my shit to do so and its stressing me tf out
a young girl in a striped shirt is covering her face with her hand
ALT: a young girl in a striped shirt is covering her face with her hand
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October 5, 2025 at 6:44 PM
only one week left for me to finish packing and cleaning. im moving into a small room in my MILs house and have to somehow donwsize from a 2-story 4 bedroom home..I have to get rid of most of my shit to do so and its stressing me tf out
hi im still alive ive just been stuck in a binge cycle for a month and i finally gave up this week and started purging again 🥲
October 5, 2025 at 6:36 PM
hi im still alive ive just been stuck in a binge cycle for a month and i finally gave up this week and started purging again 🥲
I desperately need to fast, I’m so bloated and gained like 6 pounds in one week ;;
September 22, 2025 at 6:21 AM
I desperately need to fast, I’m so bloated and gained like 6 pounds in one week ;;
This is embarrassing to share but wow
The difference in my face between my HW and my CW is insane…I look like a completely different person
The difference in my face between my HW and my CW is insane…I look like a completely different person
September 20, 2025 at 7:07 AM
This is embarrassing to share but wow
The difference in my face between my HW and my CW is insane…I look like a completely different person
The difference in my face between my HW and my CW is insane…I look like a completely different person
Ugh I’m so bloated after a day of horrible binging. Seeing my stomach like that triggered me so bad - reminded me of being obese.
I can’t go back to that, I have to stop binging…it’s been a week of nonstop food and I already gained two pounds. I don’t want to gain more..
I can’t go back to that, I have to stop binging…it’s been a week of nonstop food and I already gained two pounds. I don’t want to gain more..
September 17, 2025 at 1:13 AM
Ugh I’m so bloated after a day of horrible binging. Seeing my stomach like that triggered me so bad - reminded me of being obese.
I can’t go back to that, I have to stop binging…it’s been a week of nonstop food and I already gained two pounds. I don’t want to gain more..
I can’t go back to that, I have to stop binging…it’s been a week of nonstop food and I already gained two pounds. I don’t want to gain more..
I’m back to playing animal crossing all day everyday. Great food distraction and im nearly done with my island! I’ve been working on it on/off for yeaaaars I’m so excited but also a little sad to be done with it soon 😢
September 12, 2025 at 12:29 PM
I’m back to playing animal crossing all day everyday. Great food distraction and im nearly done with my island! I’ve been working on it on/off for yeaaaars I’m so excited but also a little sad to be done with it soon 😢
Why can I not lose weight eating 600-800 cals a day but the moment I eat 1200 I actually drop
September 7, 2025 at 3:27 PM
Why can I not lose weight eating 600-800 cals a day but the moment I eat 1200 I actually drop
I used to NEVER get sick but ever since I moved to Florida I get sick once every few months
With vaccine mandates being revoked and the lack of women’s healthcare I’m seriously considering moving out…
With vaccine mandates being revoked and the lack of women’s healthcare I’m seriously considering moving out…
September 3, 2025 at 11:07 PM
I used to NEVER get sick but ever since I moved to Florida I get sick once every few months
With vaccine mandates being revoked and the lack of women’s healthcare I’m seriously considering moving out…
With vaccine mandates being revoked and the lack of women’s healthcare I’m seriously considering moving out…