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Account for posting lewds and any shamelessly horny yearning stuff, the scraps from main basically. Main is @phobia.bsky.social
So badly need it to be warm again. I miss wandering and bouncing into someplace new so fucking much. Brain is in a weird spot lately where I don't feel like being around anyone but also direly miss a crowd. A house party, I always want a house party.
February 3, 2026 at 2:15 AM
So badly need it to be warm again. I miss wandering and bouncing into someplace new so fucking much. Brain is in a weird spot lately where I don't feel like being around anyone but also direly miss a crowd. A house party, I always want a house party.
Fml comfort bar closed, always randomly closed on nights I could REALLY REALLY use existing in that space.
February 3, 2026 at 2:09 AM
Fml comfort bar closed, always randomly closed on nights I could REALLY REALLY use existing in that space.
The post it's she had on the old computer case lol
January 20, 2026 at 12:50 PM
The post it's she had on the old computer case lol
I saw that thing going around again of the paintings nine years apart and just damn my heart aches for something like in my life. A comfy home you get to live in for years, someone to share that with and celebrate. Really can't get it out of my head lately.
January 11, 2026 at 6:08 PM
I saw that thing going around again of the paintings nine years apart and just damn my heart aches for something like in my life. A comfy home you get to live in for years, someone to share that with and celebrate. Really can't get it out of my head lately.
Thing that sucks that you knew was gonna suck but even all the mental prep and thinking you are prepared can't stop it from stinging.
January 10, 2026 at 6:27 AM
Thing that sucks that you knew was gonna suck but even all the mental prep and thinking you are prepared can't stop it from stinging.
Gonna try to get back to turning any stupid thought into a comic. Helps keep that comics energy flowing that i need to find again.
January 10, 2026 at 2:43 AM
Gonna try to get back to turning any stupid thought into a comic. Helps keep that comics energy flowing that i need to find again.
tyyyy! you got this too!!
January 8, 2026 at 12:11 AM
tyyyy! you got this too!!
def try making one!
January 8, 2026 at 12:11 AM
def try making one!
I somehow feel like the most unrealistic one on here is play a game of warhammer. I kept it at just one, but still lol.
January 7, 2026 at 10:02 PM
I somehow feel like the most unrealistic one on here is play a game of warhammer. I kept it at just one, but still lol.
I also both miss sparring so much but dont know how much I really want to get back into that. The forms and exercises are all I really need, its a nerdy excuse to stay moving tbh. Sparring was a lot of my life but its so hit or miss depending on community. So few spar to learn and it sucks.
January 7, 2026 at 9:55 PM
I also both miss sparring so much but dont know how much I really want to get back into that. The forms and exercises are all I really need, its a nerdy excuse to stay moving tbh. Sparring was a lot of my life but its so hit or miss depending on community. So few spar to learn and it sucks.
Getting started on taking a class I think. Did a year of Iaido as a kid and never really forgot about how much I enjoyed it. Turns out there are classes in nyc. Its either that or get back into HEMA. While I love HEMA though I remember Iaido as more slow, calm, and meditative.
January 7, 2026 at 9:54 PM
Getting started on taking a class I think. Did a year of Iaido as a kid and never really forgot about how much I enjoyed it. Turns out there are classes in nyc. Its either that or get back into HEMA. While I love HEMA though I remember Iaido as more slow, calm, and meditative.
New years resolutions bingo
January 7, 2026 at 9:50 PM
New years resolutions bingo
Think it's time to get back into community orgs, been so hesitant to enter that space until somewhere felt like my actual home.
January 3, 2026 at 7:18 PM
Think it's time to get back into community orgs, been so hesitant to enter that space until somewhere felt like my actual home.
Not sure what to do
January 3, 2026 at 6:36 PM
Not sure what to do
Obv not every trans woman falls into that trap but I've def run into enough that do. If nothing else just a reminder we all come to transition through different means and that it does not automatically mean unlearning outdated gender norms.
December 27, 2025 at 6:03 AM
Obv not every trans woman falls into that trap but I've def run into enough that do. If nothing else just a reminder we all come to transition through different means and that it does not automatically mean unlearning outdated gender norms.
Partner tells me a thing that rings so true to my trans experience. Cis lesbians see a butch trans woman and see a version of womanhood whereas some trans women see a butch trans woman and see a failed attempt at transness.
December 27, 2025 at 6:01 AM
Partner tells me a thing that rings so true to my trans experience. Cis lesbians see a butch trans woman and see a version of womanhood whereas some trans women see a butch trans woman and see a failed attempt at transness.
There is just a joy in someone's face when you give them art they didn't ask or pay for or expect. That is the most valuable thing in the world to me.
December 20, 2025 at 4:13 AM
There is just a joy in someone's face when you give them art they didn't ask or pay for or expect. That is the most valuable thing in the world to me.
Oh whoops the drunk doodle i made for the bar might be their new logo
December 20, 2025 at 4:12 AM
Oh whoops the drunk doodle i made for the bar might be their new logo
Appreciate that, ty
December 19, 2025 at 7:03 PM
Appreciate that, ty
Last night was rough but ended so wonderfully. Went to a cute queer bar that just opened and stayed till 4am. Took so many wonderful pics of all the amazing people I met there.
December 19, 2025 at 6:31 PM
Last night was rough but ended so wonderfully. Went to a cute queer bar that just opened and stayed till 4am. Took so many wonderful pics of all the amazing people I met there.
Indoctrinated fucking worthless shit bag, pointless existence. Why be if you are not going to engage with the beautiful spread of existing.
December 19, 2025 at 9:02 AM
Indoctrinated fucking worthless shit bag, pointless existence. Why be if you are not going to engage with the beautiful spread of existing.