Aspiring Gigachad
@aspiringgigachad.bsky.social
Smart dude who would rather be hot. A repository of weird fantasy. Gay as fuck.
This one exceeds Derek's already stratospheric standards, y'all.
I’m really happy with this one.
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December 10, 2025 at 9:56 AM
This one exceeds Derek's already stratospheric standards, y'all.
Whelp, I really need to remember to post over here.
Had a real rough time that I'm still climbing out of, but I'm trying to remind myself that this part of my life exists, and needs love and nurturing.
Ideally, it needs to take center stage, but haven't figured that out yet. Anyway, story time!
Had a real rough time that I'm still climbing out of, but I'm trying to remind myself that this part of my life exists, and needs love and nurturing.
Ideally, it needs to take center stage, but haven't figured that out yet. Anyway, story time!
November 25, 2025 at 10:42 PM
Whelp, I really need to remember to post over here.
Had a real rough time that I'm still climbing out of, but I'm trying to remind myself that this part of my life exists, and needs love and nurturing.
Ideally, it needs to take center stage, but haven't figured that out yet. Anyway, story time!
Had a real rough time that I'm still climbing out of, but I'm trying to remind myself that this part of my life exists, and needs love and nurturing.
Ideally, it needs to take center stage, but haven't figured that out yet. Anyway, story time!
lol I went back and killed myself to make it through the whole workout at 2AM because fuck off I'm not letting crushed self-esteem win
June 23, 2025 at 9:55 AM
lol I went back and killed myself to make it through the whole workout at 2AM because fuck off I'm not letting crushed self-esteem win
Ugh. I'm not smart enough to run two accounts.
Well, finally got over enough mental shit to buy some workout equipment and get to it...made it halfway through a basic resistance workout and just collapsed
It's a long road, and I'm so fucking mad at myself for not taking it years ago.
Well, finally got over enough mental shit to buy some workout equipment and get to it...made it halfway through a basic resistance workout and just collapsed
It's a long road, and I'm so fucking mad at myself for not taking it years ago.
June 23, 2025 at 6:18 AM
Ugh. I'm not smart enough to run two accounts.
Well, finally got over enough mental shit to buy some workout equipment and get to it...made it halfway through a basic resistance workout and just collapsed
It's a long road, and I'm so fucking mad at myself for not taking it years ago.
Well, finally got over enough mental shit to buy some workout equipment and get to it...made it halfway through a basic resistance workout and just collapsed
It's a long road, and I'm so fucking mad at myself for not taking it years ago.
The depression/infection (mild!) combo getting me back down to my August weight...
...listen folks, we take the wins where they are.
...listen folks, we take the wins where they are.
April 2, 2025 at 11:47 AM
The depression/infection (mild!) combo getting me back down to my August weight...
...listen folks, we take the wins where they are.
...listen folks, we take the wins where they are.
I woke up early, my stomach already in knots. Today was the day.
The day they announced winners for the Pulitzer prize.
Yeah, that's right, I'm nominated. My third time bagging that, but still no wins.
And god, I need to win. I'm so sick of this.
The day they announced winners for the Pulitzer prize.
Yeah, that's right, I'm nominated. My third time bagging that, but still no wins.
And god, I need to win. I'm so sick of this.
February 18, 2025 at 2:22 AM
I woke up early, my stomach already in knots. Today was the day.
The day they announced winners for the Pulitzer prize.
Yeah, that's right, I'm nominated. My third time bagging that, but still no wins.
And god, I need to win. I'm so sick of this.
The day they announced winners for the Pulitzer prize.
Yeah, that's right, I'm nominated. My third time bagging that, but still no wins.
And god, I need to win. I'm so sick of this.
"redpill_tfs"...god I hate Tumblr sometimes
February 10, 2025 at 10:05 AM
"redpill_tfs"...god I hate Tumblr sometimes
me picking up slutty mesh wear for when I have pecs and abs
February 4, 2025 at 4:13 AM
me picking up slutty mesh wear for when I have pecs and abs
So, this is 36.
I really want this to be the start of a new era. Fuck it, let's do it.
I really want this to be the start of a new era. Fuck it, let's do it.
February 3, 2025 at 5:56 PM
So, this is 36.
I really want this to be the start of a new era. Fuck it, let's do it.
I really want this to be the start of a new era. Fuck it, let's do it.
It's isolation. That's the answer.
I'm so much more able to handle tough days when I don't shut myself away. Someday, I'll have the time to do that irl - to come home from work and have a fun night out. But for now, I need to make a commitment to be here/on X more.
Hi friends!
I'm so much more able to handle tough days when I don't shut myself away. Someday, I'll have the time to do that irl - to come home from work and have a fun night out. But for now, I need to make a commitment to be here/on X more.
Hi friends!
February 2, 2025 at 11:03 PM
It's isolation. That's the answer.
I'm so much more able to handle tough days when I don't shut myself away. Someday, I'll have the time to do that irl - to come home from work and have a fun night out. But for now, I need to make a commitment to be here/on X more.
Hi friends!
I'm so much more able to handle tough days when I don't shut myself away. Someday, I'll have the time to do that irl - to come home from work and have a fun night out. But for now, I need to make a commitment to be here/on X more.
Hi friends!
I really just need to not eat.
I don't know what it was last summer that made dieting and losing weight so effortless. Probably not teaching. But now, god, I've gained back half of what I lost.
In awe of people that can handle all the stress of daily life and still commit to the bod.
I don't know what it was last summer that made dieting and losing weight so effortless. Probably not teaching. But now, god, I've gained back half of what I lost.
In awe of people that can handle all the stress of daily life and still commit to the bod.
February 2, 2025 at 1:48 AM
I really just need to not eat.
I don't know what it was last summer that made dieting and losing weight so effortless. Probably not teaching. But now, god, I've gained back half of what I lost.
In awe of people that can handle all the stress of daily life and still commit to the bod.
I don't know what it was last summer that made dieting and losing weight so effortless. Probably not teaching. But now, god, I've gained back half of what I lost.
In awe of people that can handle all the stress of daily life and still commit to the bod.
Can't fucking believe I slept on these. I normally struggle with files, and I normally struggle with feeling out where I belong in all this - but I listened to both, and one of them provoked a VERY strong reaction. So well done.
January 27, 2025 at 6:33 AM
Can't fucking believe I slept on these. I normally struggle with files, and I normally struggle with feeling out where I belong in all this - but I listened to both, and one of them provoked a VERY strong reaction. So well done.
Kind of fantasizing that when I move to NYC for grad school in fall 2026, some guy there finds out I'm from San Diego, is upset that I'm not a blond, tanned, dim surfer bro, and takes it upon himself to fix that.
January 26, 2025 at 8:45 PM
Kind of fantasizing that when I move to NYC for grad school in fall 2026, some guy there finds out I'm from San Diego, is upset that I'm not a blond, tanned, dim surfer bro, and takes it upon himself to fix that.
Gotta say - looking ahead to grad school, NYC is the one place in the US capable of giving me, a San Diegan, rent sticker shock. Jesus.
Gotta get rolling on that OF, I suppose lmao
Gotta get rolling on that OF, I suppose lmao
January 20, 2025 at 8:15 PM
Gotta say - looking ahead to grad school, NYC is the one place in the US capable of giving me, a San Diegan, rent sticker shock. Jesus.
Gotta get rolling on that OF, I suppose lmao
Gotta get rolling on that OF, I suppose lmao
I need to do better about integrating myself. My brain always goes back and forth between "let's compose a string quartet" and "let's be an overgrown frat bro" when the real answer should be "let's be both".
Sure I'm premiering an opera down the street, but look at these fuckin' abs, dude.
Sure I'm premiering an opera down the street, but look at these fuckin' abs, dude.
January 18, 2025 at 5:49 PM
I need to do better about integrating myself. My brain always goes back and forth between "let's compose a string quartet" and "let's be an overgrown frat bro" when the real answer should be "let's be both".
Sure I'm premiering an opera down the street, but look at these fuckin' abs, dude.
Sure I'm premiering an opera down the street, but look at these fuckin' abs, dude.
Made a butter-laden mac and cheese, only for the sauce to break in the oven.
I feel like this is the universe saying "naw, you said you wanted abs, bro"
I feel like this is the universe saying "naw, you said you wanted abs, bro"
January 13, 2025 at 3:07 AM
Made a butter-laden mac and cheese, only for the sauce to break in the oven.
I feel like this is the universe saying "naw, you said you wanted abs, bro"
I feel like this is the universe saying "naw, you said you wanted abs, bro"
Hi.
Sorry I've vanished. To use musical terms, life hit a big crescendo and accelerando simultaneously, culminating in a full-scale mental breakdown the day after Christmas.
Still recovering as best I can with no access to a therapist (cue US national anthem lmao).
Sorry I've vanished. To use musical terms, life hit a big crescendo and accelerando simultaneously, culminating in a full-scale mental breakdown the day after Christmas.
Still recovering as best I can with no access to a therapist (cue US national anthem lmao).
January 2, 2025 at 9:47 AM
Hi.
Sorry I've vanished. To use musical terms, life hit a big crescendo and accelerando simultaneously, culminating in a full-scale mental breakdown the day after Christmas.
Still recovering as best I can with no access to a therapist (cue US national anthem lmao).
Sorry I've vanished. To use musical terms, life hit a big crescendo and accelerando simultaneously, culminating in a full-scale mental breakdown the day after Christmas.
Still recovering as best I can with no access to a therapist (cue US national anthem lmao).
I think I just need to "fake it 'til I make it" through this phase of life. A damn sight better than the wallowing I've been doing since work picked back up, at least.
December 17, 2024 at 7:40 AM
I think I just need to "fake it 'til I make it" through this phase of life. A damn sight better than the wallowing I've been doing since work picked back up, at least.
ok he hot tho
December 9, 2024 at 11:27 PM
ok he hot tho
Insulting Intelligence as a Dumbing Trigger
December 8, 2024 at 10:10 PM
Insulting Intelligence as a Dumbing Trigger
Boyfriend Picks Your Outfit, and Picks *You*
December 8, 2024 at 10:07 PM
Boyfriend Picks Your Outfit, and Picks *You*
Too lazy to retype all these out, so screenshots it is. Will try to spread these out so I'm not overwhelming feeds. Let's start at the very beginning -
Trapped as an Alpha
Trapped as an Alpha
December 8, 2024 at 10:05 PM
Too lazy to retype all these out, so screenshots it is. Will try to spread these out so I'm not overwhelming feeds. Let's start at the very beginning -
Trapped as an Alpha
Trapped as an Alpha
Being back to work has really made me undernourish this side of myself. I go days without even thinking about my long-term goals.
Gotta shift gears.
Gotta shift gears.
December 7, 2024 at 5:28 AM
Being back to work has really made me undernourish this side of myself. I go days without even thinking about my long-term goals.
Gotta shift gears.
Gotta shift gears.
Saw Wicked again. Have my tiny quibbles (someone please tell Ariana to open her mouth when singing the operatic stuff), but the Galinda/Elphaba dance scene in Dancing Through Life was so gorgeously done, right down to the foreshadowing bits of For Good in the underscoring.
December 2, 2024 at 4:15 AM
Saw Wicked again. Have my tiny quibbles (someone please tell Ariana to open her mouth when singing the operatic stuff), but the Galinda/Elphaba dance scene in Dancing Through Life was so gorgeously done, right down to the foreshadowing bits of For Good in the underscoring.