Ash⁷
@araleith.bsky.social
Late 30s, ARMY, Atiny, MOA, High Skool, ELOV, COER, filthy multi. ChaoticJellybean on AO3. Baha'i, gremlin, queer autistic disabled fat soft boi, writer/reader of kpop RPF. Runs @dailyjhope.bsky.social and @dailynamjoon.bsky.social. Loves OHL hockey.
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One of the things that fascinates me is how Connor Storrie holds his mouth/jaw completely different as Ilya than he does as himself and I am like damn dude you are so good at making your face the shape it needs to be to be Russian Ilya and does it make his face sore and tired idk #HeatedRivalry
December 26, 2025 at 11:58 PM
One of the things that fascinates me is how Connor Storrie holds his mouth/jaw completely different as Ilya than he does as himself and I am like damn dude you are so good at making your face the shape it needs to be to be Russian Ilya and does it make his face sore and tired idk #HeatedRivalry
"The recipe was for eight, so..." And Ilya just giving him so much shit. Ugh. I can't. #HeatedRivalry
December 26, 2025 at 11:38 PM
"The recipe was for eight, so..." And Ilya just giving him so much shit. Ugh. I can't. #HeatedRivalry
Spouse is howling as I pause it for the third time (9 min in) to yell and squirm and theyre like why is this so much you read romance novels you even read THIS romance novel why is this making you all blanket kick squirm and I yelled back "because I can see it now it's worse when you can see it"
December 26, 2025 at 11:33 PM
Spouse is howling as I pause it for the third time (9 min in) to yell and squirm and theyre like why is this so much you read romance novels you even read THIS romance novel why is this making you all blanket kick squirm and I yelled back "because I can see it now it's worse when you can see it"
Okay I have already had to pause twice and I'm only 8 min in to yell about how awkward potatoes they are being and it makes sense but oh my God it is so PALPABLE. I'm dyinggggggg. #HeatedRivalry
December 26, 2025 at 11:21 PM
Okay I have already had to pause twice and I'm only 8 min in to yell about how awkward potatoes they are being and it makes sense but oh my God it is so PALPABLE. I'm dyinggggggg. #HeatedRivalry
"but also like...terrified, yes?" Oh Ilya. Getting right to the heart of it. #HeatedRivalry
December 26, 2025 at 11:18 PM
"but also like...terrified, yes?" Oh Ilya. Getting right to the heart of it. #HeatedRivalry
Home. In my pj's. Could watch the last Heated Rivalry EP but my brain is being weird about it like it's the last ep and idk I both want it to have a good closure ending but also like idk how it will go and will it be what I want and how much will I want to write Hollanov fic after
December 26, 2025 at 10:37 PM
Home. In my pj's. Could watch the last Heated Rivalry EP but my brain is being weird about it like it's the last ep and idk I both want it to have a good closure ending but also like idk how it will go and will it be what I want and how much will I want to write Hollanov fic after
The fact that @nakiki-willer.bsky.social lets me show up at her house being like "on call might explode but idk and I have cookies and Sowoozoo" and you watch Bangtan, talk about life, don't have to translate yourself or be anything but exactly who you are in that moment is just real good actually
December 26, 2025 at 10:10 PM
The fact that @nakiki-willer.bsky.social lets me show up at her house being like "on call might explode but idk and I have cookies and Sowoozoo" and you watch Bangtan, talk about life, don't have to translate yourself or be anything but exactly who you are in that moment is just real good actually
The freezing rain today has basically turned everything so sloppy and messy like if you exploded a slush puppy machine over everything in a giant thick layer and yes that's a better than a ice storm but also wow glad I have zero weekend plans
December 26, 2025 at 9:52 PM
The freezing rain today has basically turned everything so sloppy and messy like if you exploded a slush puppy machine over everything in a giant thick layer and yes that's a better than a ice storm but also wow glad I have zero weekend plans
Sadly this, like how it's made, is NOT on Tubi in Canada.
I don't know who needs to hear this, but all four seasons of Beakman's World are on Tubi.
One of the best science shows for kids ever produced and one that definitely should be mentioned alongside Mr. Wizard, 3-2-1 Contact, and Bill Nye the Science Guy.
tubitv.com/series/30000...
One of the best science shows for kids ever produced and one that definitely should be mentioned alongside Mr. Wizard, 3-2-1 Contact, and Bill Nye the Science Guy.
tubitv.com/series/30000...
Beakman's World
A slightly nutty, always inquisitive scientist leads a journey of discovery while performing experiments that demonstrate how the world works.
tubitv.com
December 26, 2025 at 9:02 PM
Sadly this, like how it's made, is NOT on Tubi in Canada.
1verse doing Biii:-p makes me happy. Just feels right. youtube.com/shorts/_OpKD...
5TARZ you make my heart go Biii Biii ~💓 #1VERSE #Kenny #Aito
YouTube video by 1VERSE
youtube.com
December 26, 2025 at 8:54 PM
1verse doing Biii:-p makes me happy. Just feels right. youtube.com/shorts/_OpKD...
All the time. Haven't planned our usual MTL trip yet. Nothing. Like sorry my plans are Bangtan.
every time someone asks me about my plans for next year I don’t know how to tell them that I can’t plan anything big until I know what bangtan’s tour schedule is. like y’all. YOU DON’T GET IT.
December 26, 2025 at 8:29 PM
All the time. Haven't planned our usual MTL trip yet. Nothing. Like sorry my plans are Bangtan.
Nope nope nope I can't
The more unsubtle they get about the new album’s ties to HYYH the more insane I become. What if they bring back the Yoonkook. What if they bring back the Jihope. What if they… good god what if they bring back the Taejoon??????
December 26, 2025 at 4:03 PM
Nope nope nope I can't
Maybe I can break free of this in 3-5 business days. Or maybe I just live here.
December 26, 2025 at 1:28 PM
Maybe I can break free of this in 3-5 business days. Or maybe I just live here.
Kim Namjoon how are you so fuckin hot just like existing and shit
December 26, 2025 at 1:23 PM
Kim Namjoon how are you so fuckin hot just like existing and shit
Okay yes the hand placement and Yoongi's glasses but also the mugs ...
🐨❤️🐱
A cozy married Namgi for the end of the year. Happy holidays! 😘
#kinkaminkart #namgi
Less-clothed version here: www.patreon.com/posts/namgi-...
A cozy married Namgi for the end of the year. Happy holidays! 😘
#kinkaminkart #namgi
Less-clothed version here: www.patreon.com/posts/namgi-...
December 26, 2025 at 11:37 AM
Okay yes the hand placement and Yoongi's glasses but also the mugs ...
Aaaaand I won't be able to watch HR tonight. Spouse needs sleep which means I'd have to watch in a chair in the living room and my body can't handle that. So. No cottage for me til....sometime tomorrow? Yeah. (I'm trying not to be an asshole and get upset, but it'd stupid and hard and brain is rude)
December 26, 2025 at 3:47 AM
Aaaaand I won't be able to watch HR tonight. Spouse needs sleep which means I'd have to watch in a chair in the living room and my body can't handle that. So. No cottage for me til....sometime tomorrow? Yeah. (I'm trying not to be an asshole and get upset, but it'd stupid and hard and brain is rude)
Made 54 little round chocolate chip shortbread cookies and that's enough cookies I think (not all pictured but you get the idea I think)
December 26, 2025 at 2:43 AM
Made 54 little round chocolate chip shortbread cookies and that's enough cookies I think (not all pictured but you get the idea I think)
How is this WORSE HOW IS THIS WORSE HOW IS HE SO...EVERYTHING
December 26, 2025 at 1:22 AM
How is this WORSE HOW IS THIS WORSE HOW IS HE SO...EVERYTHING
That first image. With his head tilted back. I'm...I'm not okay (I wanna ruin him) (politely) (he'd just be so pretty)
December 26, 2025 at 1:17 AM
That first image. With his head tilted back. I'm...I'm not okay (I wanna ruin him) (politely) (he'd just be so pretty)
Chocolate chip shortbread dough is chilling in the fridge for a little bit and then there will be many cookies
December 26, 2025 at 1:05 AM
Chocolate chip shortbread dough is chilling in the fridge for a little bit and then there will be many cookies
Christmas dinner. Rosti and chicken schnitzel wot mushroom sauce and asparagus with a side of The Long Game because I am such a basic bitch and I have to know how Shane and Ilya's story plays out (or whatever the trans masc equivalent is idk I'm happy shut up life is good)
December 26, 2025 at 12:09 AM
Christmas dinner. Rosti and chicken schnitzel wot mushroom sauce and asparagus with a side of The Long Game because I am such a basic bitch and I have to know how Shane and Ilya's story plays out (or whatever the trans masc equivalent is idk I'm happy shut up life is good)
Things i have just yelled at myself out loud: listen bitch yes it's 7pm and you haven't started cookies yet or finished eating dinner but do you really think you're going to bed early on the "I'm coming to the cottage" night no you are gonna be up to watch it so like you're fine #heatedrivalry
December 26, 2025 at 12:05 AM
Things i have just yelled at myself out loud: listen bitch yes it's 7pm and you haven't started cookies yet or finished eating dinner but do you really think you're going to bed early on the "I'm coming to the cottage" night no you are gonna be up to watch it so like you're fine #heatedrivalry
Merry Christmas to me. #StrongLikeNamjoon
December 25, 2025 at 11:09 PM
Merry Christmas to me. #StrongLikeNamjoon
The version of Northern Attitude with Hozier and Noah Kahan is really fun to do chest presses to idk
December 25, 2025 at 10:18 PM
The version of Northern Attitude with Hozier and Noah Kahan is really fun to do chest presses to idk
So twice now i have come into the gym when the rude teenage boys are lounging on equipment and they leave shortly after they clock I'm here. So that means the gym is just meeeeeee.
December 25, 2025 at 10:09 PM
So twice now i have come into the gym when the rude teenage boys are lounging on equipment and they leave shortly after they clock I'm here. So that means the gym is just meeeeeee.