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Amoridere Hall
@amoridere.bsky.social
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Well, I'm death obsessed poetess who lives in Ohio and I'm a woman with a lot of free time on my hands. I might not post here very often but when I do, I do.
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amoridere.bsky.social
"Yukimai"
#sylvanianfamilies #calicocritters #snow #fuijfilmfinepix #finepixjx520 #fujfiilm #melancholy #blackandwhitephotography #dance #bnw #toyagraphy
I don't know and, for reasons she won't explain, Sophie dances in the snow. The title of the pic comes from a song by Missa Johnouchi.
November 17, 2025 at 2:47 PM
amoridere.bsky.social
My birthday is coming and I hate it.
#offlinegoings #melancholy #tumblr #birthdayblues #death #abortion #stillbirth #ideations #depression #dementia #birthday
1996 She doesn't celebrate her natal day No, that's just a day A day of lamentation A begining to a white elephant (existence is not a gift) Supposedly, she was supposed to be rid of Was that true or was that Father's cruel diatribe? Truth is always somewhere in-betwixt (she wasn't wanted either way) She doesn't know if Mother fully understands Fully understands what she tells her Though, if she were to visit, She'd make a point of openly lamenting That she was not terminated Those years ago
November 2, 2025 at 10:15 PM
amoridere.bsky.social
I have a breast exam this coming Friday and I am distraught. 😞
#offlinegoings #melancholy
November 2, 2025 at 10:11 PM
amoridere.bsky.social
"Govorya o nashikh roditelyakh"
#sylvanianfamilies #calicocritters #fujifilm #finepixjx520 #fujifilmfinepix #melancholy #blackandwhitephotography #outdoors #toyagraphy
Two husky children, talking about their parents, while they ride a bike.
October 15, 2025 at 6:00 PM
amoridere.bsky.social
my heart hurts.
#brokenhearted
October 15, 2025 at 5:53 PM
amoridere.bsky.social
i think i'm l(further) losing my drive to write and take photos.
#melancholy
September 23, 2025 at 11:06 PM
amoridere.bsky.social
The beak suggests that it's a hummingbird. Regardless, from what I'm aware, dead birds foreshadow bad luck.

This is the second time I've found a dead bird.
#death #blackandwhitephotography #carcass #fujifilm #fujifilmfinepix #finepixjx520 #bird #musings #ᴅɪɢɪᴛᴀʟᴘʜᴏᴛᴏɢʀᴀᴘʜʏ
September 13, 2025 at 1:22 AM
amoridere.bsky.social
My heart hurts. 🥺 💔
#brokenheart
August 18, 2025 at 6:20 PM
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unseenjapan.com
These days, it isn't hip to be "woke." But don't tell that to Spike Spiegel or Mugen. Here's how Watanabe Shinichiro's Cowboy Bebop and Samurai Champloo both present a vision for radical acceptance and multicultural soul-searching.
Your Anime is Political: Cowboy Bebop & Samurai Champloo - Unseen Japan
How the classic series by Shinichiro Watanabe present a vision for radical acceptance and multicultural soul-searching.
buff.ly
August 18, 2025 at 1:57 PM
amoridere.bsky.social
"alone in the rain"

This is a one-off.
#oneoff #digitalphotography #rain #depression #melancholy #nendography #signatured #ryukomatoi #killlakill #sukajanryuko #nendoroid #nendoroiddoll #juniorryuko #smolandsad #smol #blackandwhitephotography #fujifilm #fujifilmfinepix #finepixjx520 #signatured
August 2, 2025 at 3:52 PM
amoridere.bsky.social
"Lou Gehrig's"

A friend popped in my head at the moment.
#ALS #InMemoriam #grief #mourning #upset #musings #loss #illgirl #free-verse #tumblr #melancholy
Lou Gherig's It was sinking in The fact that her world was altered A blank patch where a loved one was suppoed to be She knew the disease was terminal And she hated that disease more For taking her friend away this disease came and stole like a thief in the night It felt so cruel Cruel beyond words neither time nor age slowed her friend down she was healthy did everything correctly but this illness stole her quickly She wondered if Her friend hated that disease Just as much But she knew her friend Likely accepted it with grace she didn't want this to be real but it was sinking in A blank patch Where a loved one belonged.
June 1, 2025 at 12:03 AM
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eledrock.bsky.social
⭐Make things for smile - Sonny

Mako mankanshoku - Kill la kill #klk #fanart #colorfull #digitalart #makomankanshoku #killlakill #キルラキル #TRIGGER #kill_la_kill
December 3, 2024 at 4:47 AM
amoridere.bsky.social
"Purple"
#inmemoriam #bittersweet #freeverse #poetry #purple #shortpoem #musings #illgirl #morningglories #tumblr
Purple She remembered That her friend Loved purple She wished that “loved” Wasn’t past tense Her friend’s favorite Color pallet being “Morning glory” (purple, green, and blue in-between) She didn’t want this to be real No, they had more adventures to go on More things to talk about Fleeting memories of Adventures long passed Words left unsaid Her friend loved purple Something that she remembered “Loved” shouldn’t be past tense At the moment, it wasn’t “Goodbye” Instead, it was “Thank you” Fleeting memories of Someone’s life well-lived Memories colored Purple, green, and blue In-between “Morning Glory”
May 5, 2025 at 7:07 PM
amoridere.bsky.social
The goldfish is there but, otherwise, hard to see.
#miniverse #figma #melancholy #blackandwhitephotography #fujifilm #finepixjx520 #fujifilmfinepix #killlakill #makomankanshoku #minibrands #gashapon #toyagraphy #dollhybrid #picconeemo #dollphotography #asahinashiho #colorfuldreamin #pureneemo
*poke* Shiho holding the goldfish bowl.
May 5, 2025 at 7:01 PM
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samille8.bsky.social
‪🎨🖌☺️ #透明水彩
#作品展4月30日から5月6日まで阪急うめだ本店10F
April 22, 2025 at 10:10 PM
amoridere.bsky.social
We went to go see "Colorful Stage: A Miku Who Can't Sing"

It'll still be a very long time before I take chibi pics again. 😞
#hatsunemiku #nendography #colorfulstage #fujifilmfinepix #finepixjx520 #fujifilm #blackandwhite #melancholy #motogstylus2022 #nendoroid
Here's Beauty with our ticket. She's never been to a movie theater before (taken with my camera). Moments before the movie started. (taken with my phone)
April 23, 2025 at 3:18 PM
amoridere.bsky.social
feeling even more utterly crushed.

existence sucks. 😞
#heartbroken
April 21, 2025 at 10:07 PM
amoridere.bsky.social
Utterly crushed.
#offlinegoings #heartbroken
April 20, 2025 at 3:41 PM
amoridere.bsky.social
"A very Mako morning"
#signatured #fujfiilmfinepix #toyagraphy #finepixjx520 #toyagraphy #dollhybrid #melancholy #blackandwhitephotography #makomanaknshoku #killlakill #baby #miniverse #calicocritters #gashapon #pikachu #minibrands #picconeemo #figma #fujfilm
Mako making the pancakes "Let's eat!"
April 13, 2025 at 2:41 PM
amoridere.bsky.social
I think I'll skip my gynecologist appointment. 😞
April 12, 2025 at 11:15 AM
amoridere.bsky.social
"The River Beckons"

A(nother) candid poem.
#free-verse #poetry #melancholy #mentalillness #cincinnati #musings #shortpoem #ideations #temptation #ohio
She could feel the river calling Calling for her, again Before, she's resisted it However, at the moment, she wondered Wondered whether to resist Or to give in The urge to give in Is stronger than will to resist At the moment, she tends to avoid the river (and, relatedly, bridges, too) However, the river still calls And the matter might not be an "if" But a "when" Such is existence.
April 5, 2025 at 8:17 PM
amoridere.bsky.social
"Creamsicle"
#toyagraphy #killlakill #melancholy #makomankanshoku #baby #gashapon #figma #miniverse #picconeemo #melancholy #digitalphotography #fujifilmfinepix #finepixjx520 #fujifilm #blackandwhite #figma
I don't know where I got the idea but I do know that, with a popsicle mold for my Miniverse I opted for it, so here's Mako (with baby) enjoying a chocolate-choco chip creamsicle.
April 5, 2025 at 7:57 PM
amoridere.bsky.social
flic.kr/p/2qUntQx
#flickr #hellokitty #tokidoki #cincinnati #melancholy
alone, still.
I don't photography my Tokidoki stuff all that much either but I felt compelled to, just this once.
flic.kr
March 27, 2025 at 6:35 PM
amoridere.bsky.social
I got pooped on by a bird. People say it's good luck but it definitely set a tone for the day. 😞
#upset #tiktok #poetry #freeverse #melancholy #shortpoem #musings #written2025 #realitysubtext
March 21, 2025 at 11:06 PM
amoridere.bsky.social
Stepped on broken glass today. Uhg. 😞
March 19, 2025 at 12:40 PM