Pinned
This isn’t the place, but since I spent the last year isolating myself, it seems like the only place to say anything. I’ve been really struggling with my mental health. Losing my job made things worse. On a ton of meds for it, but idk I just don’t feel like I’m getting better. Send good vibes pls
November 18, 2025 at 10:00 PM
This isn’t the place, but since I spent the last year isolating myself, it seems like the only place to say anything. I’ve been really struggling with my mental health. Losing my job made things worse. On a ton of meds for it, but idk I just don’t feel like I’m getting better. Send good vibes pls
Update. Tried to talk it out. I ended up snapping at the end and said “enjoy being condescending and pushing people away” and he said “considering you’re an alleged ‘writer’, you should know what condescending means. Can see why you got fired! Good riddance you shallow trash and attention 1/
A twitter mutual iced me out recently. Wasn’t sure why. Turns out, it was because my bf is a twink, and he just kept responding to my messages “I’m not a twink tho” over and over, and it hurt my feelings, and then he said I painted myself as the victim for saying my feelings were hurt.
why.it
November 18, 2025 at 5:10 PM
Update. Tried to talk it out. I ended up snapping at the end and said “enjoy being condescending and pushing people away” and he said “considering you’re an alleged ‘writer’, you should know what condescending means. Can see why you got fired! Good riddance you shallow trash and attention 1/
A twitter mutual iced me out recently. Wasn’t sure why. Turns out, it was because my bf is a twink, and he just kept responding to my messages “I’m not a twink tho” over and over, and it hurt my feelings, and then he said I painted myself as the victim for saying my feelings were hurt.
why.it
November 17, 2025 at 8:38 PM
A twitter mutual iced me out recently. Wasn’t sure why. Turns out, it was because my bf is a twink, and he just kept responding to my messages “I’m not a twink tho” over and over, and it hurt my feelings, and then he said I painted myself as the victim for saying my feelings were hurt.
Oh no, went from being horny to anxious and now just wishing I’d gone back to bed
November 17, 2025 at 10:35 AM
Oh no, went from being horny to anxious and now just wishing I’d gone back to bed
Woke up from a bad dream and now I’m horny and cold
November 17, 2025 at 9:59 AM
Woke up from a bad dream and now I’m horny and cold
Was deleting a bunch of old pics and found this from when I was organizing books and felt cute. (Also miss the buzz cut)
November 17, 2025 at 12:37 AM
Was deleting a bunch of old pics and found this from when I was organizing books and felt cute. (Also miss the buzz cut)
Every time I read smut while getting off, I spend half the time mentally editing it until I get to the action
Most smut stories I read online would be improved by cutting the first sentence. Sometimes the first paragraph.
November 16, 2025 at 5:08 PM
Every time I read smut while getting off, I spend half the time mentally editing it until I get to the action
Went to CrossFit and took a picture in the Saw bathroom as evidentiary support
November 16, 2025 at 5:07 PM
Went to CrossFit and took a picture in the Saw bathroom as evidentiary support
Reading SATURDAY NIGHT AT THE LAKESIDE SUPPER CLUB and it’s so good so far! Stradal is so good at creating charming characters. Like literary beach reads
November 16, 2025 at 2:36 PM
Reading SATURDAY NIGHT AT THE LAKESIDE SUPPER CLUB and it’s so good so far! Stradal is so good at creating charming characters. Like literary beach reads
I never read romance but Alexis Hall never misses and this is so charming
November 14, 2025 at 11:24 PM
I never read romance but Alexis Hall never misses and this is so charming
I gotta stop getting on here when I’m horny. Just spent like an hour scrolling through videos just lazily jerking, instead of reading my book like I’d planned to smh
November 14, 2025 at 7:37 PM
I gotta stop getting on here when I’m horny. Just spent like an hour scrolling through videos just lazily jerking, instead of reading my book like I’d planned to smh
If I get 50k followers by the end of the year, I’ll post pole
(It’s funnier to make promises about things that will never come to fruition)
(It’s funnier to make promises about things that will never come to fruition)
November 14, 2025 at 5:23 PM
If I get 50k followers by the end of the year, I’ll post pole
(It’s funnier to make promises about things that will never come to fruition)
(It’s funnier to make promises about things that will never come to fruition)
I look goofy, but think the arms are finally getting bigger!
November 14, 2025 at 4:28 PM
I look goofy, but think the arms are finally getting bigger!
Sweaty after CrossFit
November 14, 2025 at 12:20 AM
Sweaty after CrossFit
What a shock, I am horny in the morning
November 13, 2025 at 12:43 PM
What a shock, I am horny in the morning
I could never be hot in real life because I come across as a manic gay Carol Burnett
November 13, 2025 at 3:52 AM
I could never be hot in real life because I come across as a manic gay Carol Burnett
Got so in my head I couldn’t even focus on my book 😩
November 13, 2025 at 2:51 AM
Got so in my head I couldn’t even focus on my book 😩
Someone added me to Snapchat earlier and after I added him back, I realized it was someone who’d asked invasive questions and had just been generally frustrating. He asked why I didn’t like him so I gave a list of what frustrated me (was a little rude about it) and he blocked me and now I feel bad
November 13, 2025 at 2:37 AM
Someone added me to Snapchat earlier and after I added him back, I realized it was someone who’d asked invasive questions and had just been generally frustrating. He asked why I didn’t like him so I gave a list of what frustrated me (was a little rude about it) and he blocked me and now I feel bad
Feeling a little fluffy since being back from vacation, but enjoyed push day
November 12, 2025 at 10:13 PM
Feeling a little fluffy since being back from vacation, but enjoyed push day
Been trying not to get down about the stress of not finding a new job yet, but a new book I’ve been wanting just came out and I am trying to be financially responsible and not get it 😩
November 11, 2025 at 12:26 PM
Been trying not to get down about the stress of not finding a new job yet, but a new book I’ve been wanting just came out and I am trying to be financially responsible and not get it 😩
Felt super cute at reader retreat this weekend
November 10, 2025 at 6:32 PM
Felt super cute at reader retreat this weekend
Got home from my reader retreat and now I’m horny again smh
November 10, 2025 at 6:40 AM
Got home from my reader retreat and now I’m horny again smh
I should not be allowed to get off this many times in one day smh
November 5, 2025 at 10:14 PM
I should not be allowed to get off this many times in one day smh
My anxiety is sky high today. Wasn’t sure why, then realized I’d washed my adderall and Wellbutrin down with a C4.
November 5, 2025 at 7:32 PM
My anxiety is sky high today. Wasn’t sure why, then realized I’d washed my adderall and Wellbutrin down with a C4.