Pan de Regla
abognialbedo.bsky.social
Pan de Regla
@abognialbedo.bsky.social
Brainrotting xiaoven and hilatus
Third night I've been crying...I'm quitting my job and ending my life honestly
December 13, 2025 at 4:45 PM
I slowly poisoned myself with the meds I'm taking.

I was not intentional at first...
December 11, 2025 at 6:49 PM
And baby I'll kiss you good night. Goodbye, I'm letting my demons win tonight
September 4, 2025 at 3:01 PM
I hope the best for everyone
September 1, 2025 at 4:32 PM
Not xvn or bardlatus related but my boyfriend is such a damn green flag I want to shoot myself out of happiness djsjsjs Olav I fucking love you so much
July 28, 2025 at 6:54 PM
ah...what a lovely night to take my final bow
July 22, 2025 at 3:38 PM
Reposted by Pan de Regla
Magnet 🦋 #xiaoven
June 7, 2025 at 5:09 PM
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My first #xiaoven art, i have so much more and we gonna see it ALL☝️
#art #kingmochiart #illustrationart #digitalillustration #xiaoxventi #digitaldraw #digitalart
June 9, 2025 at 1:36 AM
I'm done crying.
June 12, 2025 at 1:16 AM
Always having my love turned against me. This is so tiring, I know I promised not to do anything, but everything I've read at this point made me relapse again. I hate breaking promises, but I literally have no one to turn to now. My tears no longer gets shed but the pain is unbearable
June 10, 2025 at 11:38 AM
And here I sit craving for the sensation of the silver moon dancing with the crimson rivers. Open the chasms, release the chaos I've buried deep within.

For the greater the love, the greater the hate.
May 18, 2025 at 7:17 PM
My baby, my baby...
February 23, 2025 at 6:53 AM
"Alatus, I can't love you the way you want me to..."

"I know, Mel, I know and you don'thave to...but I will love you anyway."
February 23, 2025 at 6:50 AM
Silence. 30 days of silence. This isn't like Venti at all. Worried Xiao tried his darndest to try and reconnect with who he called his bestfriend.
February 2, 2025 at 3:42 PM
His blood ran cold, he didn't even know what he did. But suddenly he was blocked out his life. He sat there staring at the black mirror. They were fine a couple of days ago. Why did he disappear?
February 2, 2025 at 3:40 PM
Venti stares at his phone. The interaction between them. Too much, it's too much. His finger hovers to the little gear button next to Xiao's name.

He breathes in, breathes out.

A prompt comes up

'Are you sure you want to block this person?'

With tears in his eyes, he presses the yes option.
February 2, 2025 at 3:37 PM
I cannot believe I am doing this over a sinple word problem I can't solve
I sometimes wonder if people would mourn me a long time if I die today
January 25, 2025 at 2:35 PM
I sometimes wonder if people would mourn me a long time if I die today
January 25, 2025 at 2:32 PM
Ah the tragedy of a life cut short. But no one mourns the wicked.
January 25, 2025 at 2:13 PM
This lantern rite might be his last. His body can no longer take the thousand year strain he imposed upon it

It hurts, it hurts. Seeing him with his bestfriend. That smile should've been his.

Tonight he will have one final performance at Dihua Marsh.

And then

An eternity of silence.
January 25, 2025 at 2:09 PM
Heart heavy, braids undone, he silently bid his love farewell.

Love another...

Love another.

Love another?

What joke. He could not even love himself.

Giving the city lights one last look, he descended into the abyss, never to resurface again.
January 25, 2025 at 2:06 PM
In the times of old
There once lived a god
Or that's what I was told

He loved telling stories
And singing songs to crowds
They said he lived with a dragon
And birds amongst the clouds

One day he met a soldier
Who never once smiled
Though, his exterior was cold
The god was beguiled
January 9, 2025 at 6:21 PM
...and Xiao was breathless gazing upon Venti dancing, illuminated by the club lights. Forget the alcohol, he can get intoxicated by the scene infront of him alone.
January 8, 2025 at 6:33 PM
And so I bid my love adieu
January 6, 2025 at 12:15 PM
But Himmel as an immortal painter with Alatus his muse being reincarnated over and over again with no memory of him
January 1, 2025 at 8:27 AM