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abogboy.bsky.social
🏳️‍🌈EvilBogCreature🏳️‍⚧️
@abogboy.bsky.social
No AI, No antis (fiction does NOT affect reality)
Pro Kink (pro Informed consent between adults)
TW/CW a lot of venting
In my 30s, MDNI
Disabled Queer VegAnarchist
Pinned
I am anti gen AI.
Pro kink, which means ANY and ALL consensual sex acts between adults.
Pro SW.
I believe fiction does NOT affect reality and there's been decades of studies to prove this.
I am a queer vegan anarchist.
I will most likely NOT debate you on any of this.
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I had to take time off my phone and social media bcuz I was in a nasty flare that mostly immobilized me.

I'm still seeking help. I'm trying to meet my basic needs. I'd like to access my medications, Boost nutritional drinks, and supplies.

ko-fi.com/moriende
paypal.me/belzomalsh
CA/ven: kookysnell
January 15, 2026 at 9:39 PM
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There are people in the world who say that there are only two genders: male and female.
But the heart and soul have much more personality.
It's very sad that people who can't accept this sometimes utter very harsh words.
You were born to live freely.
Chiitan is an ally of transgender people🏳️‍⚧️🏳️‍🌈
January 16, 2026 at 7:29 PM
Why do I have to feel physically ill after socializing without even getting a full, properly codified diagnosis? Ugh...
January 18, 2026 at 7:21 PM
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I finished UNBECOMING, the fifth zine text in the UN-SERIES: moriende.com/2026/01/17/u...

it focuses on what identity looks like in the context of severe illness and reclaiming my own narrative.

I'm also crowdfunding to meet my needs.

ko-fi.com/moriende
paypal.me/belzomalsh
CA/ven: kookysnell
UNBECOMING (zine text 5) - still life
after everything... what's left? identity has always been a confusing and unintuitive concept for me. in our culture, it's very often defined extrinsically. through occupations, passions, hobbies, ach...
moriende.com
January 17, 2026 at 1:10 PM
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crowdfunding is a shitty, dehumanizing endeavor every single time... especially as time stretches on and the supports drop off more and more. people don't want you to have chronic needs with no foreseeable end date.
January 17, 2026 at 1:40 PM
Also, prob my OCD?, but I hate when I'm just sitting there after a normal conversation w my partner and my brain just decides to go down the "what would life be like if my partner died" route or "what would life be like for my partner if I died" route. Which includes "fun" things like an,
January 12, 2026 at 2:07 PM
Perpetually torn between just showing everyone this account and showing no one because it might help w understanding OR cause double the problems I'm already having and I'll probably never know.
January 12, 2026 at 1:16 PM
I hate when every minor thing sends me into a self hatred spiral and feels like a rejection of my entire being and every positive feeling the other person ever had for me. How am I supposed to be there for someone struggling if I'm like this? I'm medicated! I've done 2 types of therapy!
January 12, 2026 at 1:13 PM
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The technofascists have also successfully made everyone doubt everything they are seeing with their own eyes. Is this AI? How can I tell? This has to be AI, right???? Completely destroying our chance at a shared reality.
January 9, 2026 at 11:35 PM
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then we come online into these self-proclaimed "radical" spaces, and we think things will be different. people will give according to their ability and receive according to their need, right?

but you find out that these systems of harm are replicated everywhere. they take conscious unlearning.
January 12, 2026 at 12:00 AM
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what's expected of help-seekers is a performance of deservedness, and these performances take a lot of emotional labor.

emotional labor is not valued in our society. it's not seen as a precious resource to conserve. one reason may be that it's seen in a patriarchal society as a "woman's job."
January 11, 2026 at 11:51 PM
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this comes into play when I attempt to get my needs met as well: you're expected to constantly market and justify yourself, stay "polite," and be grateful.

that's not how mutual aid is supposed to work, but it ends up being a daily reality that people punish you for if you don't fall in line.
January 11, 2026 at 11:39 PM
I get that we're burnt out but... Fucking nvm, we're burnt out.
January 12, 2026 at 1:00 PM
Hey, my one follower, I'm not going to follow you back (this is a vent account/journal) and you're very obviously not here for the brain dump.
January 12, 2026 at 12:58 PM
Semi?arguing over random shit is not the way I like to start my fucking week but it is what I get. Pretty sure it's my fault again too but that doesn't stop the feeling that I'm being wronged and/or misunderstood somehow...
January 12, 2026 at 12:56 PM
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Japanese crazy mascot Chitan's Acrylic Pouring Fluid Art
After advertising, protect your heart with art.

一生懸命に絵を描きましたっ☆
タイトル:炎
January 9, 2026 at 2:54 AM
I wish I could be tailor made just for you.
That your wants and your needs could all be met in me.
I wish I was put together just enough to help gather your pieces.
I wish I was enough.
December 20, 2025 at 9:31 AM
My spidey senses are telling me that sth's about to go wrong... Oh wait, it's mental illness.
December 20, 2025 at 7:37 AM
I don't want to be told I'm taking all the right steps anymore, I just want a life manual. I can't...
December 12, 2025 at 8:25 AM
I want to be affectionate and have long, deep conversations and just as long horny sessions but I am trapped in my permanently tense and uncomfortable meat vessel with a broken brain and I don't think I'll ever be able to grieve that properly. Or truly get past it.
Will try until I'm gone though.
December 12, 2025 at 6:34 AM
Excuse me while I wait to refresh my phone weather widget in exactly 2 mins bc I updated at the wrong time and the numbers don't all combine to a multiple of 3 or 9.
December 12, 2025 at 6:30 AM
I'm going to wake up one day and wonder why I'm 40, when that happened and why do I hurt so much even though I would totally put better posture and occasional exercise in my "routine".
December 12, 2025 at 6:29 AM
Very discouraged and kind of lonely again... Aaahhh...
December 12, 2025 at 6:22 AM
My legs feel like sponges filled with pain but I finally got payed for my work a couple of times!
December 9, 2025 at 1:51 AM
I'm sooooo burnt out! But there was a puppy so I'm less burnt out than I expected! I still feel sick from socializing and having to pretend to be cis though... Well what can you do.
December 8, 2025 at 4:05 AM