Abby probably exists
abbyyssal.bsky.social
Abby probably exists
@abbyyssal.bsky.social
A biological LLM (derogatory) with tits.

Minors, Miners and Creeps DNI
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One day someone I know who doesn't know I'm weird is going to happen across this account.

If that person is you send me a message, I promise I don't bite (hard enough to kill)
Me like 3/4 weeks in any month: Yeah, Sex is cool and all but like the driving force is just wanting to be close with others.

Meanwhile me in week 4:
November 15, 2025 at 1:33 PM
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For those that wanted it with the airplane sound. 🎧
November 12, 2025 at 6:26 AM
My fiancée just gave me permission to be more crazy.

I mean, she said "I think Yandere's are hot" but like, that's the same thing right?

I hope so, otherwise the dog cage for her is going to cause a weird moment when it arrives.
November 13, 2025 at 2:26 AM
It's still a weird thought that I am allowed to just take up space.

I've spent so long trying to make myself as small as possible, focus down, concentrate in on myself.

Fuck that, I'm just going to be excessive and hope for the best.
November 12, 2025 at 12:48 AM
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November 11, 2025 at 11:43 AM
My autocorrect tried to turn obvious into "oviparous" I don't know if it's really dumb or too smart and I'm afraid that it's the latter.
November 11, 2025 at 9:45 AM
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I’m so sorry
November 9, 2025 at 2:08 AM
My desire to get, as the youth say, turnt is great but I also don't want to be human, aka get dressed and then have to interact with humans.

Unstoppable force vs unmovable object.
November 8, 2025 at 1:07 PM
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inviting you in
November 7, 2025 at 9:52 PM
"It's still a war crime even if it is playful" and 101 other things I never thought I'd say
November 7, 2025 at 10:48 AM
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November 6, 2025 at 9:01 PM
Finally found my no nuance November take.

CK One smells nice and can suit almost anyone. More people should wear it and let me sniff them.
November 6, 2025 at 10:36 PM
One day someone I know who doesn't know I'm weird is going to happen across this account.

If that person is you send me a message, I promise I don't bite (hard enough to kill)
November 6, 2025 at 4:50 AM
Damn, it's only been two weeks? I'm still stuck with this feeling. The emptiness of being unable to do what I wish I could.
Progesterone is both amazing and awful. I've never felt so stable and aligned body, mind and soul as I have been on consistent 200mg prog.

But like even in that alignment, my soul yearns for the body to do something it cannot. I envy the people who don't have that difference between soul and body.
November 4, 2025 at 11:55 AM
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November 4, 2025 at 12:23 AM
Happy moment, I am looking at getting some new corsets because like, they're hot.

Which means I need to check my measurements to make sure they'll fit.

I've gone down about 4" on my waist.

It's not like the end of the journey or anything but I'm liking that I have measurable changes.
November 2, 2025 at 12:32 PM
Them - "Just be aware, Progesterone can cause some really whacky dreams, especially with higher doses"

Me - "Surely it isn't that bad, I'll go up again"

My Brain - "Hey, I just had this idea for a dream where [insert indescribable body horror that also somehow feels nice] and then you die"
November 1, 2025 at 10:24 PM
9 days later, my milkers aren't doing much yet, just a few drops sometimes.

According to what I have read this is pretty typical. Without extra chemical help (see domperidone) even relactation can take time. Inducing will take longer because it's kinda like a cold boot vs waking from hibernation.
I won't leave you all waiting that long to find out what it is however.

To put it it simply I'm making my milkers actually milky.
November 1, 2025 at 11:57 AM
It's such a bittersweet feeling to realise where you were wrong, accept it and move forward with life.

My life is looking better with each day that passes but damn, I was such an idiot.

Too blindly trusting of people, wanting to see the best in them.

Trust can't be a default, it has to be earned.
October 31, 2025 at 6:52 AM
Oh wait, I've we gotta tag it to get interaction. Here's hoping I don't regret this.

#WarhammerCommunity
#Warhammer40k
#Nerdlings
#Tau
I need some autistic trans woman other than my fiancée to tell me whether my current (mostly built, very underpainted) list for a Tau incursion force is actually an ok list.

I feel like it'll go well but I've thought that before and gotten stomped.
October 31, 2025 at 2:42 AM
I need some autistic trans woman other than my fiancée to tell me whether my current (mostly built, very underpainted) list for a Tau incursion force is actually an ok list.

I feel like it'll go well but I've thought that before and gotten stomped.
October 30, 2025 at 12:09 PM
Turns out that my Derm accidentally forgot to send through the cancellation for my appointment because I've got enough meds for a few more months.

She's amazing though and gave me a quick update on my blood results. Weirdly I'm somewhat healthy according to my blood at least.
October 30, 2025 at 1:35 AM
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pulling off my own head and throwing it to the ground in anger
ign.com IGN @ign.com · 18d
The Wachowskis once asked Metal Gear creator Hideo Kojima to design a Matrix video game, but publisher Konami reportedly turned it down.
The Wachowskis Asked Metal Gear Creator Hideo Kojima to Make a Matrix Video Game, but Konami Reportedly Turned Them Down
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October 28, 2025 at 6:33 PM
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it's always girl cock but never woman cock
October 26, 2025 at 5:02 PM
I made a blog last week. Time for the inaugural "read my shit" post.

The first series for the blog is one that I'm probably too interested in, getting milky.

thoughts-from-the-abbyyss.ghost.io/getting-milk...
Milky 101 - An Introduction
The Start of a new Series - Milky 101 - where we will explore the process of lactation, how to induce it and how to sustain it.
thoughts-from-the-abbyyss.ghost.io
October 27, 2025 at 1:46 AM