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Elaria
@3lar14.bsky.social
25+yrs 🌃 | I Retweet NSFW art (mostly Yaoi) and things I like so minors beware | Multifandom | Sometimes I write fanfics when the mood strikes 🤷
Question: When do you cross the border of depressed and bored?
August 13, 2025 at 11:53 PM
I want to create!!
July 8, 2025 at 12:20 AM
im in that luteal phase where i think everyone thinks im annoying and bothersome so i should isolate myself
April 23, 2025 at 8:42 AM
i just want one day where i talk to you abt my struggles and you don't blame it on me
April 12, 2025 at 7:31 AM
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relatable
April 12, 2025 at 12:45 AM
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April 11, 2025 at 11:58 AM
so frustrated but can't even release it anywhere, im so tired of everyone and everything don't force me to go
April 12, 2025 at 7:27 AM
i created this account to follow artists but now i fear this is a space where i can vent majority of how i feel now

whenever i vent my feelings to my friends now it's always the same thought that they're gonna think im a burden or get tired of me
March 11, 2025 at 12:11 AM
when i went to the ob-gyn for a possible pmdd diagnosis, so you know, i can take steps to manage it. i mentioned my depression, anxiety, and suicidal ideations because they are absolutely plaguing me the nearer i am to my period.
March 11, 2025 at 12:01 AM
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It's been a long week.

Rest here, weary writer and artist.

You deserve it.
February 28, 2025 at 9:57 PM
ever just want to talk to your friends but then you remember how much you hate yourself and how much you don't wanna burden them with your presence and stop
February 27, 2025 at 3:47 PM
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ao3 readers will always find a way
February 26, 2025 at 11:36 AM
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February 16, 2025 at 7:42 AM
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i have had an active lyme disease infection for the past year, which went untreated due to medical neglect. i can’t work at the moment & i need to pay essential bills. i can send proof if anyone needs, just contact me prior to donating.

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February 1, 2025 at 2:56 PM
me: *going down to get ready for work*

*hears mom talking about how same sex relationships are not in the bible*

me: *goes back up to my room, knowing that will start an argument and i can't deal with that shit first thing in the morning*
February 11, 2025 at 11:28 PM
not a thousand chapters but... 2 million words... legit cannot load the entire work of this fic on my audio reading app without it dying on me 😭
February 10, 2025 at 5:31 AM
i went to the ob-gyn don't think it'll help. im not gonna go through all those tests. ...ill try to find a psychologist or a psychiatrist instead
i need to see an ob-gyne it's not normal to keep thinking about death so much before my period is here. i hate pmdd
February 10, 2025 at 5:24 AM
I have convinced myself that you don't care. So I no longer complain as much.
February 4, 2025 at 5:56 AM
i need to see an ob-gyne it's not normal to keep thinking about death so much before my period is here. i hate pmdd
January 31, 2025 at 11:19 AM
i hate that my hormones is on wack i need to do something about this
i either need to be seen by an ob-gyne or i need to see a psychologist because two weeks before my period, i kind of go insane. like, im not normal. i cry at random stuff, im super depressed and anxious, i jump to conclusions, i overcomplicate things, im going insane basically
January 30, 2025 at 8:16 AM
i either need to be seen by an ob-gyne or i need to see a psychologist because two weeks before my period, i kind of go insane. like, im not normal. i cry at random stuff, im super depressed and anxious, i jump to conclusions, i overcomplicate things, im going insane basically
January 30, 2025 at 8:13 AM
It's horrible. My brain is starting to convince me that my friends don't really care about me and I should stay away from them.
January 30, 2025 at 3:04 AM
ever get called you're kinda toxic by a friend you hold dear and now every song that talks to someone hurting the singer you think about how that could be you hurting someone else

you and that friend resolved the issue but the words are still ringing in your ears
January 23, 2025 at 1:41 PM
your words keep ringing in my head
making me unable to tread
and reach out for help

this shall be bottled up
until everything is on top
and i snap and pop
January 23, 2025 at 1:31 AM
hold on until 6am
hold on until 7am
hold on
hold on pls
you can stay awake
so stay awake
January 8, 2025 at 9:11 PM