Perception of society and what you want from it is usually tied to your position therein. We live in a doublethink conflict between individual and collective experiences as an organism and part of a supraorganism, creating a crisis of identity between what is within and without ourselves.

I really want to work with coding but I think I suffer from a form of dyscalculia due to a weird messed up kind a of synesthesia I've had since I was a kid.

Anyway as a 26 year old I have a goal to 100% all of khan academy yay for autistic ADHD ridden adult learning

I'm not a political person but I absolutely prefer a more left wing environment over the AI capitalist hellscape that twitter was.

I might peruse anarchist/communist spaces but I'm not nearly smart enough to contribute to them beyond being there in spirit. Idk what a dialectic even is tbh

Is this twitter but not terrible?

Anyway I do art sometimes. Would like to do ten thousand things but barely get any done. Like connecting with people and learning. I want to be an internet goblin that makes cool shit one day.