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Tim Huijts
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Posting about books, photos, nature, mental health, some music and some science - photos mine

Public Health 29%
Medicine 19%
Pinned
till time and times are done

You who never arrived
-Rainer Maria Rilke (tr. Stephen Mitchell)

and in the end just waves,
and clouds, and light

penultimate station
undone by your light

by your pond at night
fireflies dream they are dragons,
stars shelter in trees

each dawn
rooted in night

this path once not taken
now walked every night

each night a field
of moonlit waves

broken each morning
dreams die from exposure

whisper your tiptoes
to stir my sleep

the sky cracking like ice
light itself a dream

midnight processions
of fairy queen fire

submerged beyond the light
the winter's dream we lived

words embody us -
each time you delete yours
I lose myself

They set up a noise like crickets,
A chattering wise and sweet,
And her hair was a folded flower
And the quiet of love in her feet.
-W.B. Yeats, The Cap and Bells

erased again - fingerburn
wiped empty-handed,
our silence unspoken,
our shadows unseen -
were your words of fire
all written in smoke?

Reposted by Tim Huijts

I walk slower
hoping you’ll appear
winter road

~Akari

'Time falls and falls through endless space, to when we are.' - Carol Ann Duffy.

As long as there is life, there is hope. Happy new year

Tomorrow will bring winter's first snow, again. Walking my hollow and hilly lands, I will feel you on every frost-blossomed path, see you in every falling snowflake; and my lips will catch you softly, melting like dreams, and taste fire in these words as I murmur them. Hope and love, until the end.

I still read those words for you, even if you can no longer hear them. I found you, and lost you; but our love, our connection can never be lost. Through spring's apple blossoms, in summer's long dappled grass, past autumn's golden apples, I will find you and keep finding you, wherever I go, always.

I imagine you there, in those fields, our fields, tugging my sleeve, pointing at the sheep that have suddenly appeared, laughing as I breathe more sheep for you in the frosty air, each ground-bound cloud a warm hug to nestle your smile in. And your fingers in mine; your fingers in mine.

You bring such beauty, dearest soul. Please be you, always.

Reposted by Tim Huijts

Goodbye to 2025!

A 🧵 of New Year and related poems for you. Please do add.

First up, Carol Ann Duffy

'I drop the dying year behind me like a shawl
and let it fall'

❤️

Two ships passing in the night; closing my eyes at the thought of your light unseen. Only on these dark waves we became one, melting into each other with phrases, edged with mist. And still I breathe you in like words, my soul unblinded by your light, at last.

still echoing your footsteps
the cobbles you walked
as I dreamed you

Oui, je pense à toi; our love remains, despite. One more night, forever

Feel me there, breathing with you, my smile kissing your crown, my cheek a lamb for your temple; let my silence be yours, find my words on every page, hear my pulse in every second. No absence, no silence, no shadow can sever our connection. It was you before all of this; and it will be you always.

The sun is on my face and I'm alive; even if I only dream your light. I love you. I miss you.

That winter, I held your light, glowing with your image, your smile bringing me in from the cold, your eyes turning snow to pillows for our words. And now, winter again, my heart drifts to snow, warmed by dreaming our frozen fire close. One day, maybe; one winter's night, the dusk may take us home.

Whenever you sit down with your book after a long day, imagine me there, my chest to rest your head on, my legs to shelter yours; I do the same, every evening, softly squeezing the armrest where I dream your hand, listening to catch your breath in each turn of a page.