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it’s a fun realisation cuz each time these moments click, it reminds me of Kuuhaku Byousha’s (空白描写) lyrics

along the lines of “you gotta go experience the world so you can make the ones you’ve created all the more vivid”

something something touch grass to paint better grass

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September 25, 2025 at 1:22 PM
babe wake up, new mai playlist dropped
with a beautiful description too

youtu.be/lRC2KiGLVDM

please experience mai... and rest well, urara...

#silyuerambles 🔽
so very fleeting are these moments
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September 10, 2025 at 6:13 AM
every time I think of personal traits though, this post pops up in my head yet again

their best traits is also their worst one, it’s just a matter of application and perspective

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September 5, 2025 at 10:03 AM
“Despite everything…” is my shortened personal mantra nowadays, but the entire original quote is worth experiencing in game

“But it refused.” also exists as a core memory alongside with all the moments of determination ingame 🥹

I’m eternally grateful for what they’ve given me

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July 26, 2025 at 5:05 AM
me explaining to the unknowing:

"when the stars align" is not related to astrology but exists as a philosophy of an alternative take to "it is what it is" but "here's to wishful hoping"

#silore #silyuerambles
June 18, 2025 at 8:36 AM
On my knees begging-

Please read "Hoshikuzu Kazoku"
(Stardust Family)
A manga by Aki Poroyama

#silrecs #silyuerambles
June 8, 2025 at 11:02 AM
In tears and on my knees... they actually picked Sad Machine for the Porter x PJSK collab

It's perfect... thank you...

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June 8, 2025 at 5:10 AM
oomf is so right, why am i congrinding AND oc arting, when i can do both at once 😭

in the ultimate timeline, i'd be making my living off drawing these entities which live in my head rent free

these freeloaders gotta pay their rent

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June 6, 2025 at 6:35 AM
in the ideal reality, i’d be finishing the congrind faster so i can draw oc art

but the truth is congrind never ends— so instead, i’m drawing oc art faster so i can start on congrind 💀

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June 6, 2025 at 4:05 AM
i finally understand those who dye their hair regularly like ramona flowers

the appeal of it makes sense now

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May 31, 2025 at 5:51 AM
i used to find cooking a chore, but the relationship started to change as i came to appreciate it as a means of routine and self expression- especially when it's paired with music

kinda like a fun little performance, with the final act being a hearty meal i get to savour for myself

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May 28, 2025 at 8:54 AM
if music brings out a feeling, and those feelings are used to create art

i wonder how much gets lost in translation when the art is finally perceived as its own thing

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May 27, 2025 at 8:03 AM
Ngl- as an oc artist, it’s a real blessing to have sufficient skill to execute and match your own internal vision 😭

This skill gap is a silent killer that could really make or break your motivation and love for your ocs 😔

I’m real grateful that I didn’t quit despite everything

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May 21, 2025 at 9:35 AM
Narrator lore dev led me to recall a list of metafiction stories I’ve enjoyed

I think it’s about time we rewatch Princess Tutu

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May 21, 2025 at 6:24 AM
finally struck me why i barely write, create or connect with evil characters-

there’s no need for the exploration of villainy and “true evil” when the idea is evil lives in all- these demons already exist as an internal war and anyone could become “evil” if they lose that battle
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May 10, 2025 at 5:42 AM
just finished watching orb: on the movements of the earth

and wow

*insert minecraft villager sfx
albert thonk jumpscare

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May 8, 2025 at 12:44 PM
when u replace one addiction with another—

like why did i ever think drawing/writing would be a better pastime than gaming

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May 4, 2025 at 5:15 AM
just returned from the pjsk movie- and aw man...

i hate how i have to live with feeling ambivalent about it

like "wow, fun fan/fandom experience"
but "my writer brain curled into non-existence"
but also "116 minutes for a 4.5 year IP, there's only so many mouths you can feed"

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May 3, 2025 at 12:55 PM
i swear bsky's the closest i'll ever reach to the good ol' dA days

like damn, look at all these chill artists with cool art
i wanna befriend these people and listen to the neat things and fun stories they wanna share

#silyuerambles
May 2, 2025 at 6:32 AM
Feeding your OCs through personality tests to assess the functionality and depth of their characterisation is such a fun way to improve on your writing

1/5

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April 23, 2025 at 3:27 PM
A friend persuaded me to watch a non-animated series for once

And hoooo boi, Severance reaaally scratches that microexpressions and art student itch 😭👍

The actors, the camerawork, the screen directing, the writing… it’s a feast

#silyuerambles
April 20, 2025 at 5:48 AM
Researching and writing romance has opened my eyes to so many things

Like when you explore the question of:
“Where/how would you like to be kissed?”

instead of
“Would you like to be kissed?”

It feels like neurons activating and ascending to a whole new dimension for chara depth 🤔

#silyuerambles
April 19, 2025 at 3:26 AM
I feel like “food” should be the unofficial 6th love language

Like sharing/bestowing someone food experiences?

Be that taking you to my fave restaurant
Cooking you my comfort dishes
Making sure you’re well nourished, or that food is prepped to your preferences

#silyuerambles
April 12, 2025 at 4:43 AM
You know the “pants with pockets” situation’s been rough when you get jumpscared thinking you dropped your phone, but it actually just sank into the deep, dark pockets of your cool new pants

#silyuerambles
April 10, 2025 at 6:26 AM
And given your inflated standard of acceptable, your 70% swing will be more than enough

And if it's not, you're not losing out cuz you only gave your 70%, it's a small effort- and you can do better next time by upping it to 80%

You can only go up if you're already at rock bottom-

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April 9, 2025 at 8:22 AM