#personalstuff
It took me 10 months to persuade my doctor to do this blood test. Because all the symptoms could also be caused by stress...And why my hormone levels are so awful at my young age wasn't discussed. Let's treat the symptoms first and wait...
#personalstuff #chronicillness #hrt #badluck #chronicpain
October 21, 2025 at 10:56 AM
sometimes i feel like im doing something wrong for this discord server im trying to make with my twinny. like im sorry im taking so long to get it started, things take time, i wish people understood that more. #discord #server #personalstuff
August 26, 2025 at 11:16 PM
Pro-tip!!
Don't ask your partner if they feel like you love them unconditionally if they've never experienced it before. 👍🏾
Now, if you'll excuse me ~

#vtuber | #personalstuff | #artist
August 23, 2025 at 3:01 AM
I miss all of you but I'm really sick. Doctor said my vitamin D is really, I'm severely anemic, and my liver function is bad. I can barely stay awake. The liver thing is worrying me. I'm not a drinker so we just have to monitor it. #personalstuff #medicalstuff
May 13, 2025 at 8:40 PM
4/4

I'm not going to ask for my money back - that doesn't accomplish anything else than putting these people in a space where they have to try to come up with funds they don't have.

It just really really sucks.
I was really looking forward to these.

#PersonalStuff
March 13, 2025 at 1:50 PM
2/?
They all respond and I'm still friends/acquaintances with them. I'm not being directly ghosted.

And one has VERY good reasons for taking so long.

But.

I'm getting tired of asking for updates.

#PersonalStuff
March 13, 2025 at 1:45 PM
1/?
Small potatoes in the grand scheme of everything but.

I have three outstanding cosplay/prop commissions that are full paid for, I'm just waiting for the folks to finish them.

'Cept...they're all from 2020 or before.

#PersonalStuff
March 13, 2025 at 1:44 PM
I called out a friend for behavior that had been bothering me for over a year, that I thought I was being too sensitive about, but had finally had enough.

I could have probably been more tactful. But they haven't spoken to me in a week.

This bodes well, doesn't it?

#PersonalStuff
February 12, 2025 at 9:07 PM
und S., die sonst praktisch alles mit sich machen lässt meinte daraufhin zu mir, dass sie dann kündigt.
ich mache jetzt schon einen Samstag im Monat zusätzlich zur Buchhaltung und Personalstuff, wir sind teilweise nur zu dritt wenn Leute krank/im Urlaub sind wegen den ganzen Kündigungen
January 26, 2025 at 9:40 PM
I found it SUPER motivating. Some days I check in saying I felt overwhelmed w/work/personalstuff, only did a few minutes of meta-writing (freewriting character thoughts, world-building, etc) but others have always been encouraging. Makes a big difference than trying to weather it alone.
#kidlitchat
January 15, 2025 at 2:30 AM
January 11, 2025 at 7:31 PM
“Just chill” or “just calm down” or “just don’t think about it”… how about you mind your business? If you really want to help or support, you can ask me what can you do. That’s it. I probably already tried to “just calm down”. Unsuccessfully.

#actuallyautistic #cptsd #anxiety #personalstuff
November 27, 2024 at 5:13 AM
Looking forward to Tuesday at The Vic after a tough day #working #personalstuff 🥰💛🖤❤️🐝 #watfordfc
November 24, 2024 at 7:55 PM
#PersonalStuff cont'd

Just a note to say I've been released from hospital. Thankfully no issues with the mechanical valve. The mitral valve leaflet however is elongated during physical exertion. Will be managed by boosting my dosage of beta blockers.

Importantly, I'm home and I'm doing okay. 😊
November 24, 2024 at 1:50 PM
#PersonalStuff cont'd

Still at hospital. Tomorrow I'll have an ultrasound to eliminate unwanted possibilities.

For background on my aortic mechanical heart valve prosthesis I've written some pieces on my blogs:

EN: axbom.com/tag/open-hea...

SE: axbom.se/tag/hjartope...
Open Heart Surgery - Axbom
Writing related to my open heart surgery in August 2024. I was given a mechanical aorta valve implant and an aortic graft. The prosthesis replaced a unicuspid aortic valve, a congenital heart defect t...
axbom.com
November 23, 2024 at 4:23 PM
#PersonalStuff cont'd

The plot thickens. So the scan showed nothing. No clot. Which is good. But more tests tomorrow to understand more about what's going on.

Now I get to sleep. It's quarter to midnight here.

Thanks for the well-wishes. 😊
November 22, 2024 at 10:47 PM
#PersonalStuff cont'd

Still waiting on the CT scan but it's now been decided the hospital will keep me overnight. They feel confident the scan will show something and want to be on the safe side.

This actually also feels good. By all means, keep me here 'til we all know what's going on inside me.
November 22, 2024 at 8:34 PM
#PersonalStuff
Following up on my health issues earlier this week, this evening I find myself in the emergency room. They want to check up on if my shortness of breath could be caused by a blood clot in the lung.

Waiting on a CT scan.

It actually feels good to be in the right place.
November 22, 2024 at 6:04 PM
#PersonalStuff

Have a fever and feeling really ill. I hate how nervous being ill makes me now that it's established I'm in a risk group due to my mechanical heart valve.

And I have an INR test appointment this morning. No idea how that will be managed. Waiting on a response from the clinic.
November 20, 2024 at 7:10 AM
October 21, 2023 at 5:15 AM
Huh.

I remember seeing this being talked about on a chan thread (yes, I'm one of those people). I might want to get this sometime in the future. (ʘ ͜ʖ ʘ) #personalstuff
December 2, 2024 at 6:26 AM