i can't be as bad or worthless as the world wants me to think.

this world is nothing but rotten.

if people like me can't change it -- then it **can't** be fixed. send

also, it's called not being superficial.

(refusing to exclusively equate the usefulness or personal value of something to how much it monetarily costs or how popular it is)

maybe people should try it sometime- /hj

don't you think it's crazy how in this world -- those with the biggest hearts and scars, feel like they have to constantly SCREAM the loudest, and risk everything they have, just for a chance to be heard????????

"I don't expect them to. They shouldn't have to.

I've protected them my whole life. Trying to make sure *they* grow up cared for, listened to, and happy.

Because I never was."

i've decided that if this world isn't good enough to keep/sustain its good folks -- then i should at least use all i have left to go out kicking and screaming. make examples out of situations. until i leave it a better, safer place for the vulnerable & marginalized than when i unfortunately entered.