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laughs at my own jokes . robots . art . music . movies . he/them . https://sarim.neocities.org/
unexplainable turbo depression needs to disengage

quickly
December 23, 2025 at 9:22 PM
finished my what feels like annual revisit of nier automata.
some (new) thoughts: 🧵

Machines. They are said to each carry a desire, a “treasure”. This “treasure”, the original one, was given to them by their “parents”.
December 16, 2025 at 6:32 PM
this might break the camels back
December 16, 2025 at 5:26 PM
wrote a whole thread and closed my phone the when I picked it up it was all gone my brain my mental damage
December 16, 2025 at 5:25 PM
took too much damage past 2 weeks
December 15, 2025 at 11:46 PM
every december somehow the pokemon red HP sound starts playing
December 15, 2025 at 11:46 PM
someday doesn't exist,
only right now, today
December 5, 2025 at 5:41 AM
not sure if it's the stress from planning, general life circumstances, or recognizing toxicity around me more, but having a major depressive episode before a vacation is not the move, brain
September 22, 2025 at 3:57 AM
throwing out the bat signal but it's for fans of things i'm interested in that are normal well-adjusted members of society
July 27, 2025 at 5:48 AM
finally have a family doctor that has empathy and is not 2 hours away from me i might cry
June 25, 2025 at 8:08 PM
my offkai FOMO disappeared as soon as i heard about the smell
June 23, 2025 at 6:55 PM
saying it out loud in therapy really made it sink in but i really don't have a reason to get up in the morning 😭
i literally won't get up unless i have some responsibility to fulfill
June 20, 2025 at 4:55 PM
June 20, 2025 at 2:56 AM
finished season 1 of apothecary’s diaries and it was really good! have mixed feelings about the author pulling the rug on the main antagonist but i suppose it’s fine

solid 8/10
June 17, 2025 at 6:40 PM
Reposted by maou
i don't go here but i like her new song

[ #art #cakeart #vtuber #マリンのお宝 #cake_fanart ]
June 16, 2025 at 1:59 AM
didn’t mean to binge 18 episodes of apothecary diaries but it’s so fire

the character acting is superb and the story beats have just enough anguish and cruelty to keep it interesting
June 14, 2025 at 5:07 AM
pepper chewed through my headphone wire while i was asleep i have no sound until i replace the cable..

i will wear her like a fur coat and mount her head on my wall
June 10, 2025 at 4:57 PM
tokito is my favourite though he’s just me
June 10, 2025 at 3:33 AM
kinda feel like hashira training arc was a cheap/quick way to do everyone’s backstories instead of giving them proper arcs idk
June 10, 2025 at 3:33 AM
anyways someone should stop him
June 10, 2025 at 3:32 AM
idk why muzan got 10 minutes of just walking this man has ZERO aura
June 10, 2025 at 3:32 AM
really wish i could work out without shooting blood out of my body
June 9, 2025 at 7:46 PM
i really gotta dive into expedition 33 properly i’ve just been messing around with settings
June 8, 2025 at 9:47 PM
like it’s expected since you’re crossing 3 things that attract the worst kinds of people (idols, anime, streamers)
June 8, 2025 at 9:18 PM
the majority of vtuber fans are so annoying and weird and socially inept so when I find one that’s a contributing member of society (derek) it’s like finding a 4 leaf clover
June 8, 2025 at 9:17 PM