And finally, you cant blame every bad thing on you being "manic" or "in a dark space."
Even if true, you still hurt real people and real animals. Thats not a scapegoat.
Your actions and words still have real consequences.
You abused the good nature of people and wondered why they got tired of you.

But no, you had to abuse your partners, steal, force them to do your labor, force them to keep your secrets. You did vile shit ash. Then when you admit it all, somehow you blame us for spreading it as if it didnt come out of your own mouth?
You are only reaping consequences of your actions, ash.

And you just threw us away like nothing. You cried and said "ill try," then within a week found people who told you what you wanted to hear and threw us away. Well, ash, youll repeat that cycle with them too because you refuse to learn and grow despite what you claim.
You could've been great.

The only people you get pity from are sitting on a ticking time bomb until they figure out who you really are just like everyone else has over time.
You WILL fuck up and hurt people again. You WILL piss people off more.
We tried to help you see and grow because we cared and wanted you to succeed.

Venting is one thing, bringing a whole server in and digging up shit you know was false ON PURPOSE just to make someone look worse than you is vile.

No one brought up old shit on you EXCEPT YOU.

You NEVER SHUT UP ABOUT IT.
No one cares, ash. Well, until you bring it up again.
For what, pity?

You push blame and hunker down and think it makes you look like the underdog who needs support but people are TIRED of this, you keep doing it every time someone has any criticism.
You are not the victim, but you have made yourself a comic book villain wailing about your plans being foiled.

You abused animals, full stop.
You abused your partners, full stop.
You lied and manipulated friends and clients, full stop.
You have put off paid work for almost 5 yrs while cranking out full personal pieces weekly.
You have grifted and scammed for money, and lied where it went.
You did this.

You promised repayment, you promised to keep your mouth shut, neither has happened.
"I just wanna grow and heal!"
You cant because you refuse to grow the fuck up and just say you were wrong without being the victim.
You made yourself a pariah and lit the stake under your own feet.

Congrats on getting me to reinstall bsky and unblock you btw.

You were talking shit to all the mods and members of Evoid the second you banned us, so much that Alex came to ask whats up. We told her we broke up, thats it.
Then when he asked you, you start spilling all the vile shit you did.

I would like therians and otherkin etc to wake up able to swap between their human form and true form at will. I think that would be neat and also highly chaotic