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🥨 zoë 🥨
@zoenold.bsky.social
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20 something
i draw and write but don't worry about it

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anything to continue making these two men in their twenties be mean to each other
November 15, 2025 at 4:25 AM
[muttering to myself] it'll be fun it'll be fun i love those things. the dialogue / arguments will be more satisfying to write and easier to pace, run and conclude when i know beforehand the space that i'm working in........................ but..................
November 15, 2025 at 4:15 AM
THANK YOU LOL if you ever want to read natsume yuujinchou exclusively to read the scenes wherenatori and matoba show up (mostly separately but not always) then i got you lmfao
November 14, 2025 at 6:51 PM
crying
November 14, 2025 at 1:32 PM
LMFAOO like i think natsume yuujinchou is one of the greatest pieces of manga/anime of all time but don't start it BECAUSE of the terrible exorcist exes. they're a little treat if you're crazy
November 14, 2025 at 2:14 AM
but they only actually interact as adults extremely infrequently though are often referring to each other to other characters (because they are exes with hangups). i just think they're juicy
November 14, 2025 at 2:12 AM
no it's subtext from a 30 volume (NOT BL) manga series where the two characters (SIDE CHARACTERS) in question were teen friends (there are 3 chapters of this total) and then in current timeline are adults who interact unkindly with each other because they're obviously exes who hate each other
November 14, 2025 at 2:10 AM
I HAVE RANGE OKAY
November 14, 2025 at 2:05 AM
this shit is awesome. i hope they never work it out. or if they ever do it happens when they're 40 and have been so changed by their lives that the effort seems worth it
November 14, 2025 at 1:22 AM
natori fundamentally disagreeing w the way that matoba does his exorcism work which caused a torrential rift btwn them despite their stilted teenaged efforts to be friends - now as an adult who is learning to trust people despite differences trying to reach out and matoba just not having it in him
November 14, 2025 at 1:21 AM
BUT that bridge has already been burned and matoba keeps people at arms lengths for good because the one person he thought he could have as a peer rejected him with such vigour that he can't be bothered to believe him when he says that things can be different. [weakly collapses onto my knees] yay
November 14, 2025 at 1:18 AM
cranky teenage boy. i love him like this
November 13, 2025 at 10:02 PM
sorry i couldn't think of a better phrase in the moment okay. i've been reading a lot of yaoi
November 13, 2025 at 11:17 AM
the toxic yaoi is coming for me and i'm helpless to resist...
November 13, 2025 at 4:40 AM
LMFAO i SHOULD write about 10 dance on my blog!!!!! i think it's a marvel
November 13, 2025 at 4:40 AM
sorry for saying balls deep. that's just how it is right now
November 13, 2025 at 4:31 AM
the casting is CRAZY good so all i'm hoping for is good pacing 🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏 the slow burn in the manga is like visceral lol so it's like.. please don't rush for the sake of cramming a bunch of scenes into the movie... I HAVE HOPE!!!!!!
November 13, 2025 at 12:44 AM
[frantically pacing the room] i just think that they're exes and that things ended badly for them as young adults and that because of the circumstances of their separate lives things can never ever go well for them but also i don't think they're over each other, but can never be together regardless
November 12, 2025 at 8:43 PM