I keep telling myself I need to talk to my doctor as I have a STRONG hunch I have ADHD. I've now waited so long that he's now retired.

I can't even imagine the things I could actually even just *finish* if I actually got some sort of a diagnosis and meds. Reading this is the push I need.

It was an eternity for us in the first 24 hours.

I mean specifically for the Best Indie Game for E33.

The word "Indie" has lost almost all meaning in these awards.

E33 is my personal GOTY but a significant amount of that game's work was outsourced (animators, musicians, plus dozens of others for localization, QA, voice production, etc.).

Yeah, Indie games like Expedition 33.

Can't believe that was nominated there, as much as I love that game.

Getting paid in exposure is so back.

Which is a shame to hear (all of it) because I really, really enjoyed Blops 6's campaign last year.

I guess I'll see in a couple of days for myself.