I've continuously strived to narrow the gap between reality and ideals. All that remains now is exhaustion and a sense of alienation.
April 10, 2024 at 3:28 AM
I've continuously strived to narrow the gap between reality and ideals. All that remains now is exhaustion and a sense of alienation.
However, much of it was wrong. I couldn't dedicate precious time to my major studies. Not receiving empathy for what I needed to grow, I could only end up as an underachiever with decreased competitiveness.
April 10, 2024 at 3:26 AM
However, much of it was wrong. I couldn't dedicate precious time to my major studies. Not receiving empathy for what I needed to grow, I could only end up as an underachiever with decreased competitiveness.
Surely, some part of it may be true.
April 10, 2024 at 3:24 AM
Surely, some part of it may be true.
My parents insisted that I should fend for myself for necessary expenses under the pretext that I should be responsible once I became an adult in college.
April 10, 2024 at 3:23 AM
My parents insisted that I should fend for myself for necessary expenses under the pretext that I should be responsible once I became an adult in college.
It's been a failed life, up to now.
April 10, 2024 at 3:21 AM
It's been a failed life, up to now.
To initiate an upward shift in volatility, I must make choices different from those I've made before.
March 13, 2024 at 6:24 PM
To initiate an upward shift in volatility, I must make choices different from those I've made before.
Deep down, I still feel gratitude and want to find a solution somehow. However, after a long struggle with poverty, I've come to accept something: the notion of 'somehow' isn't enough to reach the right answers.
March 13, 2024 at 6:24 PM
Deep down, I still feel gratitude and want to find a solution somehow. However, after a long struggle with poverty, I've come to accept something: the notion of 'somehow' isn't enough to reach the right answers.
I want to start a business, but I can't even manage to maintain the status quo, so the idea of handling even a small failure is daunting. I feel a lot of injustice and unfairness.
March 13, 2024 at 6:21 PM
I want to start a business, but I can't even manage to maintain the status quo, so the idea of handling even a small failure is daunting. I feel a lot of injustice and unfairness.
If only I had moments dedicated to serene and undisturbed creativity, it feels as though I could solve everything.
March 13, 2024 at 6:19 PM
If only I had moments dedicated to serene and undisturbed creativity, it feels as though I could solve everything.
I am certainly skilled, but my expertise is confined to a very narrow field. It appears there's no room for my abilities and interests to be included in broader terms like culture or art. It might just be that I want to believe I have skills.
March 13, 2024 at 6:15 PM
I am certainly skilled, but my expertise is confined to a very narrow field. It appears there's no room for my abilities and interests to be included in broader terms like culture or art. It might just be that I want to believe I have skills.
Today's job interview was for a low-paying contract position, yet it seemed like I was only there to make up the numbers, lacking the competitiveness required.
March 13, 2024 at 6:15 PM
Today's job interview was for a low-paying contract position, yet it seemed like I was only there to make up the numbers, lacking the competitiveness required.
Anyway, today is the day of the interview. I hope for a positive outcome for my livelihood.
March 12, 2024 at 7:56 PM
Anyway, today is the day of the interview. I hope for a positive outcome for my livelihood.
I may end up earning close to the minimum wage, but even this is needed in my current situation, so I’m hoping for good news.
March 8, 2024 at 2:35 PM
I may end up earning close to the minimum wage, but even this is needed in my current situation, so I’m hoping for good news.
However, as I started to prepare my documents for further evaluation, I realized that my work experience at previous companies seemed so meager, leading to a disorganized preparation of my documents. This realization has made me feel troubled and saddened.
March 8, 2024 at 2:34 PM
However, as I started to prepare my documents for further evaluation, I realized that my work experience at previous companies seemed so meager, leading to a disorganized preparation of my documents. This realization has made me feel troubled and saddened.
Despite the fact that they're hiring four times the quota, making it far from a guaranteed final selection, I was still pleased to hear about my initial passing.
March 8, 2024 at 2:34 PM
Despite the fact that they're hiring four times the quota, making it far from a guaranteed final selection, I was still pleased to hear about my initial passing.
I don't even have my first job yet.
March 4, 2024 at 4:54 PM
I don't even have my first job yet.
I am not lazy. I don't even know why I became poor. Is it because I haven't taken on two or three jobs?
March 4, 2024 at 4:53 PM
I am not lazy. I don't even know why I became poor. Is it because I haven't taken on two or three jobs?
My wife, who chose to get drunk on cheap liquor to hide her toothache for fear of burdening me, became an alcoholic. Despite taking a long time to return to normalcy, I still haven't managed to take her to the dentist.
March 4, 2024 at 4:51 PM
My wife, who chose to get drunk on cheap liquor to hide her toothache for fear of burdening me, became an alcoholic. Despite taking a long time to return to normalcy, I still haven't managed to take her to the dentist.
Sometimes, this even leads me to view myself as ignorant, becoming busy without accumulating anything of substance.
March 4, 2024 at 11:30 AM
Sometimes, this even leads me to view myself as ignorant, becoming busy without accumulating anything of substance.