Now if only I could remeber that for streaming. Tho tbh, its easier to just write a chapter and throw it in the void then to sit in front of a screen talking to myself to 0 viewers for 5 hours.

like it. I started that fic because I couldn't find someone else who made what I wanted to read. It's a lesson I learn and forget all the time, and I need to keep learning it. I'm writing for me. Not some random named "March7thgooner321"

at the time will like it or even care, but I'm doing it cuz I want to. Something that really fucked with me at the time of first making it was that I had been writing this fic and just hoping for comments and others to like it. It's fucking fan fiction, I didn't make it because I wanted others to

and never followed up on those story lines while also not doing the storylines I had planned justice. So I decided to start rewriting it. It's going to be a big task but at the end of the day I do love that story and want to do it justice. I don't know if the small group that had been keeping up