The realization didn't hit until I put on the first skirt from Amazon and I felt the happiest I had ever felt in my life until that point.
I thought people smiling and dancing from happiness in movies was a gross over exaggeration because I had never felt that way before that first skirt. :3

I was browsing the reddits and stumbled across egg_irl and all their super relatable posts. Dove into the comments and saw a couple examples of what made people's eggs crack and went "Wait, that's it? I've felt that way before. I have those thoughts too."

Vou deixar aqui recursos que me ajudaram até agora

diyhrt.info

transfemscience.org com destaque especial pro simulador de dosagem pra injeção transfemscience.org/misc/injecta...

reddit.com/r/transbr e discord associado pra falar e tirar dúvidas

DMs sempre abertas também 💜

God yes we need it 🥹

I went through those issues a couple months ago 🫂
I'm on tadalafil now and I couldn't be happier with the results!

On some happier topics I see 'her' in the mirror just about every day now and I get comments at work about how young I look and (from those who I'm out to) how feminine I look. I painted my nails last weekend with some help from step mom. Small steps. I'm happier than I've ever been. 😁

I just can't win in her book so I'm going to severely limit the energy I spend interacting with her. It sucks. It really does. I had always hoped I would be able to be loved by my mother as her daughter but that idea is becoming more and more improbable every time I talk to her...

undermine my transition. I show up to visit her in guy mode to not rock the boat and I get hit with comments about my appearance not being fem enough. I try to tell her I'm planning on socially transitioning this winter and I get "So you're going to wake up one day and put on a dress???"...

As for general life updates since my last post, I've decided to go low contact with my mother and two brothers since none of them seem to respect me or my being trans. I keep trying to talk to my mom about it and she keeps forgetting what I tell her, making everything about her, and trying to

You have such pretty hair I am soooo jealous.

Haven't taken a lot of pics lately due to the long distance relationship falling apart and taking a toll on my mental but here's one from earlier today

On a good note the physical changes of hrt are really starting to take effect! The booba are growing nicely, my face looks decidedly more feminine, and even my lips/smile look different than before??? Idk how hrt works but I'm pretty sure it's literally distilled magic at this point.

I don't usually put any product on my skin and it's sooooo smooth it's crazy. (5 months hrt) It could be the levels thing that makes sense.

Love your hair :3