:praise:

your honor i rest my case

your honor, i ship them

...though, having a few friends is fine I guess...

It's getting to the point that I've stopped trying to talk more about myself and just started slowly distancing away from everything and talk if necessary.

People say I should communicate more but...

Idk I find more joy in solitude than with people.

I can vibe with others for a while, only to realize later on that their vibe changed and I'm struggling to fit in.

There are times I wonder if I was the problem and stepped away, only for them to ask if I am okay. Out of sympathy or just trying to rub in my face, I honestly don't know.

I've heard... i can only pray for everyone's safety...

we welcome the marshmellow overlord \o/

we stan a gentle top & absolute power bottom dynamic duo in this household

(poor Lucien)

... yeah I need to recharge too but man finding a balance is hard xD

I'm also unfortunately a workaholic (no thanks due to my previous job, and that habit and trauma from there hasn't completely disappear yet) so if I get the work drive to get shit done I will get shit done even if it means putting my health at risk ;-;

honestly i relate to this so hard...

I'm still trying to find a balance in that too. Doesn't help that I am the most socially awkward person on the planet (can stay mute for hours on end in a group discussion) but I was told that I need to learn to talk to others more >>

trueeeeeeeeee :3

yeah i feel you there. the algorithm there is really bad compared to here...

MCR IS THE OG EMO BAND OF COURSE I KNOW

I WAS IN THAT PHASE AT ONE POINT IN MY LIFE TOO-

fingers crossed friend! imo it is so worth the wait :D