I'm worried that without doing tiktoks, I won't have a drive to get into cosplay. I can only afford 1 convention a year, though I wish I could attend more.

Getting all set up and into cosplay for just a few photos...Instagram sucks for cosplay audios...it is just so upsetting.

All the work I did for 6 years, all the videos and memories there will be gone. All the time and money I put into it is gone. I will lose contact with MANY people because it's hard to get others to go to other apps to follow you.

Also, I'm scared. I'm scared my love for cosplay will fade...

They don't understand how it makes me feel to bring characters I love or even create to life. They don't understand how it helped me gain friendships & be more confident.

They think I'm upset about the ban because of losing my following which is part but the main reason is...