Lil
zeemeepers.bsky.social
Lil
@zeemeepers.bsky.social
personal diary for racing thoughts, avert your eyes
it’s weird being in spaces welcome to alt lifestyles, stepping away from large corps, but the bottom line is still- you have to be a producer in your community. where does my disability fit in to this? at the end of the day i am still not fit for that ideal. i don’t have anything to give.
November 23, 2025 at 4:42 PM
just living isn’t enough and even the most leftist anti-capitalist friends i have inspire the same feelings

i cant just be reading, i need to be writing. don’t observe art, make it. don’t buy trinkets, make and sell them. if i cannot handle managing a brand does that really make me lesser?
November 23, 2025 at 4:42 PM
i made that up, but yeah people can be SO WEIRD behind closed doors

except diego, he’s perfect <3
November 19, 2025 at 6:34 PM
this is the same man who once called the store phone seconds after he left to inform me there were baby ducks outside
November 12, 2025 at 2:11 AM
and then a split second later returned to his normal voice shouting “Holy shit a truck just passed me with a black widow on it!! i’m not fucking around!”

he did indeed show me video he took of the truck when he sped up to catch it lmaooo

this was definitely sign, but no idea idea what it means
November 12, 2025 at 2:05 AM
context: he thinks my red hair makes me like Black Widow the character
November 12, 2025 at 2:02 AM
the two halves of that couple in their 70s being equally insufferable in their own unique ways, while also finding each other insufferable, had me ready to put them in timeout til they can behave
November 6, 2025 at 3:23 PM