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@zaikawo.bsky.social
a.k.a [ internet woman explains her autism music ]

she/her pref, she/they/it

## programmer
> (rust, kotlin, js, python, java*)

## vinyl collector
> (gy!be, hanl & gc, swans)

https://en.pronouns.page/@zaikawo
i lied
February 2, 2025 at 11:52 AM
i forget this exists

i have so
so much to tell you guys

so many wonderful albums and experiences
January 22, 2025 at 12:02 AM
happy new year to those who celebrate im finishing off 2024 with a new hyperfixation and a new vinyl on the way
December 31, 2024 at 11:59 PM
got DAMN. for christmas this is awesome hope yall (my 2 followers) are having a nice christmas
December 25, 2024 at 3:01 PM
vinyl reviews for to pimp a butterfly and no name as of 13 february coming soon stay tuned gay people inside my phone
December 21, 2024 at 12:06 AM
yesterday i bought no title as of 13 february 2024 on vinyl
November 25, 2024 at 10:28 AM
let me know if i should pin a post to my page with all my album recommendations
November 21, 2024 at 12:38 AM
i keep going back to the voids demo of destinos over and over again it is such a rich, complex piece of music that sounds so beautifully distant and distorted and the samples add the extra almost desperation of the normal hanl song but this is not average not by a long shot
November 21, 2024 at 12:31 AM
gotta love that point in The Haunting Presence where dan just gets up and starts walking around the apartment while screaming and knocking shit over 🔥 unironically sounds amazing peak songwriting
November 15, 2024 at 12:20 AM
okay after listening to voids, it's an amazing "album" of sorts. a lot of the songs' demos sound complete different and provide a new way to listen to the songs, and even a few of them i like the demos more.
November 15, 2024 at 12:01 AM
got around to listening to voids, time for my monthly album rant!! (when i get home)
November 13, 2024 at 12:56 PM
nmgjdmh dysphoria
November 7, 2024 at 10:09 AM
python 👎
November 2, 2024 at 11:40 AM
who would leave their son out in the sun is also an amazing song paired with there is no food (possibly some of my fav songs from the album aside hunter/earthmover)
October 29, 2024 at 6:12 PM
the transition from hunter -> telephony feels incredibly surreal for some reason. especially on vinyl where telephony isnt incredibly quiet for some reason.
October 29, 2024 at 6:06 PM
realizing i have a credit card and can actually buy the pretty clothes i see on pinterest is liberating on another level
October 27, 2024 at 11:39 PM
might like go through the process for hrt soon wish me luck chat
October 27, 2024 at 11:14 AM
just finished Luciferian Towers on vinyl and here are my unbiased thoughts about both albums:

PLEASE LISTEN TO THEM OH MY GOD I FUCKING LOVE THIS BAND THIS MUSIC IS AMAZING GIFJDIDNXDYDNSKSMCKSKXJFJFKNFJDDJJDD

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October 25, 2024 at 8:13 AM
the sound of anthem for no state part 3 is amazing. beautiful song, beautiful album. if i could eat it, it'd probably taste like smoke. and very crunchy but crunchy in the dry sense. it'd taste like ash and chalk and that does sound delightful.
October 25, 2024 at 8:05 AM
fam/famine is a very soothing experience. it feels almost like another form of undoing a luciferian towers, but you just know that anthem for no state is ready around the corner. magnificent album. i will save anthem for no state for later.
October 24, 2024 at 5:22 PM
undoing a luciferian towers has to be one of the best album openers I've ever heard. it combines the desolation of the album with some incredible uplifting tones.

so far, I'm liking this.
October 24, 2024 at 5:11 PM
also it's kinda funny how the Luciferian Towers vinyl comes with a poster that's literally just the four scenes on both the outside and the gatefold of the vinyl. i will still hang it in my room regardless.
October 23, 2024 at 11:29 PM
sleep was fucking amazing. I can't describe it.

this entire album felt more alive on vinyl than anything I've listened to before, now i just have Luciferian Towers to listen to, but i can't stress it enough; listen to lift yr. skinny fists. it's amazing.
October 23, 2024 at 10:39 PM
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it's so strange-- it's relatively hard for me to cry to music, but suddenly, as soon as i get to know the people behind the art, the tears just don't stop coming!

i love hearing about people's stories... maybe that's why my heart begins to hurt for them, through them, through what they create
October 22, 2024 at 4:20 AM
keeping up with the "save the best bite for last" philosophy cause my dumbass is like Yes zaika.. Save 'sleep' for last, zaika.. It is your favorite track, zaika..
October 23, 2024 at 9:33 AM