My teen self has been right on so many things, but God I hope we make it thru and the zealots all burn in hell. Fuck corporates. Fuck extremism. Fuck people saying others’ lives don’t matter. We all do. That’s how we LIVE. I’ll stick to my naivety; at least I’ll still be kind when you lot will hate.

Ironically, in spite of this, I have one last say:

I thought many officials in America would have my interest in hearing the worst headline for them. Babi over in Israel has triumphed progressively. He is straight evil.

I will wait for the day you are gone, you bastard; it will save us all.

Do not hate others, no matter how easy it may seem. Simply protect one another, and defend them from those who WILL harm you. The Arabs are not the fault; it is bigoted zealots & foolish corrupted officials who have fallen for a man’s lies too many times.

Please, everyone. To those who follow. To those reading this. To those who have witnessed the news:

Do your best to direct your emotions at your government PROPERLY. HOLD THEM ACCOUNTABLE. DO NOT KILL - FIGHT FOR FREEDOM FROM THE FUCKER BIBI. Never bend to extremism! Protect your communities.

And that’s me realizing I can’t hate you! But I can certainly wish the worst upon you, if only the Palestinians didn’t get affected by this. You don’t care, you never will, and by YOUR GOD I will forever despise your idiocy and relentless belief FIGHTING IRAN OVER NUKES IS BEYOND STUPID.

I’m a fucking American citizen born in Southern California. I have only lived in SoCal & never ventured far from my house. I. Will. Not. Fight. For. You. I hold NOTHING for you, and will NEVER help you. You’ve doomed us all for YOUR “God.” He will not look kindly to you for dooming others.

To Israelis reading this: you and I have a goddamn choice in the making. You wanna keep fighting? That’s fine. But if that’s gonna be your entire existence… goddamn, keep my people out of it. Keep your “fellow brothers & sisters” out of it - our Jews are not your Jews. I am no Israeli.

I will not support my country. I will support my people. To every man who still sides with Israel and sucks their dick: I wish you the torture of wondering if you’ll be ok. To every idiot believing in Zionism because of “End Times”: I hope you lose your most beloved and worse.

The fact I have turned WITHIN SIX MONTHS from being on a fence in some aspects to “Holy fuck our enemies are SOMEHOW better than our leaders.” The West has witnessed one country die in real time (Brexit); now, they can see in real, dedicated time, a different one implode.

You made my country filled with psychotic dogs. Panting at the idea of bombing lands not theirs. Still lustful for imperialism. I have no sympathy for the people anymore, nor those who attempt to protect the Israelis. Note: I don’t hate you; I just don’t care for your fates.

I hate to be the bearer of bad news, but what went from “I hate Zionism but can at least try to respect Israel” has turned into “I have never wanted a man dead more in my life and a country to collapse.”

I have always thought Zionism a mistake that people still believe it… but fuck Israel.

And on the day of freedom, I’ll laugh and cry and be happy before grueling at the wheel, knowing Sissyphus’s rock will have to be pushed up the damned hill again.

My last words will be: take care of yourself. Buy some food. Cook reheat it. Drink water. Still educate yourselves. And have a good day

I believe in the long fight. I do know that June 14th will be out worst day, worse than April 2nd, but I will thrive on that day for when the inevitable comes.

It’s incoming, and I can sense it. It will be in blood; we may lose early on. But what these idiots don’t know is enemies surround them.

Eugenics is on the rise, merely disguised to be “for mothers” or “to find the cure!” Those not with pale skin - and I’ve no idea if I could pass - will have a high chance to be arrested, regardless of status. Leaders in danger. Men who refuse to overturn or turn back to hatred.

Just feels like I’m witnessing the disgusting aspects in real time in the Middle East, the classics of US’s more racist and “inspiring” days be remixed into something stupider yet all-the-more dangerous, and a reminder that war is on the edge should the inevitable return.

Drakengard is. An entirely different beast that feels all too real, an insanity I feel bleeding into me. If the soundtrack doesn’t resonate with the me of now, the story reminds me that even the best of people will work with the worst of folk to live another day.

Ichigo sought to be his namesake; Aizen fought to see them unshackled by the Soul King. Independence and protection, questioning the natural order - a series from my childhood that I guess I’ll have to pick up again. A laughing matter, but it is a good series still.