they should get rid of vitiligo IMO IMO

I called it twitter because I copied it and forgot. LOL. Anyways. Thanks!!

I am a weird person. I know that and I'm ok with that.

I feel as though the circumstances of my life had me "grow up" so young, but I never actually reached so many layers of maturity. But I'm there now. And it feels good.

Like I'm free. 🧡

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Many nights recently I've walked, very very late and very very far.

Somewhere way out there I find myself, and it's comforting. It's cool.

I took this picture last night. Through all the light and noise, one single star still finds it's way to reach me. What could that mean?

And who knows what will change again? Maybe everything is different again in a day, or a year, or a second lifetime. Maybe I feel like the old me again and turn around in a positive light.

To quote a marvel movie of all things, "A thing isn't beautiful because it lasts".

Expression is beautiful. Just letting myself be different and unique and perceived as I wish is beautiful. This world and all the people in it are beautiful. I feel more filled with love, hope, youth and joy than I have in many years.

And that feels right. That feels good.

I have, after a lifetime, experienced ego death. I find joy in things. I like to lose. I like to learn and explore and grow and be healthy. I don't feel jealousy and envy and rage like I had for so long. Were those all stuck with a version of me I didnt want to be? Hard to know.

Thank you to everyone that's always stuck with me. And to the ones that haven't but still did so much to make me who I am.

I wouldn't change the past if I could.

Every experience brought me here and now for a reason. Time has changed my brain and emotions so much.

I've always, probably subconsciously, clung close to and surrounded myself with the kind, wonderful people that had courage earlier than I have; had it figured out already, whatever that means. I'm so very grateful to have been able to. I am so very loved.

But what is there to be afraid of? The world will keep turning no matter what I or anyone does with ourselves.

I don't want anyone to get it. None of this is for anyone but me.

I hope you can still love and enjoy me as the same friend I've always been. Just a little different.

It is different. my life is different. I have had feelings like this since I was a kid. I lost a lot of weight after a health scare in 2022 and it really opened my eyes to what I was hiding from myself. I fought it for a couple years anyways. I have been scared. Change is hard.

I have changed many times in my life. Many times into many people and personas. No way I've acted has ever felt totally right. It's always felt like I'm watching myself live a life rather than being in control of it. I've still got a lot to learn. That is good. I am good.

Hi, thank you omg, haven't been in that email and did not realize. Will see if I can get them setup. Ty!!!

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