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lane
@yvessaintlane.bsky.social
twice 2024.02.06/07 ⋆ dreamcatcher 2024.09.15 ⋆ artms 2024.09.17

she/her — '91
the only future i see for myself is dying
January 10, 2026 at 1:57 AM
i feel absolutely like shit everything feels out of my control and all i want to do is scream and cry and just d*e i cant handle anything at all
January 10, 2026 at 1:50 AM
how to get over someone you never dated? 🤡🤡
December 29, 2025 at 9:59 PM
oh bad thoughts bad thoughts
December 29, 2025 at 8:43 PM
went on a date today, didn't feel anything it was more like a friends hang out 🙃
December 28, 2025 at 12:51 AM
plans for new year's be alone and get drunk
December 27, 2025 at 4:12 PM
you dumbass the only reason you're feeling this lonely and now wants to find someone is bc you joined that server, serves you right for being stupid
a man is holding a piece of bread over a woman 's ear and asking what are you .
ALT: a man is holding a piece of bread over a woman 's ear and asking what are you .
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December 27, 2025 at 6:07 AM
think thoughts about you and how you're doing with your life and if i should let myself get close to you again, i dont feel like my heart is being squeezed when i think of you w/ someone else but my stomach still does funny things when i still think of the "what ifs"
December 26, 2025 at 4:54 AM
time to go back to use this as a vent space for my too trouble thoughts for main
December 26, 2025 at 4:45 AM
there's no bigger pain than looking through your collection for things you can sell 💔
February 2, 2025 at 2:50 PM
just spent 50usd in meds honestly d!e is cheaper atp i cant keep up with all the meds i need and my bills
February 1, 2025 at 9:00 PM
things are getting hard again idk how to explain i just feel this void inside me
January 29, 2025 at 12:42 AM
another day another health problem yay‼️ /s
January 27, 2025 at 10:44 AM
also social battery is dead
January 27, 2025 at 1:37 AM
been feeling like shit lately, my hand wont let me catch a break
January 27, 2025 at 1:37 AM
grandma want to spend money on doctors for my hand but i cant let her
January 26, 2025 at 1:53 PM
dream left me shook that my brain had to come with a dream explanation so i could sleep again bc i was terrified
January 26, 2025 at 1:51 PM
wtf that was the weirdest most scary dream i had
January 26, 2025 at 8:27 AM
i think the new meds are helping but idk i still have the same feelings as before just dulled down i guess, i have been feeling like this for so long its hard to tell if its actually better
January 26, 2025 at 4:51 AM
is my body getting used to the meds? i keep waking up in the middle of the night everyday
January 26, 2025 at 4:48 AM
i feel like shit
January 8, 2025 at 2:49 PM
i had to let pass a lot of things on kpop for not being able to afford but nothing has affected me like this nayeon photobook ): im truly devastated
January 8, 2025 at 2:48 PM
what do you mean a haircut on my regular hair dresser is now $30 bucks????? 😭😭
December 19, 2024 at 11:46 PM
not being able to afford a haircut during the holidays (and summer) will be my villan origin story
December 19, 2024 at 11:45 PM
another doctor appointment, another med prescribed. @ god just take me already bc i don't have any more money to spend on my health
December 11, 2024 at 8:13 PM