Her /lovely/ ex is one of the execs of Arasaka, has been stalking her since the breakup, to the point of arranging her older brother's death and putting her in extreme debt to keep her tied down. She's been in hiding ever since, but that debt ain't gonna pay itself, and you can't hide forever in NC-

able to save some of the children in time. He's currently thrown himself into work to hide from the nightmares that haunt his sleep, and he's being even more reckless of his life due to survivor's guilt.

(Ironic enough, but he's not phased by burning alive - it's happened many times already--)

his own life, painfully. (He basically grappled the fey lord and lit both he and the fey lord together up using multiple alchemists fire.)

The god of his party member witnessed his sacrifice, and resurrected Sil, but it doesn't erase the feeling of burning alive, nor the guilt of not being

2. His death, and the situation surrounding it. He fought a fey lord, a deity in its own right, alone, but Sil couldn't turn back - not if it resulted in the deaths of innocent children. Out of pure desperation, he decided to take the deity down no matter what it took, which resulted in the loss of

of demonic origin, but the reasons why she, the mortal, chose to undergo this process seemed true to him. (Which was to become a protector of elven kind.)

considering that he's a 260+ elf. He spent many of those years as the equivalent of a religious assassin, killing the corrupt and evil in her name.

However, in spite of the knowledge (and thanks to one of the other PCs), he ended up becoming even more devout to her - his goddess' origins may be

1. His crisis of faith, that nearly made him lose all sense of his purpose in life. He came to a horrible discovery on the truth of the goddess he worshiped - she was an artificial goddess, born from a demonic ritual. He spent all his life faithfully following this goddess - which is pretty long,

--Thames Grimsley has ascended to godhood, because his GF made a whole book in her drunken stupor of why we should all worship her boyfriend.

Said gf, a player, is a cleric, and has substituted all her prayers to her god, and redirected it to her bf.

--
And in a way, in my current campaign, due to the events that happened because of those consequences, regardless if it was our faults or not, it caused all our PCs to bond together in a found family way--

... it kinda doesn't help that I'm the neurotic note taker, and these quotes are staring right back at me...

definitely a bit personal to my PC, but he's most proud of (and terrified) that a god - whom he doesn't worship - has acknowledged his devotion to his goddess by using a title he no longer thought he deserved nor earned. (He's been having a crisis of faith in his dead goddess, and this shook him.)

Silvius is a devout follower of a dead goddess, and in his death saving throw, he prayed to any deity who could hear him, not just his dead goddess - and he was resurrected by another.

His identity is wrapped around this dead goddess-- and despite knowing truths, he still believes in her.

although he does have a very sweet romance with a local bartender/old war vet lgksajgwer