tired of ritz crackers and butter on bread i need proteins

feels bad that whenever i talk to anyone and they ask how ive been i can only say yeah it has not really been getting better 😭 its such a bummer. pls friday come faster i need therapy so bad

ur brain is enormous and meateful

i dont remember if there was an ace one ill make one later

omggg ur right why didnt i do that first!!! i am such a silly willy XD

i think ive gone through half the infusion medications, i think there are 2 or 3 other ones left. idk what the next ones might be. idk maybe im just having a yucky moment and the meds will kick in once i take them next week

JUST GO TAKE A WALK! DO YOGA! DRINK MORE WATER!!!

what if i just simply exploded instead

idk how many more meds i have before remicade but i dont want to get to the hardcore meds SO SOON…

its actually so nice tho to have a medication manager for my colitis meds, the fact that hes so available for questions and help is so reassuring. im just dreading the potential of having to try another medication… its been 9 months of trying to find something that works im so tired

its a long drive.. i know they would do it
but i think i need help

and everything i eat passes through me in 30 minutes and hurts… feeling scared that this isnt an immune system bump and my meds arent working. i dont want to go on remicade