Yuki
@yukiofsorrows.bsky.social
"Well, let's go back to the middle of the day that starts it all" 🖤
Lvl 34/vent account for Yuki_Kisama
Lvl 34/vent account for Yuki_Kisama
I'm legit so fuckin tired of rejection emails from places I've applied to. Like god dammit give me an email about wanting to schedule an interview. The rejection isn't really helping me...
November 15, 2025 at 6:11 AM
I'm legit so fuckin tired of rejection emails from places I've applied to. Like god dammit give me an email about wanting to schedule an interview. The rejection isn't really helping me...
The feral chaos gremlin in me hath been awakened once again
October 27, 2025 at 5:35 AM
The feral chaos gremlin in me hath been awakened once again
Something I hate that I have to navigate is the fact I was so used to being the escape for my bestie from her shitty ass gaslighting, guilt tripping birth givers and shit and now I maybe get a once a week video call and even then it still feels like I'm sharing her with her bf's family
October 20, 2025 at 9:38 PM
Something I hate that I have to navigate is the fact I was so used to being the escape for my bestie from her shitty ass gaslighting, guilt tripping birth givers and shit and now I maybe get a once a week video call and even then it still feels like I'm sharing her with her bf's family
I feel pretty beside myself tonight, I just want things to get better...
October 15, 2025 at 7:02 AM
I feel pretty beside myself tonight, I just want things to get better...
Not exactly well rn, I figured I'd have a moment of sadness around my dad's birthday, but ooof it catches me off guard every time istg. I'm gonna head to bed rather than sit here and be sad and cry
September 21, 2025 at 7:04 AM
Not exactly well rn, I figured I'd have a moment of sadness around my dad's birthday, but ooof it catches me off guard every time istg. I'm gonna head to bed rather than sit here and be sad and cry
Not me suddenly wondering if the photo albums from my childhood still exist and are in our storage unit. Cause I have no idea if dad still had them or not and I'm lowkey scared to ask. It's a weird thing of I wanna know but I'm scared of the answer. Cause if they no longer exist I'd be heartbroken
September 14, 2025 at 6:40 AM
Not me suddenly wondering if the photo albums from my childhood still exist and are in our storage unit. Cause I have no idea if dad still had them or not and I'm lowkey scared to ask. It's a weird thing of I wanna know but I'm scared of the answer. Cause if they no longer exist I'd be heartbroken
I just feel really lonely most days...
September 8, 2025 at 4:35 AM
I just feel really lonely most days...
Some of us have trauma we didn't ask for that causes issues when looking at spicy content and I think shit needs to be labeled or there needs to be a filter system cause I can't be the only damn person with this issue. I'm just tryna look at stuff on occasion without getting potentially triggered
September 4, 2025 at 6:00 AM
Some of us have trauma we didn't ask for that causes issues when looking at spicy content and I think shit needs to be labeled or there needs to be a filter system cause I can't be the only damn person with this issue. I'm just tryna look at stuff on occasion without getting potentially triggered
i just want a new job please I'm begging I feel like I'm drowning rn
September 3, 2025 at 6:49 AM
i just want a new job please I'm begging I feel like I'm drowning rn
Imma need my brain to stop with its need to self destruct and ruin everything
September 3, 2025 at 12:06 AM
Imma need my brain to stop with its need to self destruct and ruin everything
Truth is I've just been very scared, anxious, depressed, you name it since losing my job and I've done and said shit that I didn't mean and I'm not proud of it. I've been an absolute mess and I have no idea how to navigate all this and I appreciate everyone around me bearing with me
September 2, 2025 at 5:41 AM
Truth is I've just been very scared, anxious, depressed, you name it since losing my job and I've done and said shit that I didn't mean and I'm not proud of it. I've been an absolute mess and I have no idea how to navigate all this and I appreciate everyone around me bearing with me
I love how I go from being royally freaked out to fuck it we ball and it'll be aight after talking to a bestie who does fairly well at keeping me grounded
July 30, 2025 at 6:53 AM
I love how I go from being royally freaked out to fuck it we ball and it'll be aight after talking to a bestie who does fairly well at keeping me grounded
Make the noise stop please
July 30, 2025 at 4:25 AM
Make the noise stop please
I'm so scared, I'm riddled with anxiety and like I just wanna go to my big sister's and dissociate and decorate and idk try to remember a better time of life
Too many emotions I'm dealing with and feel like I'm barely enjoying anything rn some days
Too many emotions I'm dealing with and feel like I'm barely enjoying anything rn some days
July 30, 2025 at 3:41 AM
I'm so scared, I'm riddled with anxiety and like I just wanna go to my big sister's and dissociate and decorate and idk try to remember a better time of life
Too many emotions I'm dealing with and feel like I'm barely enjoying anything rn some days
Too many emotions I'm dealing with and feel like I'm barely enjoying anything rn some days
Not me laughing about how I have one side of my headphones off my ear a lot cause trauma that made me feel the need to be able to hear shit for reasons. I mostly do it now to either hear my mom talking to me or cause I'm on a video call and wanna make sure I'm not being too loud
July 25, 2025 at 6:10 AM
Not me laughing about how I have one side of my headphones off my ear a lot cause trauma that made me feel the need to be able to hear shit for reasons. I mostly do it now to either hear my mom talking to me or cause I'm on a video call and wanna make sure I'm not being too loud
I hate how if I hear my mother like bitching out loud about something that it means I've done something wrong. I more than likely haven't of course, but trauma doesn't sleep XD
July 24, 2025 at 8:54 PM
I hate how if I hear my mother like bitching out loud about something that it means I've done something wrong. I more than likely haven't of course, but trauma doesn't sleep XD
"If I could be with you tonight
I would sing you to sleep
Never let them take the light behind your eyes
One day, I'll lose this fight
As we fade in the dark
Just remember you will always burn as bright"
I would sing you to sleep
Never let them take the light behind your eyes
One day, I'll lose this fight
As we fade in the dark
Just remember you will always burn as bright"
July 21, 2025 at 7:26 AM
"If I could be with you tonight
I would sing you to sleep
Never let them take the light behind your eyes
One day, I'll lose this fight
As we fade in the dark
Just remember you will always burn as bright"
I would sing you to sleep
Never let them take the light behind your eyes
One day, I'll lose this fight
As we fade in the dark
Just remember you will always burn as bright"
When you're having some dark thoughts and end up breaking down crying in the shower because of it. You wipe your eyes, blow your nose and get out of the shower and then a song comes up on your playlist, a song you know because of your dad and you take it as a sign
July 16, 2025 at 6:20 AM
When you're having some dark thoughts and end up breaking down crying in the shower because of it. You wipe your eyes, blow your nose and get out of the shower and then a song comes up on your playlist, a song you know because of your dad and you take it as a sign
I hate that I feel so needy lately and depressed and just fuckin miserable. And that my mood fluctuates as much as it does these days
July 14, 2025 at 5:27 AM
I hate that I feel so needy lately and depressed and just fuckin miserable. And that my mood fluctuates as much as it does these days
Ya know for someone who always claims she "pays attention" to me she sure as shit is fuckin clueless
July 13, 2025 at 5:47 PM
Ya know for someone who always claims she "pays attention" to me she sure as shit is fuckin clueless
Fuck everything about this whole situation and everyone involved. I'm miserable and desperate to get a new job and it's so hard...and it feels like shit isn't happening fast enough and it feels like I'm just running out of places to apply to and not finding anything new here and I'm so exhausted
July 11, 2025 at 7:20 AM
Fuck everything about this whole situation and everyone involved. I'm miserable and desperate to get a new job and it's so hard...and it feels like shit isn't happening fast enough and it feels like I'm just running out of places to apply to and not finding anything new here and I'm so exhausted
I hate that I was never given the safe space to let my mother know when things she was doing bothered me. I never really had that with either parent growing up. But at least as an adult I was less scared to tell my dad shit. But that's because my dad kinda opened that door when I became an adult
July 10, 2025 at 5:44 PM
I hate that I was never given the safe space to let my mother know when things she was doing bothered me. I never really had that with either parent growing up. But at least as an adult I was less scared to tell my dad shit. But that's because my dad kinda opened that door when I became an adult
My mental health is just in the trash rn and I just wish I could be around all the people in my life who support me cause this shit sucks so much
July 10, 2025 at 6:46 AM
My mental health is just in the trash rn and I just wish I could be around all the people in my life who support me cause this shit sucks so much
I'm dejected, tired, feeling like an idiot and I've never been so insulted and undervalued in my fucking life. Fuck corporate ceos, fuck capitalism, fuck all this noise
July 10, 2025 at 6:43 AM
I'm dejected, tired, feeling like an idiot and I've never been so insulted and undervalued in my fucking life. Fuck corporate ceos, fuck capitalism, fuck all this noise
Feeling like a whole ass failure rn lowkey
July 9, 2025 at 1:02 AM
Feeling like a whole ass failure rn lowkey