kaito?

… maybe

…If i do, get that courage. what will happen then

…thank you

( manifesting rainto stealing mafuyu for hugs

do i deserve to get out of it Kaito?
… really I’m starting to think otherwise, everyones help i appreciate it and i’ve grown so much but it’s caused more harm than good.. i hurt my mother by running away, im living in someone else’s house.. what good of a child i am

Im not that.. great.. but thank you.

𝘔𝘢𝘧𝘶𝘺𝘶 𝘩𝘶𝘨𝘴 𝘒𝘢𝘪𝘵𝘰 𝘭𝘦𝘵𝘵𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘩𝘦𝘳 𝘨𝘶𝘢𝘳𝘥 𝘥𝘰𝘸𝘯 𝘵𝘰 𝘫𝘶𝘴𝘵 𝘣𝘦 𝘷𝘶𝘭𝘯𝘦𝘳𝘢𝘣𝘭𝘦 𝘧𝘰𝘳 𝘰𝘯𝘤𝘦..

…I’m going home soon, permanently. I just… I’m worried that things will go bad again, i mean even talking to them today at dinner felt, it felt like the world was crushing me for everything iv’e done..

Thank you for the…talk i guess I’ve been needing this, it’s quite awkward for a first interaction ..

Yes..

𝘔𝘢𝘧𝘶𝘺𝘶 𝘵𝘶𝘳𝘯𝘦𝘥 𝘩𝘦𝘳 𝘨𝘢𝘻𝘦 𝘧𝘪𝘯𝘢𝘭𝘭𝘺 𝘵𝘰 𝘒𝘢𝘪𝘵𝘰.

It went as well as you could expect.

You’re proud of me..?

𝘚𝘩𝘦 𝘭𝘰𝘰𝘬𝘴 𝘰𝘷𝘦𝘳 𝘵𝘰 𝘒𝘢𝘪𝘵𝘰 𝘵𝘦𝘢𝘳𝘴 𝘳𝘰𝘭𝘭𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘥𝘰𝘸𝘯 𝘩𝘦𝘳 𝘦𝘺𝘦𝘴, 𝘴𝘮𝘪𝘭𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘵𝘩𝘰𝘶𝘨𝘩 𝘵𝘩𝘳𝘰𝘶𝘨𝘩 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘵𝘦𝘢𝘳𝘴. 𝘏𝘦𝘢𝘳𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘴𝘰𝘮𝘦𝘰𝘯𝘦 𝘸𝘢𝘴 𝘱𝘳𝘰𝘶𝘥 𝘰𝘧 𝘩𝘦𝘳.. 𝘪𝘴 𝘯𝘰𝘵 𝘴𝘰𝘮𝘦𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘴𝘩𝘦𝘴 𝘶𝘴𝘦𝘥 𝘵𝘰𝘰

they do now but i dont know, i dont know what to do i feel like if i dont make them proud im letting them down even if they wont upset i feel like i have caused more harm than good

Eh..? Kaito? … Nothing much

𝘔𝘢𝘧𝘶𝘺𝘶 𝘭𝘰𝘰𝘬𝘦𝘥 𝘢𝘵 𝘒𝘢𝘪𝘵𝘰 𝘣𝘦𝘧𝘰𝘳𝘦 𝘭𝘰𝘰𝘬𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘢𝘸𝘢𝘺 𝘵𝘰𝘸𝘢𝘳𝘥𝘴 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘸𝘢𝘭𝘭.

what do you need.

…it has, it starter when my mother found out i wanted to be a nurse but she wanted me to strive for better, she basically took over my dreams..i never really felt like myself ever in my life..

𝘚𝘩𝘦 𝘤𝘰𝘷𝘦𝘳𝘴 𝘩𝘦𝘳 𝘧𝘢𝘤𝘦 𝘴𝘰𝘣𝘣𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘯𝘰𝘵 𝘸𝘢𝘯𝘵𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘒𝘢𝘪𝘵𝘰 𝘵𝘰 𝘴𝘦𝘦 𝘩𝘦𝘳, 𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘺 𝘫𝘶𝘴𝘵 𝘮𝘦𝘵 𝘢𝘯𝘺𝘸𝘢𝘺 𝘪𝘵 𝘧𝘦𝘭𝘵 𝘢𝘸𝘬𝘸𝘢𝘳𝘥 𝘵𝘰 𝘤𝘳𝘺.

happy…I haven’t been feeling that for a while, too be frank i feel like everything has been going downhill after i… talked to my parents. I’m glad their understanding my side especially my mother but.. i still feel the need to lie about myself to them.

Hello you two!

Hello.

…

𝘔𝘢𝘧𝘶𝘺𝘶 𝘸𝘦𝘯𝘵 𝘲𝘶𝘪𝘦𝘵, 𝘴𝘵𝘢𝘳𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘢𝘵 𝘒𝘢𝘪𝘵𝘰 𝘪𝘧 𝘩𝘦 𝘴𝘵𝘢𝘳𝘦𝘥 𝘣𝘢𝘤𝘬 𝘩𝘦𝘳 𝘨𝘢𝘻𝘦 𝘧𝘦𝘭𝘵.. 𝘤𝘰𝘭𝘥. 𝘚𝘩𝘦 𝘭𝘰𝘰𝘬𝘴 𝘢𝘸𝘢𝘺 𝘢𝘧𝘵𝘦𝘳 𝘢 𝘣𝘪𝘵 𝘴𝘱𝘦𝘢𝘬𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘶𝘱.

Could it be due to my emotions? I am having some trouble right now

Always!