And of course I wanted to cry when I kept being corrected..

Glad I didn’t but I got out of there as soon as tears formed.

I literally spent a full hour waiting to see them for just five minutes, and yet I feel bad for taking up their time..

I always walk out feeling guilt even though I really was in pain…
I have such a high aversion to see family doctors.

As much as I don’t mind owning digital copies, especially when their sales are irresistible, I just still love physical copies!

But really, those digital sales are amazing! Keep em’ coming haha

Slowly trying to collect all the Otome games available, but it’s been a little harder thanks to the giant Otome boom :D!! Keep it coming haha!

Happy that I can’t keep up with the Otome games thanks to the larger demand. Now.. please consider releasing some older titles too :)

I wish he could call me. I wish he could say sorry to me. I wish he could promise this will never happen again and that he’ll cherish me forever and ever.

But. He’s never been able to fulfill my wishes, yet I still hoped and chased and hinted.

He’s not coming. Just like that night.

It feels like forever ago. But it’s only been three days.

Going from living together to all of a sudden not is still such a hard change for me. I still keep thinking about the time we lived together.

I gave my heart away. And now I’m left feeling so crushed.

Maybe one day in the far far future, I’m going to meet him by chance. He’ll have married and welcoming a second child. He has healed and is now all happy. And I’d still be alone. Again, I helped him achieve happiness. While I’m left behind again.

Imagining it hurts me. Why couldn’t he choose me.

I keep putting boundaries with him, because I didn’t want to treat hum like I did before.

But I just wish he’d knock it down. I wish he’d run to me, and promise he will treat me better for the rest of his life. Just like how we first dated.

But I know this is reality. It’s not going to happen.

I contacted him, and despite all this, I still care for him and hope he will stay well.

But, again, nobody cares for me to this extent. I just feel so alone. I feel like I’ll never find somebody who can be there for me and fill in my loneliness.

I keep trying to write things, in hopes it will make me stronger. But I keep wavering.

In some ways, I like being angry. It gives me motivation. But it’s a double edge sword, it doesn’t give me solace.

I want to focus on the positives and continue moving forward, but it’s hard. I now want somebody

To all the unskilled and cruel egocentric people - may you never take advantage of anymore soft and kindhearted people.

You people are sick to the core.

The only reason I let them walk all over both me, and unfortunately my mom too, was because I was dating their son/brother. Because I had unconditional love and kindness for him.

They never returned my consideration towards them and instead made it my weakness, and treated me like an easy target.

They live in a shabby home from the 1900s while I used to live in a home built from the 2010s.

I never judged them, yet they judged the fuck out of me. Made me feel like I was begging them and they were doing me a favour.