I want a new job.

my lease ends next month.

I want a new city.

Done with the crash outs.
the lies.
the inconsistency
being Inconsiderate
embarrassment
sadness
toughness

just done.

lol sighs…

And ate me to sleep… I—

I’m ngl I’m really just about block him and never talk to him. He so fucking annoying and weird.

Like, Colorado really the reason I’m not ‘outside’ dating around.

6 more months of this tho.

we either moving back to Houston, DMV or NY.

either way, I’ll be in a relationship in the next 6 months and I’m going to be a bitch to his fat face ass.

I’m too loyal. And I don’t like it, I’m just waiting til I’m letting him go… cause this probably ain’t my person, but it’s definitely a twin flame.

And I hate it cause distance really is what keeps us from being together, but if you want something to work you wouldn’t do half the shit you do.

then we watch a show together 😭

idk, ion like this.