jade
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mdni | it's just me talking to myself mostly
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i guess no studying today. i will just go with the flow from now and no planning shit and just do what i gotta do.
July 15, 2024 at 2:39 PM
i guess no studying today. i will just go with the flow from now and no planning shit and just do what i gotta do.
“i would rather die than have others know my pain” that was what i thought by giving people weird ideas about me and to die out of embarrassment and let people abandon me. but i know that being an embarrassment would give other people pain instead of me and yet i did it anyway.
July 15, 2024 at 2:26 PM
“i would rather die than have others know my pain” that was what i thought by giving people weird ideas about me and to die out of embarrassment and let people abandon me. but i know that being an embarrassment would give other people pain instead of me and yet i did it anyway.
i was studying and all my questions in my head gone just like that...
July 13, 2024 at 6:07 PM
i was studying and all my questions in my head gone just like that...
i cant believe all my confusions were answered if i actually studied
July 13, 2024 at 6:07 PM
i cant believe all my confusions were answered if i actually studied
if I've never been in love that means i can expect my first love right? hehe
July 10, 2024 at 10:20 AM
if I've never been in love that means i can expect my first love right? hehe
why i feel like everyone blamed me without understanding me? but what's weirder is why i feel okay people dont understand me?
July 10, 2024 at 2:06 AM
why i feel like everyone blamed me without understanding me? but what's weirder is why i feel okay people dont understand me?
i don't think i can trust him
July 9, 2024 at 1:17 PM
i don't think i can trust him
was i mistaken admiration with love? was my first love not a love but just admiration like hee do to yu rim? cause i also always wanted to be his rival and the way i hate him after i knew him in different light too..
July 9, 2024 at 11:50 AM
was i mistaken admiration with love? was my first love not a love but just admiration like hee do to yu rim? cause i also always wanted to be his rival and the way i hate him after i knew him in different light too..
i told everything about him to my mom..
July 8, 2024 at 4:53 PM
i told everything about him to my mom..
that was a cool way of saying hi lol
July 8, 2024 at 7:50 AM
that was a cool way of saying hi lol
now that i know the truth, it pains me physically whenever i try to put my heart out even when i try to fool my mind that it's not the truth. my chest hurts when i try to be hopeful that something or someone will not deceive me.
July 8, 2024 at 6:12 AM
now that i know the truth, it pains me physically whenever i try to put my heart out even when i try to fool my mind that it's not the truth. my chest hurts when i try to be hopeful that something or someone will not deceive me.
nah gini dong lagunya, ga galau
July 8, 2024 at 5:15 AM
nah gini dong lagunya, ga galau
he's still warm yet his hand is so cold
July 8, 2024 at 5:12 AM
he's still warm yet his hand is so cold
goodness why am i so anxious?
July 8, 2024 at 5:05 AM
goodness why am i so anxious?
it's funny. im bad at explaining myself but i keep trying to explain everything
July 8, 2024 at 2:50 AM
it's funny. im bad at explaining myself but i keep trying to explain everything
im enjoying watching time travel drama cause i keep imagining if only i could do that too i would make myself to never fall in love with that man or anyone that deeply when i knew nothing about the world yet
July 8, 2024 at 2:48 AM
im enjoying watching time travel drama cause i keep imagining if only i could do that too i would make myself to never fall in love with that man or anyone that deeply when i knew nothing about the world yet
im in a crowd and the drama is at kissing scene, why is it always like this? making me so anxious for no reason
July 8, 2024 at 1:03 AM
im in a crowd and the drama is at kissing scene, why is it always like this? making me so anxious for no reason
i need to pee but im at station.. fuck this
July 8, 2024 at 12:54 AM
i need to pee but im at station.. fuck this
i really hate waiting.. if it wasn't because of smartphone idk what mess i would do when i am waiting
July 8, 2024 at 12:54 AM
i really hate waiting.. if it wasn't because of smartphone idk what mess i would do when i am waiting
he is not even that handsome so why did i.. damn
July 7, 2024 at 1:45 AM
he is not even that handsome so why did i.. damn
minji is really the coolest girl ever
July 5, 2024 at 11:36 AM
minji is really the coolest girl ever